I'm anticipating Chinese New Year!!~
I love CNY not because of "hong bao" but
because of family gathering, a time of laughter, suan-ing one another...catching up.:D
& of cause playing cards, cux is only during CNY period then can bet more money, like the amount bigger and can so many people play together...alot of FUN esp when we have a target who will be "zheng gei" and we will start to make tt person lose money...hahahaX
REALLY ANTICIPATING!!!~
and of course i love 1st day of CNY night!!!~ because we cousins will also go out for movie, chilling, until late late late late...erm early morning!!!~mostly will go home by the first train.
mostly me terence and ber onli, cuz the SCs cannot tahan, all pig...
then the rest got their own activities after movie, mayb they will join us this year^_^

BUT BEFORE CHINESE NEW YEAR
the most headache things is buying of clothes
to me, is like star award, one year once, so i always sat a theme of what to wear, but everytime it turn out to be not my way, cuz there's NOT ENOUGH TIME!!~ so i just anyhow buy, as long as it is comfortable.
counting down,7 more days to CNY, and i haven get my clothes yet:(
going out on sat with my cousins, i hope terence don ps us...hahahaX

is 3am not, i cant sleep, just had a good laugh after watching jacky wu show....is just so damn funni~
but is not on channel U yet, but it will!!, SOON!!~
"zhou re ba dian dan"
new series, with kang kang back & new programme in the show!!!~

I had my first drum lesson with patrick today
well, he's cool.
i'm cool too:D
hahahaX
random~
:D

MY fav show of the year 2007-2008, huang jin lu( The golden path) just ended on monday, the ending is very sad..my fav person in the show, jin long died, alot of people died in the show.
Fei fei got a son, kaiqi got a daughter and kaida became a doctor again:D
i think in the show, every child of xiaogu got something bad happen to them, except for kaiqi, who happily married to nat ho(but din appear in the finial epi)
-_-"'
The ending was quite bad actually, but this show ended sadly and i think tt's the out of alot of show i've watched tt ended sadly, the other show is like everytime happy ending, think fairytales arh, or enchanted?dots~
seriously gonna miss the show alot, the song "LU" by milubing, feifei & jinlong!!!:D
i was at my living room for 1 hour without taking my eyes of the tv.:D

I found this video on you tube

Is this year teacher's day video by the parents support group.

Been a year, time flies. Really miss west spring alot, everything in there just brighten up my life

esp 4e'06 ,the crazy things we did,esp PE, canteen & toilet is my fav hangout place & alot of frens there:D

the first teacher u see at 2:25 is the pe HOD, everytime will say bad things abt me infront of me, and said alot of goodthings to the volleyball people when i'm not around:D

At 3:45 is my 4e'06 form teacher and english teacher, she's one of the teacher tt was bullied by 3E'05/4e'06 the most. I remember when she first came to 3E, we made her cry, really very bad, thinking back.hahahaX

At 5:01, is my chinese in sec 2 and sec 4, very patient teacher i can say, but then again was bullied by us also, the first time she went tto 2E'04, she cried also...and of course walked out,hahaha:D

5:28 is my sec 3 chemistry teacher, he's the reason why i failed chemistry all the way, he's teaching method very boring ! but dunno why the sec 3'05 express likes it.

some of the teachers din make much different in my life, but some did, i believe everyone had a fav teacher in sch, mr gan made alot of differences, he left us just half way in june, and i don have mood to listen to the math lessson, well cant blame him, he got his a great opporunity at MOE.

seriously i really miss west spring!!~

just like my home!!

been staying at home since tuesday, i got my left arm injuried on monday and i got a very big blue black on my left leg, think because of the blind mice.
wanted to go gym on wednesday and thursday but when i woke up in the morning, my arm is still very painful, so i went back to sleep
guess will be going tmr.
i'm bored, talk to me:(

Now is 1.06am(6 Jan, so zun), just back from my aunty house in singapore but i dunno wad place is that,is a private house.
i went there with my cousin jeremy by my father's car.
At first when we reach,was quite sian, just sit there talk then eat, then carmen came and join us.
then after an hour or 2, everyone finish warm up, hahaaX...started to talk more, cause never meet so often.
went to my aunty room to play playstation with my cousinsSs..
& abelle was like why brandon is onli PRIMARY 5 and he got a cybershot phone!!?
even her younger sista has a HANDPHONE, & she's onli K2!!!
and guess what brandon got the same phone as mine!!~
after tt we went down to blow cake, and we spent alot of time there just because the birthday gal cant find her bunny, & i thought it was barney, so i keep looking for a purple dinosaur.DUH!!~JACKSON TONG!!~
then after the cake, we went to play blind mice at my aunty room, the room is very big.
i know i'm like so childish, still play blind mice at the age of 17.
but since my cousinsSs wanna play then just play along, anw they are not Kidz either..16,15,11 and still got some younger one, my cousin's cousin.
was super fun and tired cause never been doing this for a LONg LONG LONG TIME!!`
but still we had alot of fun!!
Blind mice-ing!!!
should go out one day and play(since we are all so playful) CousinsSs, all my tang mei and one and onli tang ti!!
hahaaaX:D
ABELLE IS 15, & she taller than me!!~1.73m...omg!!~ stop growing TALL.
Aza was so sian, should join us:D

I find this Mv very touching:'(

They are a new boy group(consider quite new), lollipop & this is their very first album.

