梦破了沉默便不敢哭

伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚

你最会解读

我内心的日记簿

错一次就像看一本书

而用心的从泪水提炼礼物

找到对的地图

太过倔强

虽然有苦说不出

但就是讨厌认输!!!

跑上了山坡尽头断了路

勇敢就是我的许愿树

我用梦想

在天空中飘浮

海边的日出前都会有雾

勇敢就是我的许愿树

用眼光照亮

模了糊

每当我追求完美太顽固
是你化身我的许愿树
你给了我
无限量的呵护
每当你突发奇想要倾诉
让我化身你的许愿树
为你一起哼着
幸福

I wish it's just an april fool joke!

Fcuk!

It's alright, 

You'll find a brighter day 

Cause love is on its way 

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth 

Would care to know my name 

 Would care to feel my hurt 

 Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star 

 Would choose to light the way  

For my ever wandering heart 

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin 
 Would look on me with love and watch me rise again 
 Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea  
Would call out through the rain 
 And calm the storm in me  
 Not because of who I am 
 But because of what You've done 
 Not because of what I've done  
But because of who You are
   I am a flower quickly fading  
Here today and gone tomorrow  
A wave tossed in the ocean 
 Vapor in the wind  
Still You hear me when I'm calling
  Lord, You catch me when I'm falling 
 And You've told me who I am 
 I am Yours  

"Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in speech, in love, in life, in faith and in purity"
1 Timothy 4:12, 13-16.

Alright just finished watching america idol.

not really finished...until the 9th contestant.

Just wanted to watch adam lambert and Danny gokey perform cause i watched the audition and tt's the best 2 that i like...yup and they are like the 8th and 9th to perform this week....so i have to wait till twelve plus....so just watching the rest of the contestants....and i think that Kris allen is not bad too...i watched him perform last week too...yup and he's really good.  Hopefully they'll get into the top 3.:))

A LITTLE BIT LONGER & I'LL BE FINE.

*SPECIAL*

Alright, i'm gonna let you know more about what music i listen to, and song writers that inspired me.  The most recent one would be jason mraz.  With his live performance of i'm yours during his promo of the lastest album made him famous.

I love the way he perform on stage, together with his vocal, is just so AWESOME!

you can just sit down there just listening and enjoying his music, this guy is just so good. 

I missed out this concert this year.SAD:'(

Yup and my fav videos are jason mrazs' and jonas brothers' 

*The videos below*

JASON MRAZ

MICHAEL JACKSON

This legend here, he can sing very well. I love the way he dances to the groove. He's known as michael jackson the king of pop, he sold millions millions millions of albums that still remain as a record till now. He cares about the world alot, I love his big heart and his love for children.

GREAT MAN!

JAY CHOU

He inspired me to write my own song at the age of twelve. Talented in everyway. And i always tell myself i wanna be where he is right now. I mean like fame, or even you know right now how he had been showing all his talents.  Fyi, he's the one wearing white:))



Jonas Brothers

I love their songs!I love the way they rock the stage!They can really make you high and crazy and just sing along with them. Really awesome brothers. And i would love a guy like Nick jonas..HoHoHo!:)) The one with the red electric guitar:D

There are of course still more songs from different singers/bands i like, these are just my favs

like there's still secondhand serenade, we the kings, Taylor swift, avril lavigne, Ryan cabrera, relient k, metro station, red jumpsuit aparatus.

Alright end of it, i shall update again when i have time:))

Goodnight

2.15am

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

YEAH!!!!!!!EXAMS IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!

AND IT'S HOLIDAYS!!!!

There's couple of things i wanna accomplished this holidays

will share soon.

but for now i Need to sleep, cause for the past few days i only had 2-3 hours rest.

GoodNight!

SCHOOL IS OUT & IS ALL ABOUT ME!

I LOVE YOU ELMO!!!!

I've been wasting my time 
I've been losing my mind 
I've been running races 
Still don't know what I've been chasing 
But my eyes still can see 
Bluer skies that wait for me 
And I'm on my way 

Time for me to fly 
Time for me to soar 
Time for me to open up my heart and knock on heavens door
Time for me to live
It's time for me to sing
Time for me to lay down all my worries and I'll spread my wings
Time for me to fly 

The earth can be a heavy ride 
When the clouds are in your eyes 
But I feel a calling 
I will rise, I won't be falling 
And I'll escape the gravity 
And I'll reach my destiny 
And I'll fly away 

The gates of heaven will open wide 
I will be 
I will rise 
There won't be compromise 
As I take to the open skies 

I will fly away 
I will fly away 
I will fly away

MY INSPIRATION, MY DREAM:))

Woo!Is 2am right now!!!

Finally finished the whole loads of projects for this semester!!:))

ETP,MARKETING,BCM,LIFESKILLS!!

but there's still exams coming up..for biz comm and marketing.

