oh....i just found this music video in youtube...
is jay chou song tui hou
and the video got hebe.....
hahaha......my ouxiang and my ouxiang.......hahaha
go watch ba

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2QnfFTBBPg

ohhh...hahaaaX....here's another video by s.h.e...
at happy sunday.....performing traditional dolls...
very funni videooo
ps...my entertainment during holidays...s.h.e video..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hsbW1W2jST8

some ppl think tt is so damn fun to lie......promised sth then in the end ps......~spoil my day........cheebye kiaaaaa~~~sick and tired....really very hard for me to believe wad you say
once trusted u sooo muchhhhh~......now u seems to be a liar to meee....

thinking of going s.h.e concert next year.....27th january...hahaa...1 week plus after my birthday....birthday treat for myself....yeah so happi...think going town to buy my wallet.....on.......~~~haaa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBd5rKDlQMY


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fl2z5QqGv-w

is S.H.E video....at the autograph session....

ok...went to S.H.E autograph session just now....erm...
the autograph session i queue for the longest time....4 HOURS MAN!!!!!!!!!!~
bought their album and actually wanna tok to hebe and of course get their autograph......
while in the queue,and i feel like i cant tahan anymore...but i cant give up like that.....and suddenly i got a blackout,feeling like i'm fainting....
and tt's a caring lady infront...she helped me...but not out....yup....so i queue at the back....erm...feeling much more better....the haze is killing me also....
finally is my turn and i was nervous....selina was saying thank you to me and i din know wad to say...and almost forgot to shake her hand.....hahahaX....ella smile at me but hebe like wasnt in a mood...and she cried just now hen singing wo men zhe men le....aww~but still i never talk to her....guess have to wait until next yeaar...haiX
and i'm super hungry.......
i learned my lesson...never go so early.....late comers can see them and talk to them.....hahahaha......
but still hebe is so cool and she's really a role modal as a star to me.....and her singing is so damn good....
yup they dance tooo!!~kind of nice...hahaaaX.....and their live singing is so damn gooD~really...

hmm...from young i hate reading..but,now..i dunno y i love to read so much...
haaa..
finally yesterday i went down to eunice hse borrow the book by dariel forlong
she bought it in church camp..and i read the first chapter in malaysia find it kidda interesting
but till now then i borrow from her...cox i lazy to walk down..haaa

read it till 2am and while waiting in the hospital today then when get home return to her le
...hmm...the book kidda encouraging......
for me,i never really BELIEVE in prayers...though i KNOW prayers is the greatest power on earth
but not everytime when i pray,i will seek with all my heart....just pray for the sake of praying
You will seek me,and you will find me because you will seek me with all your heart. jeremiah 29:13
hahaX..can memorise le...everynight i see this verse...cox jackson gave me a poster or sth with this verse on.
the book also says about obeying god......hahaX...
some questions alot of question marks in my mind.......
how do people listen to god's voice?
how u know is god?
and how god speak to us?through ppl,bible verse and so on....but how do we know that it is REALLY god speaking to us?

think i should go to youth and HF more often..like so dry..hahaX...
but youth boring leh,then HF end so late...haiz
went to young adults meeting once...is kidda fun...and i learn quite alot...
bible study on the books of james...erm...makers and breakers of peace
earthly wisdom(self-seeking,envy,boast,lie against the truth)and heavenly wisdom(pure,peaceable,gentle,full of mercy and good fruit)...and something about intergity...our tendency is to work harder on our image than our intergrity.image is wad people think we are.intergrity is wad we really are.....yup...still got quite alot...but don really remember...

went to jurong point just now also...erm...wanted to buy wallet...but cant find a nice one...
erm...so just walk around spent ard 30 plus.....aRRGh~
went to life bookshop...wanted to buy books...haaaX...but in the end never buy...cox bought a Cd..as i always said NO MUSIC,NO LIFE~so i guess music is much more important than books in my life~
nah...but the joy of living is in giving..hahaX
looking for christian city church album...
then the lady there ask me iszit THIS(paradise live)album
haaaaX....since is a new album and their first album was quite a good one...and i cant find CCC(not charis christian church) album
so decided to buy
paradise live lastest album...SET ME FREE~
erm...kidda nice...haven really listen...just the first few songs...
and find the song longing for you a very nice....mayb to me onli la..
yup..
and i bought sth for someone

started reading my new testament a week ago..and wanna finish in 2 weeks time...since everytime the challenge is 1month...i like somthing more challenging...haaaX...think i wont be behind time...at romans now...

oh ya...kidda regret...but i got no choice....never go to the music producer course...
they went studio recording today!!!having album of their own....oh man~ SAD!!!
GODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~
haiz..
but i guess...god has his plan.....so mayb waiting for another chance
hahahaz....shall wait~


oh heard a song at life bookshop...giver of life...anyone got that song send me...very nice..