Just had a christmas celebration at aunty evelyn house, even though the amount of people not as big as last time, but was quite fun.

been quite awhile since all gathered together...

well, i know that we will ALL(maybe, not the 2 people who chased my grandpa out of the house[I Guess need more time]) be gathered together again, been almost 5 years... deep insidde their heart they already forgiven each other, but just didnt take the initative to take the first step.

b4 the gathering terence me and ber went to vivo city and look for the turkey, hahaaX..but din buy, cause all frozen turkey....so we bought vodca there.....

is my first time drinking 3 big glasses at one time...but feeling quite ok.....now just abit tired....

Is new year soon, 2008!!~

and chinese new year also quite soon!!~

anw, i'm feeling giddy, gonna slp

NiteZ -_-

爱情悬崖
周杰伦

你说我像一个小孩
总爱让你猜
我说你才像个小孩
总要我说才明白
有些事太快
失去了等待
让爱没了期待
我们的爱怎么才自然
每次沟通不来
就要离开就说不要爱

我掉进爱情悬崖
跌太深爬不出来
下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来
你的爱反覆徘徊
打乱我呼吸节拍
该怎么逃开我控制不来

我掉进爱情悬崖
回想起你的可爱
傻傻地还在等待
以为你还会回来
你的脸慢慢离开
时间快将我掩埋
消失得太快
我负荷不来

KINGDOM COME

Your love reaches out to me
Your grace has made a way to You
Made a way to You
Your word lives inside of me
Your truth is life to all to hear
Life to all who hear

We live for You
Live Your truth

May Your Kingdom come
And Your will be done
As we serve Your heart
Serve Your heart
Let salvation flow
As Your people pray
Lord we long for more
Long for more

In You death is overcome
No power can stand against Your Name
The power of Your Name
In faith we will rise to be
Your hands and feet to all the earth
Life to all the earth

He's so cute!!:D

LUO ZHI XIANG 我好愛你!!!~

教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心
那温热的 牛奶瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方 我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

Just back from SHOW ON STAGE CONCERT!!!

& is really very fun!!!~i bought one of the concert T-shirt & is super duper big size..& a show on stage mirror...should buy the "S"

the starting was super HIGH!!cause he was dancing all the way and he spoke alot of english...

and he was saying "GooD gOoD GooD"...MR PIG catchphrase.hahahaX

and the part when he was going to sing "辛福戀人"

he asked the dance-soul dancer..."how he going to wash his head when he got no hair on the head"then he asked the teacher again, how will u feel when u sweat?

the teacher ans-ed,"yang yang yang yang yang yang!~"

then he asked us are we sweating

we all shouted no....so he was like ..HUH??!! You all come to concert never sweat??!!~"

hahahahaX

the lucky fan this time is a GUY...!!!that luo zhi xiang gonna sing a love song to him.

he was very funni,cox he keep on changing the lyrics.

and he communicate with the guy in ENGLISH!!

the funniest part is when he wanted to say "later we are going to hold hand"

he said "later you hand, my hand TOUCH!"

hahaha...So funni...and i can totally understand his language...

是不是？大過年的！

then the ending part

he was singing "twinkle" & he asked all of us to stand up and dance...

he said those who don wan to stand up...will be healthy

but those who stand up and dance, will be healthy forever...

hahahaX

so me and my frens stood up...

was so super funnn!!!~

On the same day(1st December 2007) at around the same time at K.L

there's also another concert going on. & that's S.H.E

the last stop for the year 2007.

poor hebe look so tired

need to advertise new show and still need to prepare for concert...

but now concert is over!!~

hope to listen to s.h.e lastest album soon.

cant wait to see them again in singapore!!~

Oh what mess
you've got the best of my heart
It broke and now it's just a joke
Cause you're moving right along
I'm still here and you're gone
Oh what shame
You know I didnt mean for the winds to change
Won't ever be the same
Cause the kisses that you blew
Could never ever move

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

Hey you
Ya i'm talking to you
You lost the love in bed
And now it's just dead
Cause it didn't mean a thing
Waiting for a ring
Hey it's a game
And ain't it a shame that it's just a show
I thought that this was love
But I can't be fooled again
I'm cryin' out
But I can't give in