SOoon soon sooon!

Yeh yesterday was sucha fruitful day...finished filming the bcm roleplay

had marketing presentation...just a little nervous cause this week is like 2-3 presentation so like kidda used to it.

then went jogging at night!woo! i excercise for 45 mins!!!

went with my cousin....so we were running together for 2 rounds without stopping....tt's like around 4km or even more:))

and i just finished chatting with dumb dumb online!i missed you so much

though only for awhile

but is like finally get to chat with this dumb person who call me a retard:)))

He gives strength to the weary and strengthens the powerless.   Youths may faint and grow weary, and young men stumble and fall, but those who trust in the lord will renew their strength; they will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and and grow weary; they will walk and not faint.  Isaiah 40:29-31

It is not falling into the water, but lying in it, that drowns.

After so long, projectsSsSs almost over. Next week i'll be soooo FREE!!!:D:D:D

yea this semester, my life sucks sooo much...thats no up at all...is all the way down...!

till the point i feel like giving up. Don't go to school...try my very best to get mc, pon school....and even wanna quit school. SERIOUSLY!...when i looked back is really so tough...there were timessssssssss of breaking down and crying which never before in my life i did it just because of SCHHOOL...yea it really sucks so much. SO SO MUCH!!!

So yesterday i was walking home from yew teee...went lot one to get storybooks for eugene..

yea and i was daydreaming(somehow i managed to do tt while walking) and it was raining...what woke me up and back to reality was...I FELL!!!

IN YEW TEE....IN FRONT OF so many people....!!

but i dunno if anyone notice . But no one came and help.

yea and wad i did was just stand up and continue walking...

my little finger was bleeding and it hurts so much...my leg was injuried too:(

i didnt care much about the people around me

I just stood up and continue walking.

Daydream->away from school

everything goes wrong, project after project->the fell

the people surround-> classmates

Injuries->feel like a loser and just give up

Stood up and continue walking- I DID IT!!towards the finishing line:))

Sth to learnt-dont think so much while walking, just walk and watch.

and not abt falling, is abt be able to stand up again:))

Goodnight!

I MISSSS DUMB DUMB!!!!:'(

Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye, We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare, at the phone
he still hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way to honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure
So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

Didn't mean it baby?I don't think so
OhhhhhBack up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

will update soon:))

I looked into her eyes
i saw the tears being locked up
infront of the crowd
The brokeness inside, those sleepless night
the pain that stays forever

As a mother of a child, she loved deeply like every other else
and now he's gone
all we can give is say remain faithful and be strong

oh dont be afraid
just follow the way and obey what he planned in your life
he can heal those pain and reassure his love for you/he can heal the wound with his unfailing love

Give, give all to jesus
surrender all that you have in your life
he will guide you in every step you take
so give, give your hand to him and he'll take the lead
allow your faith to reach beyond what you understand



Cant never understand the pain of losing a child
cause when i looked into her eyes, tt's all i see
but i never feel the pain. Just sad.:(
Oh life's crap without little nyonya
I'm excited about sunday's ending:))

We were a picture
In my mind
When I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me
I told myself

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way
so we're not together
I will remember you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you thank you:))

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!
It's finally 2009!!!I'm READY to run this year race!!!
I"M EXCITED to know every challenges that i'll be facing!!
COME ON!!Cuz i know that i'll be able to overcome!
NEW BEGINNING!!I'm not bringing anything forward.<-----FULL STOP "Though i know not what awaits me what the future has in store, yet i know that god is faithful, For i've proved him oft before."-Anon GOODBYE 2008!!

LAST year was so different, cuz i stayed home alone to count down
watching the channel 8 new year count down....it was sooo cool!!
Niang re group won!:)))
School gonna start soon:'(

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I cared.
And suppose that I've spent all my nights running scared
And suppose that I was never there.

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you.
So I guess I feel lonely, too.

Suppose we were happy,
Suppose it was true.
And suppose there were cold nights,
But we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you.

A Family Video, Really cool!!:))
These were the people who were there for the family christmas celebration
(some of the guys are not inside)

Our Log cake by mr and mrs alvin niam We were all wearing the animal hair bend during the celebration:D

We played first hand...see who is the fastest~

Then the guys played Big 2.5

Threee Macbook in the house~cooooool yea!
Pretty and cute Reneee!!!
This was how i look like with that bend on....taken using the macbook!

i was wearing a sheep(mehmeh)

This was taken during christmas eve in church...i think is nice!:)))

my cousin shawn!!~

Christmas was super great!!

guess 3 of the children were there and more people turned up this year:)))

and my beloved eugene gave me present this year...so touched!!~

awaiting for next year christmas celebration

but before that, 2009 is super near!!!!!