Byyyeeeeeeeee

A Better Idea

You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world— 1 John 4:4


The man at the pool of Bethesda just wanted Jesus to take him down to the water (see John 5). But Jesus had a better idea. His plan for the man was threefold: Jesus asked the impossible, He removed all possibility for a relapse, and He expected continued success.

First, He said, "Rise" (verse 8). He asked the impossible. How easily this man could have said, "What do you mean, 'Get up'? I can't move." But Jesus commanded him to do it. The calling of God is the enabling of God. If God tells you to do something, then it means it can be done. This man took a literal step of faith.

Second, Jesus commanded the man to take up his bed. This was to make no provision for a relapse. In other words, "Get up. Take up your bed. Don't leave it there. There will be no turning back." A lot of people never make that break with their past. So Jesus said, "That is not the way it's going to be. You get up and follow Me."

Third, Jesus said, "Walk." He was saying, "I want practical results. Don't plan on being carried. Get up on your feet and walk and start moving forward." Jesus was expecting continued success.

The question is, do you really want to change? If so, then Jesus is calling you. Whatever you are doing, whatever is holding on to you, you can change. I know it is hard, but God is more powerful. Greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world. The power of God is greater than any other power there is.

here it is...the pic we took at pitstop on the 24th september 2006...hahaX...
and there's 24 of us(excluding the guy at the back)......=_='''

this people rawk...cox most are young adults
paiseh la...i abit anti-youth
no la...
they are fun to be with...
and they can brighten up ur day....
really la~




erm...dunno wad to do during holidays leh.....
chalet is 3 weeks away
and don have to go school..
hmmm..~
go seaside sit there and look at the sky...??hahaX...
ask me out leh......sian leh
sadsadsad~

oh think cant go church on sunday
and MM on sat..........
aaRGh~
sad~
must stay at home....
after next monday then can go out...

now holidays le...
cox i no need to go school le...
music producer course dun have to go le
aRRGh!!~
i wanna go leh..bUt too bad...~haiZ

now i going to choing my o2jam
until dunno wad level...
and i going to buy a drum set..
not enough gem leh...
haiZ...i dun mind if anyone gonna give it as gift....
hahahhahaXxx

my ear look very erxin leh...i dun even dare to look at it
so i wont be showing anyone of u........
but onli special ppl can see onli la..
like family members...and some of the after sch gang
but dun ssuddenly come touch my ear
if not u pay for the next operation if anything goes wrong...
hahahaXx


oH...thanks charmaiinE~
ni zuI haO..~<3

jux had my operation on monday~..
waited like 3 hours....
damn it...

the operation was quite good...
dr low was a nice guy
he sounds like a jap,and he look so not like singaporean...cool huh?
and he show me the part kanna cut off...
eeeYYeeR....very erxin....heeX...
and my blood...
got 4 injection...but onli feel pain for the first 2...
gonna go back next monday fo check up
4.35pm
remind me....i'll forget

after reach home...i was crying in pain...
is so super pain la...
the feeling is like someone cut off ur ear...and is so super pain....
and got a stoppid bandage on my head....and very troublesome..
can onli take out on wed morning.........
....
got a 10 days mc..
cant go sch..
mayb will go when feeling better ba.....
if not i'll miss the music producer course..
erm...holidays is kidda boring..
ask me out if u r free k?hahahaX....anyone~

you r more than my heart can contain..
i will love you all my life...for u are my reason..
the one that i live for~--ALL MY LIFE

listening to this song nw.......=_='''

just reach home from sentosa..
very tired....
suppose to stay until sunday but i dun wan..
hahhahaXxx...

once reach the chalet....put down bags then jiu go swimming le....
then went to skyride and Luge for 2 times....erm...actual price 15 bucks...got it for 6 buck only...
hahaXx..."once is never enough"......tt's the words they have behind their shirt
and i was wearing the Big Fu shirt...so through this shirt...i know tt person there...
then after tt...went to eat...
erm...saw a very beautiful lady there....
not from sg la....
then go walk walk le....went to the beach...
took a pic of a bridge........nice leh......i called the bridge "one way"
the only song i keep singing is only ur mercy
and thought of the footprint thing....
lalalalala~and i love island life
very peaceful,quiet..