I think you need some time by yourself
Without anybody else
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
You need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
All the things that we could change
(things that we could change)
Now we'll never be the same

By Myself
I don't need anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
In my time machine


If i have time machine, i'll go back to afew years back time when i was young or a kid,
& i treasure everything and everyone around me.
Because i was a kid, i don know what's going on with all of them
all i can do is to solve the problem within us, kids.
but because we are a kids, we cant give comment, the last thing we can do is listen to what's going on outside the room. & inside our heart breaks when we know that we're not gonna get together every sat anymore.
MY CHILDHOOD!:'(
4 /3/2/1years back, SEC 1-4 days,basketball[my sec one days with the ville666 guys and my rumor guy in sec3...hahahaX quite funni], volleyball &
sec 2 hangout(jensen [the guy that sits beside me in class for the whole year,2004:D],michelle, justin, dewey, jessica, weichao, zhenying ,PeiPei[the nicest person i've EVER MET!& Very Pretty also:D], Zayer tint [the most charming guy]missed chatting on the phone with him also, stephaniel ,aikbin, TJ:D )
Sec 3 totally ruined my life, playing all days, no exams at all!!only final year! & some class test.
tt's why i'm so weak in my chem:( and my sec 3 results sux!but teachers still love me:D
InFAMOUS4E days!!, all the stoopid things we did in school..thinking back, hahahaX..really too crazy!!but thanks everyone in 4E'06 for all those crazy memories!!I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!
esp the 6 guys sitting with me for 2 years..:D
and mr simon gan for making us look like a idiot in class, singing & dancing with the poem of the day. i'll never forget you.LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING DOWN!!:D
PE teacher(forgotten name), for loving our crazy class alot, and making us stand on stage during assembly to cheer:D shouting and cheering, making lots of noises during pe time when classes having lesson. always remember lots of people will stand by the window to watched us PE:))
knowing charmaine peh, the person who always pinch me:'(
sometimes i'll have really big and painful blueblack becox of her!!
but she's still a nice gal, my listener:D
I miss the days where my church frens went paradis centre for daytona every sunday:D
if i can go back to 2 years time, i will never let all those things to happen to us.
but i guess if all those things never happen, i'll never grow up.
Thanks for hurting.DUH!

Friday xiaozhu came to singapore, at bugis got his concert tix autograph, if purchase tix there, got free poster. I love that poster alot. but i already purchase my tix long long time ago.
Many people was there,more than 3000 people
i love his new haircut , his album gonna release soon and i gonna go pre-order on monday.
I hope i can go to his autograph session for his lastest album.
Seeing him having a great achievement, very happy for him!!
the only thing i don like is when i go his autograph seesion, have to queue for long long hours. but he's a nice chap, he will finish signing all:D
don even bother about the plane he's taking...hahahaX
i alSo love MR PIG!!!
the one person that can makes me laugh until stomach super pain!!
IF you need a good laugh, watch the video below, i love the second the most and the third!!
so fuNNy!

I think this jay chou MV is the best i've seen!

Become they are famous, people around the world love them, want to know everything about them, and they cant have own time doing the things on their own.

especially in their love life, now you know why alot of famous people are still single.

this video will show it all.

TuesDay!!!
Very busy day today!
had my BEG exam this morning..didnt study much, cox i felt asleep while reading my notes yesterday night.
exams end at 11am, pon the rest of the lesson and went home change & went to foot reflexology.
had birthday lunch with my family then now at my grandma house to visit her...
i'm gonna go chalet later...not going to sch tmr also...
been very stress this few weeks....so gonna take a break and have fun!!
and next week i'm having exams again..:'(

having my holidays after my last paper on the 7th December
i hope all this will end soon.


while on the way to my grandma house, i heard 1301(zhi ying wei ni)by zhang dong liang on the radio, why i called it 1301, becox is the code in my sec sch machine.
reminds me of my friends...and i thank god for all the people i knew in my sec sch...cox they are all really nice people...
I don have any ah beng, ah lian friends.....though one or two of them smoke...but they don teach me to smoke...they din ask me to try one. even though i was very bad during sec 1 & 2..i cant imagine what i will be if i din go to church that time.
sometimes i'll asked god, why i don look the same as i am inside.becox i really don look like who i really am inside. and why my friends all passed their N level and i failed MINE!!(not fail, but just din do well to promote to sec 5) i also told myself if i get 11 for my N level, i jump off the building.
i was really very sad on the 18th december 2006, the day i got my results. i wanted to cry at aloysius car, but i hold my tears.
back to youth camp, hiding myself in the room crying. all of them was having fun outside.
except sybil slping in the room. if ting din came in to the room, i'll be crying like hell.
then she text me jeremiah 29:11, this verse was once again appearing.
remind me of his promises.
"For i know the plan i have for u, plan to prosper you and not harm you, plan to give you a hope and a future."
so i was always telling myself, god makes me different. i am unique.because i am always diff from my friends.
friends sometimes do not understand me, but i din blame them.no one will understand me well, except god.
they may make fun of my religion, i know they don mean it intentionally, so i smile at them, hurting inside,telling god" forgive them father, they do not understand."
i may not be very holy, reading the bible everyday, but i love god alot.
i may not be good at words during prayer, but i mean everything at the bottem of my heart.
i admit i don dare to pray with peeple, maybe that's why i'm avoiding prayer meeting, HF and youth.
but if anyone had a prayer request, i'll hide myself in the room at night and pray for them.
this few months, i'm very empty inside, then i reliease how long i haven been doing my QT.
i hide myself from god and not been listening to what he wants to say.