ARRRRH i don wanna turned 19....

okay...i'm 18 forever....i will be....wahahah!!!

Is the second week of holidays!

Ohhh it gonna end so soooon!!

but till now, i had so much fun!:))

1st week was in a chalet...went to wild wild wet on the first day and i think is so cool

i like the children play area!and the second day i went to explorer kid!!

I love IT!! Never got to go in if my cousin, niece and nephew never went there to play:))

Escape theme park after that...but only manage to play three rides

well, better than nothing.

Second week of holidays and that's this week, went drum lesson, facial and haircut, then i went out early in the morning during christmas eve then evening my church got christmas celebration..mark taught me some drums skills, very cool! Met lots of ex- church members:))

Yesterday was family celebration and it was super cool!we watched don't forget the lyrics and sang along. MM tmr and sunday Yam and youth christmas gathering:)))

Still not sure what i gonna do next week

But I WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU DUMB DUMB!!!:)))

HOHOHO!!Yesterday met up with terence for lunch at yew tee and then head to lot one. I was pretty surprised he wanted to come down and look for me cuz he live so far away...

Around evening, then back home to study:((

Didnt attend Angels and airwaves concert, bcuz i know i need more time in the revision &...because i let him attend the concert, he'll be coming to my church on the 24th!!

WooHoo!!

We're meeting next week again to buy christmas presentsss!

and we already have in mind what to get for the adultsss.

I bet they will be so happy!

HEY PEOPLE!!

Christmas is soooo soon!!!and i CANT WAIT!!:))

Is time to buy some presentsss!!

you know the joy of living is in giving!

TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY

FA LALALALA LALALALA!

I added some cool christmas songs on my playlists

take some time to listen...best version:))

well, at least to me!:))

SICK AND TIRED!
Hearing all these people talk about!
I dont wish to be involve in this complication!
the feeling sux so muchh....GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HEAD!!

i better watch my xiao niang er makes me happier
*off for ep10*:))

I CHANGED NEW SKIN!
Though simplE, but i did it on my own.
Goodnight!~

MRT
5 out of 9 seats are taken by men
why nowadays they act-ed so ungentlemantly!
haaaX tt's wad i've notice when i was travelling to my drum lesson this week.

1 MoRe Month and we are through for this term
S-C-H-O-O-L!!!

I got lotsa of funny funny dreams this few days....
must be Too stessssss!
school is really killlingg!
marketing and Biz comm CA1 is like 2-3 weeks time and i gonna write my notes and study already.
Esp marketing, cause the first 4 chapter i never listen at all!
well O level is over and A's soon:))





Can you imagine, what would happen if we could have any dream.
I'd wish this moment, was ours to own it and that it would never leave.
Then I would thank that star, that made our wish come true
Cause he knows that where you are, is where I should be too.
Right Here, Right Now
I'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything.
Right Here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait, some other day to be
But right now there's you and me.

I'm so HAPPY TODAY!!
I think sch was Okay only....
Drum lesson was cool!!
When i came home, i RECEIVED my ROCK DRUMMING SYSTEM...
from canada....lots of things inside...and jared falk wrote me something inside
with his signature too!!!
OH MY GOD!!
I cant believe it...
he's a very good teacher...I think i like him better than patrick...
HaaaW, might stop lesson....oh well.. i'm thinking...cuz i wanna cert for berklee future use..


If you people dunno who jared falk is....here it is....

HAlloween party @ thumper on friday was okay lah

enjoyed the live band...too many people cant see the drummer:(

Pon sch on friday, and thursday self declared half day..

don feel like going to school:((

kidda sick of it

well, i spent alot last week....like 3 digit starting with a 3 too!

cuz i bought 2 concert tix for my parents like 200 bucks..:))

Alright, just randomly...I wish my Boyfrenz will be shorter than SHAN WEE...

slightly shorter...cuz he's way too tall!!!I'm only at his shoulder!!!!!!

Cuz i'm looking at your picture, cuz it's all i've got.

excessive shopping makes me much more poor-er
god damn i should stop.
HSM 3 was good!
Projects sux so much!
tired of school though.
Still waiting for my rock drumming system delivery all the way from canada.
i guess tt's the onli thing i'm excited for.and of course the next week ends!!
i hate weekdays so much...except for mondaay cause got drum lesson.
I need a break......



I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town

Started School last monday....SCH-RE OPEN
kidda satisfied with the time table....cause no 8AM lesson...
and monday gonna start at 11am!!WoooHoo!
taking marketing, biz communication and elective...entrepreneurship
Damn so tough
so many projects on the way ,up to next year February:(
Sign...
sth tt makes me happy is I GOT MY JAY CHOU ALBUM!!!~FINALLY!!
Love this album lOTS LOTS..more than any of the rest....
this album is so special...metal casing!
and the songs are Super Duper NICE TOO!!
sth i'm unhappy about too..class matter.
Sunday just chill at de's hse....simply don wanna care abt the classs stuff.