went musical fountain....last min go de...and kiki very irritating....the monkey....took a few pic then can cature a nice 1...cox it keep on moving...then very blur

Oh....knock on the wrong door.....i'm in room C....and i go to room D....and somemore i don know tt person
saw janice the ex westspringer
and yvonne scared the wrong person...hahaX...the personkanna scare kidda friendly
went to play lightstick after tt

went back to chalet after tt....but some still hungry..
so 7 of us went to 7-11 buy something to eat
erm...heeX
i bought....pizza,potato....and ben and jerry's icecream.....heeXx...

slept ard 3.3oam....wake up at 5am plus....
really cant sleep....
and very good only me and yvonne in the room...
the rest went to the other room...
went back to sleep from 6 to 8.....
and wenhao they all very disturb...keep on knocking the door
then went back to sleep after breakfast from 9 to 11....

then nth to do le lor...very kelian la...some went to play pool...
i jux play arcade for awhile...then after awhile...is lunch time
damn it....jux eaten my breakfast....
so went to skyride and luge again...
FRee this time...heeX...i remember tt person name....linda...hahaX...
.....the kind lady...heeeeX...
oh ya before that saw Ben from MI....the ex westspringer...i forgotten his name....think is ben la...so jux put ben lor

lunch after tt...hide in the room for the so call the police game la....chicken
to prevent the unwanted
....so surviver cancelled...
then went bench to do my duty....
with the walkie talkie with me....
and i keep on rubbishing with them...
i still remember the uncle...knn here and there....then in the end they change channel...
lolx...very funni

BBq din eat much....hahhax...thanks cecilia for feeding me...i very lazy to eat...
and.....miss chan bf melvin for sending us to harbourfront....
oh ya....b4 some of the people leave the chalet...

went to the beach to play water bomb...kanna 3-4 time...hahaX....FUNFUNFUN!!!!~
then we draw out the words...and put fire cracker~???
jiu shi zhe yang~
i gonna go watch afew esp of naruto...
is 200 plus now and i'm sill at 159
nah...coming back early 1 day for the sack of church......
and bcoX...............................i miss............................heeX...

anw,nice knowing terence and eric..
opp~sry eric for hurting ur hand...
really go out of control for the luGe
paisehpaiseh~

and wenhao...he is..huai REn~

oH~..........now is 2.01am
went to vivo city jux now..
irritating place...like a maze
then got super irritated...cox cant find any wallet shop...
so went to edmund stall makan...
wenlong said tt he will treat me...wadever i wan...but as long as i finish all...
so ordered Ailo and half a chicken from the chicken rice stall(wenlong's idea)
yup...finish it all....
erm...then pool and arcade at paradiz centre....kiddda boring........
Tou hua after tt....
did a stoopid thing...took a pic of the tou hua...then mms lindeee..heeX....
Oh~...saw yu shu kor kor there.......and zhen shi mei(wadever)
with their frens....aiya dunno....
took lots of pics...of the place...i dun like taking human...boring~
actually wanna go bugis...but in the end wanna catch a movie...
watched ROB B HOOD~...wooHoo!!~
a super nice show....MUST WATCH!!!~
very funni,touching...exciting show~....
cab home after tt........


will be going to chalet erm...later...hahaZ...is 2am...
think i will be staying for 1 nite.......
cox i miss gracie~.errrrrrrrr...kidding...hahaXX..
depends la....
cox i'll be having my operation on monday ma...so...sunday...dun wish to go out...
heeXx....yup...
think will be going home on sat nite ba....
Rachellll TANl~!!!!
I"LL MiSS YOU!!!~
..........................................................................................................................
wan aN~
i'll still fan u on sunday until u hate me~hahahhahahahahaXxx.....

walking from church to eunos mrt is quite far...but i love it....
almost lost my way.....
but bus 63 guiding me.....
when i dunno which direction to walk.....suddenly bus 63 will appear in front
hahahaX....

gracie & tracie never come church today......so obviously very boring la...
no one scolding me...haiiiX...paiseh...xi guan le
and lunch was boring bcox gracie was not around...
even thought the 2 powerpuff...and huai ren was sitting wif me...like nth to tok abt la...
age gap la.....~

tomorrow no sch......so sian....tuesday dnt exam...last paper.....blahblahblah.....

find old testament much much more interesting than new testament......
jux finish genesis....on the way to finish exodus...
when pastor tok abt exodus today..i'm so happy...cox i know what he's toking about
hahahaX...
oh Dr paul hawkes message was Good~....