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I want to be
Next to you... and you next to me
I need to find you...
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far

WE HAD Cousins Gathering Yesterday!
WooHoo!
went out in the morning till evening cause terence have to go back to camp
WE went shopping first then MOVIE
MIRRORS
DAMN!! That show freak-ed us out!
IS SOOOOO DAMN DISGUSTING!!!
AND THERE's ONLY THREE OF US IN THE THEATRE!!
AT THE BACK SOMEMORE
MIDDLE!!!
F--- Keep coming out of my/our mouth cause the show is too much of it
Scare the shit out of me
and IS SOOOO DISGUSTING-is my first time watching M18
and i guess i never wanna watch again
HAD our Dinner,SUSHI!!!
BUT I HAD ALOT LAST WEEKEND
NOW I"M KIDDA SICK OF SUSHI!!
WELL, WE HAD FUN YESTERDAY!
and hope our next gathering willl be SOON!!!:)))

MY NEW FAV SONG BY DAVID ARCHULETA -CRUSH

I hung up the phone tonight
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
and I just got to know

Do you ever think,
when you're all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

YEAH FINISHED EXAMS!!!
FINALLY!!
OUR BIZ PAPER HIGHEST AMONG ALL THE CLASSES!!
85%-90% GOT A!!:D
REALLY SOOOSOOO HAPPY!!
WELL, i hope i'm one of them
But My 6 marks for that qn!!.......:'(

Accounting paper, i hope i can score well:(

I'm having my holidays now!!
from 10 sept ,tuesday evening till oct 13
man, i'm soo bored now!!
I got nth much to do during hols
i wanan find a job so i can buy my electric guitar.
i planned to go to gym at least 3 times perweek
i went iceskating ON thursday and k box
i sang for 7 hours until 3am
i spent alot of money and i feel like crying now
cuz this week allowance left with 0$
and is onli sat :((

i still remember what happened on the 13/09/2003.
That's 5 years back~
ArgHH!SEPT gonna end soon:(
I'm so Scared!!~

I MISSED HANNAH MONTANA TODAY!!!
OHOHOH!I OVERSLEPT!!!
WTH!:(((

I LOVE SATURDAY!!
CUZ TT'S HANNAH MONTANA!!!
ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH!

Well i'm learning the song S.O.S by Jonas brothers
TABS OKAYY!!
I WAN AN ELECTRIC GUITAR!!
Though is from the previous album.
But i love it!

THEY ARE SOOO COOL
MAKES ME SO In LOVE WITH MUSIC AGAIN!!

She's so CUTE!

Somehow i got soooo soooo TOUCHED!, watching it on TV just now. IT America's got Talent, can catch it on channel 5.

Everyone loves her!

If i got a kids like this, i'll be sooo PROUD of her.

she's really cute:)))

It was OFA test just nw, phew~. It was quite easy, or rather i made an effort to know quite a number of things. Unlike the previous test, i dont give a damn about it. PONn-ed the rest of my lesson right afterr doing some survery and got back home to slack. YES,
-S-L-A-C-K-. Searching the new songs From Jonas Brothers, WOH!! THey're Real HOT!! SERIOUSLY, i like NICK JONAS, though he's younger than me...But he's so cute!Esp when he SMILE!:D SORRYY CAnt Help it:)))

ANYWAY, I CANT WAIT FOR MY EXAMS TO END!!!

NEXT TUESDAY LAST PAPER!!

OH PLEASE!I WISH I CAN AT LEAST GET A 'B' GRADE FOR ACCOUNTING!
BUT I"M AIMING FOR AN 'A':)))

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

AND PEOPLE CHEERS FOR THE 6 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP:)))

It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led.

I Cant fight this feeling.
Nobody said is easy.

15 more Days.
I seriously need help in accounting.:'(

HaaX this is so cool!HOt SHOT!
I loVE This Taiwan drama man!
Wu zun, luo zhi xiang and jerry yen
HahahaX seriously very nice.
ESP LUO ZHI XIANG!!!
He's super funny in that show, and he did my trademark HELLO!!!THE WAVE!!!:))))
hahahaX, my frens thought of me when they watch tt show tooooooo!!:D

Show Luo as Yuan Da Ying 元大鷹

He's reallly so funnY, and i like it ALOT!!:D

Sleeping with a SMILE Tonight!:)))))

"sometimes there is no point looking for the answer to the questions you have, you may never find it.. just know that things happen for a reason"

0414am

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
wHoo!! is 12.39am now!
This week school been so fun until i'M sick now!
was sore throat on wed then flu on thursday night till now, fever on friday( but i DID go to sch ok!!!)
WEdnesday we went singapore national museum!it was so fun!lots of things to learn abt, is just tt not enough time!!!!walk to central to makan then train home from clarke quay.
Thursday, it was national day celebration, somehow my sch got different date celebrating..hahahaX
reach school 9am, went through test paper for an hour then some of them participated in games. The rest, some were cheering for them, some were slacking in the canteen
and i was in the canteen:D
went to this "haunted house" is like a maze then we have to walk till the ending point.
along the way, there will be ghost scaring you...hahahaX
but it was sosos fun going in with my classmates, we were like disturbing the "ghost" they got this ghost under the chair tt will grab ppl's leg, i saw it, and when i was walking pass...i stepped on her hand!!!! OUCH OUCh OUCH!!but i didnt step very hard ok, just like touch cuz is a human.I KNOW!!! hahahahX
then after tt we played captains ball tgt as a class with HERMAN too!
it was very fun!!
herman treat us drinks after tt.
Thanks ehh!~
released ard 4 plus, tired but sosoo FUN!:D
friday we had roleplay with herman, then i seriously dunno what the hell was wrong with him, keep on asking us to sing the same song~ " cant take tt away from me".hahahaX
sososo tiring, gonna go for a party later, sunday should be staying over at my classmate hse, for majong session!but i might consider not going cuz i'm sick:'(

So BORED!!!Dumb Dumb is overseas, and will be back onli on sunday.
I'm sooooo Missing Dumb Dumb Now!!!
See i told you i'm REALLLYY gonna miss YOU!!:(

The weekend Was AWESOME!!!~
went for festival of praise for both saturday and sunday
it was reuben morgan with hillsong, parachuate band and mark conner this year!
and sam is cute!!:D
SoSoSoSo CUTE!!!:)))
He's drumming is so good please!!!
Sat was so good and I kept wanting to go for sunday, indeed sundays is even better:D
I bought hillsong, This is our god album.they sang quite a number in FOP and is very nice.:))tt's why i bought it lah, and i wanna buy parachuate band in sept.
Cuz tt's S-A-M!!:D:D:D
the word was good, interesting, how he preach it.
I'm looking forward to next year.:D:D:D

All of my life, in every season, you are still god
i have a reason to sing, i have a reason to worship.

Looking forward to16th August '08:))))))

Is Friday Today!!So So So Fast! i remember telling joshua last week"IS FRIDAY" & we're both so excited:D:D:D
HahAhA!HaHaHA!HAhahA!
ANW,
Is AuguSt ALREADY!!~
Yeah Yeah Yeah!finally i finish my project!!~
I'm so so sosososo free from work now.....for the time being.:D
cuz roleplay coming up need to memorize the script.
Is a Month plus more to HOLIDAYS!!~
AND SEMESTER EXAMS!!!
My Accounting still cant make it:(
Damn!
August Ausgust August!
SoSOSoSoSOSO Exciting!!
Happy Birthday To yOu!!!~
You, Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you
But it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do.
HaHaHa~HAHAHA!

My GROup WOn The DEBATE TODAY!!!:D:D:D
and we won a $20 popcorn for tmr's MOVIE
my WHole class is gonna go for movie tMR!~
WhoohoO!THE DARK KNIGHT!:D
yesterday 14 of us(classmates) squeeze into the lift and guess what.it stop moving
we cant breathe!!!and is sosososo NOISY!fyi, my class is super noisy and everyone know about it.even the section head, almost every teacher knows abt this.
OMG, but after awhile the banking bitch somehow press on the button outside to get us out, but they dunno we're stuck inside.
and the lift is spoilt right after we get out.



宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他 如何形容
对方 听懂不懂
一千次轮回都不错过
一万里相随都不放手
在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我

PLEASE HERMAN!!STOP MAKING US DO CHiHUAHUA/CHIWAWA DANCE.
Thursday was A BAD DAY!!
I was late for lesson for 2 hours!!~
then during business lessson, our class advisor asked all the late comers to stand in front and make a vow."I WILL NOT BE LATE FOR LESSON AGAIN" sth like tt
AND HE VIDEO IT DOWN!!!IDIOT!!!Quite a number of us, all gave the same reason overslept.
hahahaX
FRIDAY I HAD ACCOUNTING TEST, I THINK I WONT GET GOOD MARKS MAN!!
I HOPE I WILL!!!
quick quick quick sept hols come quickly!
I CANT WAIT TO SEE MEI MEI TMR!!
SHORTIE DON WANNA SING TO ME!!!
I"M SO SAD!!SHORTIE SHORTIE SHORTIE!!!!