GoodNite!~

I PRAY THAT YOUR LOVE WILL GROW MORE AND MORE, TOGETHER WITH TRUE KNOWLEDGE AND PERFECT JUDGEMENT,SO THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO CHOOSE WHAT IS BEST PHILIPPIANS 1:9

my operation change to 16 oct..hahaX..
then i can eat anything esp seafood at the chalet~....wooHoo!!~

Oh...lindeee getting christian city church album for me online..wooHoo!!~
cant wait to get it...though i listen to it b4..

ni na men ai ta...wei shen men bu ba ta liu xia??????

AHHHHHH!!!!!!~
physics and chemistry paper today............
physics......quite easy la..but chemistry(*&^$#@
dunno how to do alot of question....
and i think i wont pass my chemistry...or heng heng just pass....
haix...i wanna get A2 for c.science!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
if i get B3......ITE will welcome me with open arms.sHit!!~
planned not to sleep for the whole night to study for science....i study 4 chapter for chemistry only..metal,acid bases and salt,periodic table and alkanes,alkenes,alcohol.......but in the end slept for ard 1 hour...
actually chemistry quite a interesting subject...but...the teacher lesson not interesting at all..
tomorrow no school...can rest....very tired...friday math paper 2....
next tuesday last paper...Dnt....
then guess wad....NEXT FRIDAY CHALET!!!!!!!!!!!~wooHoo...cant wait~..
oh..next monday~operation...ai..the hospital called me yesterday and today...but i didnt answer...not at home ma....call so early siao...
tired tired tired~~bang bang bang!!~AHH!~ =_=~

oh...finally history and english are over!!~woo!!~
paper 1 was quite easy...i wrote about what makes a good parents?...cox i thought of the story pastor told the church...then i added in more rubbish of mine...and tt;s it... a complete essay~hahaha!~
erm...paper 2..hmm passage A was quite difficult...i dunno wad rubbish the passage talking about...wad cinema..then after tt world war 1....er...dunoo la...WW1 mayb history....mix up le....3 paper a day....so tired...when taking english paper 2,i really feel like sleeping le...but never sleep...
hmm....I love exams....because my mind all thinking about study stuffs...but jux don like too much stress...hahaX//
Oh history.....I KNEW tt chapter 3,5,6 gonna come out....told almost all of my frens and samchong tt it gonna come out...then some still go study russia...appeasment...wadever shit...hahaX...lucky for me,melvin and some of the ppl who listen to my prediction...and some other clever ppl la who know tt chapter 6...the most easier chapter gonna come out.......
i jux study half of chapter 6......
and guess wad...i dunno how to answer....but i whack in almost all the things tt i memorize...
...dunno what the question asking about...then i jux anyhow write lor...the only thing i know is island hoping..9 marks leh...but i guess i'll get less than 5...hahaX...i also dunno wad rubbish i writting about...
before history paper went to plaza to makan....with daryl,boon peng,aikbin,and chun wee....er...they are the ppl i'm close with in history lesson...hahaX....we went to long john first then mac then food court...so lame....
and guess wad.....from plaza we took cab back to our school=_=....is jux 3 busstop away....
hahaX....anyway...the rich will pay....who gamble 100 bucks for blackjack...hahaX..
tomorrow math paper 1...and i WANNA SCORE A1....i dun care...I MUST SCORE A1....if not i cannot promote...
hahaxx
i only have c.science and math to help me...if only my chinese got B4 la...then very heng lor....
but even i can pass....i'm still thinking whether to go to sec 5 anot...i jux wannna go poly....i dunn wan take stoppid o level...is so damn stress for sure~
actually i dun feel like studying anymore...

presue my dreams......and living my life all with music in wadever i do.......
then i wanna leave singapore to australia mayb.....
oh...yesterday channel 5 got the show THE COUNTRY BEAR...very nice...
i wish i can perform on stage....even bigger than sinagpore indoor.....
bigger than expo....
perform in some other country...
i wanna have my own band....
i wanna be famous~_~
!!!!!!!!!!!I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
i wanna learn piano!!!!!!!~i love tt instrument aloT~~much much more than drum than guitar..
I WANNA LEARN...I WANNA LEARN.......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

I'm not missing You!!!~

i will bless the lord who has given me counsel;my heart also instructs me in the night seasons.i have set the lord always before me;because he is my right hand i shall not be moved.
Therefore my heart is glad,and my glory rejoices;my flesh also will rest in hope.For you will not leave my soul in sheol,nor will you allow your holy one see corruption.You will show me the path of life; In your presence is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forever.PSALM 16:7-11