SWEET!:D

School was good today!HaaaX
Herman lessson was so super funni!!!~
i laughed till tt's tears
roleplay tmr.and i'm not excited about cuz i'm not ready yet.
After break, it was so funni
one of my friend hp dropped into the drain!in the girls toilet. we went to check it out first then we get the guys to get it. It was deep down man.mark aaron lee hand stuck half way and my Best Friend ,Fadzly manage to get it.
accounting kills!!! but i gonna work hard to get good grades, gonna have a common test next friday!and i'm trying to pay attention in class and finish everything teacher taught. i left sch late today and tt's the first time ever. and is not gonna be the last!SEPT hols come quick PLEASE!!
9 more weeks counting down~
Oh and i'm on MC on thursday!! that thing on my ear is growing back again:(
Got back my OFA marks for common test.eRK! and it wasnt very well DONE!
i got 68.5 and is so lousy please.OFA slack too much already
projects due in 1st august, ofa assignments!!
Thinking skills presentation
Roleplay
i'm gonna be overload with work and back to my timetable life again!!
ahhh!!!
and is mid year in sept:(
WEEEEWEEEE come on you can do it!!!:D



you knocks me off of my feet.

SANDRA LOW I LOVE YOU!!!!
LOTS LOTS LOTS!!!!~:))))

hahahaX i got NO TIME TO BUY SHOES!!!
I'll get a new one during my holsZ.is so fUnni!
2 Holes same spot AT boTH left and Right!!~



I'M SO SO SO BUSY WITH SCHOOL WORK!!
Accounting Kills but i got 97/100
OFA the same so slack
BIZ change teacher & he's good but also stress la, and there;s a common test coming up. RIGHT AFTER CHURCH CAMp WEEK 11 JUNE!!!OMG! i Gonna DIE!!

1 ta ta 2 ta ta 3 ta ta 4 ta ta
1 ta ta 2 n 3 ta ta 4 n
1 ta ta 2 e n a 3 ta ta 4 e n a

School is Good!these few weeks.
my class got alot of soccer fans and Jay chou fans
and Man U vs Chelsea Finals on the 21st May!!!

5th April 2008,1pm----->Met up with the people at cck interchange, alot of us was late, in the end we left ard 2pm plus,then split up and took a cab to changi park.

when we reached changi park, cant find our bbq pit then when jensen found it, he asked us to take a bus there cause is very far, but we wanna walk.

Serve us right, it was SO DAMN FAR!!!

we reached ard 4.30pm, then started bbq at 5pm!!!~

while some ppl are setting up, we played our "fav" game, murderer.

and i am still the silent killer~wahaha~

that place everything also dun have ok, not even a drink store, was so damn thirsty have to wait for that daryl to come, cuz he's buying more drinks.

Then we played "dai ti" loser have to drink a cup of martell.

i kanna twice:(

we left that place ard 10pm, then the first group got a cab once they we get out of the park.

Then the rest walk towards where the cab goes, and is a never ending road.

From 10pm to 1130pm, we walked & walked & walked, but we couldnt get a cab, and we are so damn tired.then we saw a lorry near that place, so we asked tt uncle & family to send us to the nearest mrt.

Woh~Finally, this kind uncle sent us to bedok mrt then spilt into 3 group and took a cab home.

if we ontinue walking, i think we'll walk until next morning thn reach marine parade, diaoz.

=_="'

I reached home ard 2am, so damn tired~

but was fun when we are lost in changi, hahahaX.

A day i will remember for life~

missing in singapore.:D

The time is 1.50am now, just back from changi park.
exciting day, shall blog abt it later
i gonna go slp.

Last sunday, finally last day of work.
but that person called me just now asked me to work another one week.
but i declined the offer.
I just bought psp slim this tues, quite good price.
At queensway.
all in one package.
drum lesson getting interesting, but difficult.
patrick played his 4 measure fill in during lesson, wah he's so totally COOL!!~:D:D:D

I'm chatting with infamous'4e on msn, they are just so rubbish.
YEAH having gathering in april, hope everyone will turn up.:D
and let's have LOTS LOTS LOTS FUN!!!
Chikalaka-ING!!!
MISS 4E'06 lots lots:D

This is history man!!~

MUST WATCH!!~michael jackson & the jacksons

TOTALLY AWESOME!!~

hahahaX

I don feel like going to work
cuz kk, Elosia & may left. sad:'(
march assignment people off till wed.
Monday, a super boring day.
emo-ing:(

my leg is so damn tired~
hope march will end soon
DISASTER!!!~

At first i dunno if i should recommand this show.
But after watching for 12 epi, i think you people will like the show
Opps!! is a taiwan drama.
BULL FIGHTING.
is about basketball, not totally.
IS a funni, touching show.
main cast are Hebe, He Jun xiang & Li wei.
You all will sure like Jin zi cong(Li wei)
watch it!!~and you all will know why
HeeX:D

Frayed relationships brighten when seen with love

Just saw this Jay chou world tour2007 DVD out ,HMV.
I watched it, is totally AWESOME!!SO DAMN COOL!!!~
Really very different from the previous 2 jay chou concerts.
cux previous concert, i felt tt he was singing to himself, neglected the audience.
But this time is different, he's able to communicate with the audience and bring them IN!!!
and not himself in his own world.
and he danced!!!~
he played the drum!!~so damn cool!!~
HE's cute~
Gonna watch it again tomorrow!!!~

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著 今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒 专属的剧情

I'm anticipating Chinese New Year!!~
I love CNY not because of "hong bao" but
because of family gathering, a time of laughter, suan-ing one another...catching up.:D
& of cause playing cards, cux is only during CNY period then can bet more money, like the amount bigger and can so many people play together...alot of FUN esp when we have a target who will be "zheng gei" and we will start to make tt person lose money...hahahaX
REALLY ANTICIPATING!!!~
and of course i love 1st day of CNY night!!!~ because we cousins will also go out for movie, chilling, until late late late late...erm early morning!!!~mostly will go home by the first train.
mostly me terence and ber onli, cuz the SCs cannot tahan, all pig...
then the rest got their own activities after movie, mayb they will join us this year^_^

BUT BEFORE CHINESE NEW YEAR
the most headache things is buying of clothes
to me, is like star award, one year once, so i always sat a theme of what to wear, but everytime it turn out to be not my way, cuz there's NOT ENOUGH TIME!!~ so i just anyhow buy, as long as it is comfortable.
counting down,7 more days to CNY, and i haven get my clothes yet:(
going out on sat with my cousins, i hope terence don ps us...hahahaX

is 3am not, i cant sleep, just had a good laugh after watching jacky wu show....is just so damn funni~
but is not on channel U yet, but it will!!, SOON!!~
"zhou re ba dian dan"
new series, with kang kang back & new programme in the show!!!~

I had my first drum lesson with patrick today
well, he's cool.
i'm cool too:D
hahahaX
random~
:D

MY fav show of the year 2007-2008, huang jin lu( The golden path) just ended on monday, the ending is very sad..my fav person in the show, jin long died, alot of people died in the show.
Fei fei got a son, kaiqi got a daughter and kaida became a doctor again:D
i think in the show, every child of xiaogu got something bad happen to them, except for kaiqi, who happily married to nat ho(but din appear in the finial epi)
-_-"'
The ending was quite bad actually, but this show ended sadly and i think tt's the out of alot of show i've watched tt ended sadly, the other show is like everytime happy ending, think fairytales arh, or enchanted?dots~
seriously gonna miss the show alot, the song "LU" by milubing, feifei & jinlong!!!:D
i was at my living room for 1 hour without taking my eyes of the tv.:D

I found this video on you tube

Is this year teacher's day video by the parents support group.

Been a year, time flies. Really miss west spring alot, everything in there just brighten up my life

esp 4e'06 ,the crazy things we did,esp PE, canteen & toilet is my fav hangout place & alot of frens there:D

the first teacher u see at 2:25 is the pe HOD, everytime will say bad things abt me infront of me, and said alot of goodthings to the volleyball people when i'm not around:D

At 3:45 is my 4e'06 form teacher and english teacher, she's one of the teacher tt was bullied by 3E'05/4e'06 the most. I remember when she first came to 3E, we made her cry, really very bad, thinking back.hahahaX

At 5:01, is my chinese in sec 2 and sec 4, very patient teacher i can say, but then again was bullied by us also, the first time she went tto 2E'04, she cried also...and of course walked out,hahaha:D

5:28 is my sec 3 chemistry teacher, he's the reason why i failed chemistry all the way, he's teaching method very boring ! but dunno why the sec 3'05 express likes it.

some of the teachers din make much different in my life, but some did, i believe everyone had a fav teacher in sch, mr gan made alot of differences, he left us just half way in june, and i don have mood to listen to the math lessson, well cant blame him, he got his a great opporunity at MOE.

seriously i really miss west spring!!~

just like my home!!

been staying at home since tuesday, i got my left arm injuried on monday and i got a very big blue black on my left leg, think because of the blind mice.
wanted to go gym on wednesday and thursday but when i woke up in the morning, my arm is still very painful, so i went back to sleep
guess will be going tmr.
i'm bored, talk to me:(

Now is 1.06am(6 Jan, so zun), just back from my aunty house in singapore but i dunno wad place is that,is a private house.
i went there with my cousin jeremy by my father's car.
At first when we reach,was quite sian, just sit there talk then eat, then carmen came and join us.
then after an hour or 2, everyone finish warm up, hahaaX...started to talk more, cause never meet so often.
went to my aunty room to play playstation with my cousinsSs..
& abelle was like why brandon is onli PRIMARY 5 and he got a cybershot phone!!?
even her younger sista has a HANDPHONE, & she's onli K2!!!
and guess what brandon got the same phone as mine!!~
after tt we went down to blow cake, and we spent alot of time there just because the birthday gal cant find her bunny, & i thought it was barney, so i keep looking for a purple dinosaur.DUH!!~JACKSON TONG!!~
then after the cake, we went to play blind mice at my aunty room, the room is very big.
i know i'm like so childish, still play blind mice at the age of 17.
but since my cousinsSs wanna play then just play along, anw they are not Kidz either..16,15,11 and still got some younger one, my cousin's cousin.
was super fun and tired cause never been doing this for a LONg LONG LONG TIME!!`
but still we had alot of fun!!
Blind mice-ing!!!
should go out one day and play(since we are all so playful) CousinsSs, all my tang mei and one and onli tang ti!!
hahaaaX:D
ABELLE IS 15, & she taller than me!!~1.73m...omg!!~ stop growing TALL.
Aza was so sian, should join us:D

I find this Mv very touching:'(

They are a new boy group(consider quite new), lollipop & this is their very first album.

Just had a christmas celebration at aunty evelyn house, even though the amount of people not as big as last time, but was quite fun.

been quite awhile since all gathered together...

well, i know that we will ALL(maybe, not the 2 people who chased my grandpa out of the house[I Guess need more time]) be gathered together again, been almost 5 years... deep insidde their heart they already forgiven each other, but just didnt take the initative to take the first step.

b4 the gathering terence me and ber went to vivo city and look for the turkey, hahaaX..but din buy, cause all frozen turkey....so we bought vodca there.....

is my first time drinking 3 big glasses at one time...but feeling quite ok.....now just abit tired....

Is new year soon, 2008!!~

and chinese new year also quite soon!!~

anw, i'm feeling giddy, gonna slp

NiteZ -_-

爱情悬崖
周杰伦

你说我像一个小孩
总爱让你猜
我说你才像个小孩
总要我说才明白
有些事太快
失去了等待
让爱没了期待
我们的爱怎么才自然
每次沟通不来
就要离开就说不要爱

我掉进爱情悬崖
跌太深爬不出来
下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来
你的爱反覆徘徊
打乱我呼吸节拍
该怎么逃开我控制不来

我掉进爱情悬崖
回想起你的可爱
傻傻地还在等待
以为你还会回来
你的脸慢慢离开
时间快将我掩埋
消失得太快
我负荷不来

KINGDOM COME

Your love reaches out to me
Your grace has made a way to You
Made a way to You
Your word lives inside of me
Your truth is life to all to hear
Life to all who hear

We live for You
Live Your truth

May Your Kingdom come
And Your will be done
As we serve Your heart
Serve Your heart
Let salvation flow
As Your people pray
Lord we long for more
Long for more

In You death is overcome
No power can stand against Your Name
The power of Your Name
In faith we will rise to be
Your hands and feet to all the earth
Life to all the earth

He's so cute!!:D

LUO ZHI XIANG 我好愛你!!!~

教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心
那温热的 牛奶瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方 我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

Just back from SHOW ON STAGE CONCERT!!!

& is really very fun!!!~i bought one of the concert T-shirt & is super duper big size..& a show on stage mirror...should buy the "S"

the starting was super HIGH!!cause he was dancing all the way and he spoke alot of english...

and he was saying "GooD gOoD GooD"...MR PIG catchphrase.hahahaX

and the part when he was going to sing "辛福戀人"

he asked the dance-soul dancer..."how he going to wash his head when he got no hair on the head"then he asked the teacher again, how will u feel when u sweat?

the teacher ans-ed,"yang yang yang yang yang yang!~"

then he asked us are we sweating

we all shouted no....so he was like ..HUH??!! You all come to concert never sweat??!!~"

hahahahaX

the lucky fan this time is a GUY...!!!that luo zhi xiang gonna sing a love song to him.

he was very funni,cox he keep on changing the lyrics.

and he communicate with the guy in ENGLISH!!

the funniest part is when he wanted to say "later we are going to hold hand"

he said "later you hand, my hand TOUCH!"

hahaha...So funni...and i can totally understand his language...

是不是？大過年的！

then the ending part

he was singing "twinkle" & he asked all of us to stand up and dance...

he said those who don wan to stand up...will be healthy

but those who stand up and dance, will be healthy forever...

hahahaX

so me and my frens stood up...

was so super funnn!!!~

On the same day(1st December 2007) at around the same time at K.L

there's also another concert going on. & that's S.H.E

the last stop for the year 2007.

poor hebe look so tired

need to advertise new show and still need to prepare for concert...

but now concert is over!!~

hope to listen to s.h.e lastest album soon.

cant wait to see them again in singapore!!~