"Take my five loaves and two fishes,
Do with it as you will, I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope this gift is not too small"


TO BE CONTINUE.......

WOOOHoOOO!!!
VERY HAPPY TODAY!!!~
SINGAPORe HIT AWARDS Makes me So HIGH!!~
even though i'm at home...
if i went indoor stadium...i'll go mad i think...
Cause dadong was there...hahhaaX...

933醉心龙虎榜年度10大金曲奖
-S.H.E 《怎么办》
-飞轮海 《爱到》
-TANK 《专属天使》and other 7 more singer songs
最佳组合奖
-S.H.E 《Play》专辑
Nokia我的手机音乐大奖
-Tank 《专属天使》专辑
Courts MV大奖
-飞轮海 《爱到》专辑
Singtel That's My Music Vibes
-Tank 《专属天使》专辑
933醉心龙虎榜 榜上风光奖
- S.H.E
地区最受欢迎歌手奖
-台湾： S.H.E
年度人气大奖
-飞轮海
最受欢迎新人奖
-飞轮海
最受欢迎团体奖
- S.H.E
亚洲传媒大奖 (BIGGEST AWARD)
-S.H.E
-孙燕姿
933醉心龙虎榜年度10大金曲奖
-周杰伦 《菊花台》
最佳专辑制作
-《依然范特西》专辑/ 制作人：周杰伦 / 演唱人：周杰伦
最受欢迎男歌手奖
-周杰伦

S.H.E WON 6 Great AwArdS, Fahrenheit WOn 4 Awards
Tank woN 3 aWaRds and Jay ChOU WOn 3 AwaRDS!!~
though S.H.E cant make it to singapore hit awards, they had video to thank the fans,933 and huayan music.
Fahrenheit really makes the people in the stadium goes crAzy!!~
Guess they will be tired, they award ceremony ends at 11.40pm and they have a fans gathering after that.
WANG DONG CHENG!!!~
Cant wait for it to show on Tv...but it they will cut away most of the part...about half of it.
Hope they show the s.h.e video and more on fahrenheit.
and tank sang s.h.e songs..
too high right now, cant sleep:D

台灣和新加玻在地圖上，距離不遠，但是現實生活中，和崇拜你的我，相擦十萬八千里。

明天你將來到新加玻，很高興。和你在同一個地方，踏在同個地上，感覺就靠近了很多。

可是，還是沒有機會看到你:'( 有點失望。

想到這個就很心酸喔，還是沒有機會面對面地看到你，握個手，跟你說句話。

好想告訴你，我多興賞你那愛音樂的熱情永不放棄的精神!!~

但你們飛輪海一月就要發專輯了，希望在你們來新加玻做唱片宣傳的時候，可以排到飛輪海的簽名會，拿到你們的簽名:D

汪東城啊!!!!~

及時才能再次看到你？

金曲獎加油!!!~

S.H.E & FahrenHeit!!~

Ohh...so high just now...when the click five came out to perform empty and Jenny!!`

esp jenny....oh i LOVE that song alot....!!!~

i think the contestant are so super extra....came out to sing the song jenny....

should let the click five finish singing the whole song la...

hahahaX......i cant sleep now....~

oh....i think tomorrrow they perform at ministry of sound will be more fun...

I hope i can make it tmr to MOS!!!~

THE CLICK FIVE RAWKZZz!!~:D


2 years.so empty.241007

Backstreet Boys-Inconsolable
*VERSE 1*
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When i let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unravelling, oh
If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this

*CHORUS*
Baby, I dont want to waste another day
Keeping it inside, it's killing me
Cause all i ever want
It comes right down to you, to you
I wish that i could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

*VERSE 2*
I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but i cant take the fall, no
I've mermorized the number so why cant i make the call?
Maybe ' cause i know you'll always be with me
In possibility, oh

*CHORUS


I dont wanna be like this
I just want to let you know
that everything that i hold in
is everything i cant let go
Oh, i cant let go, yeah

Cause Baby, I dont want to waste another day
Keeping it inside, it's killing me
Cause all i ever want
It comes right down to you, to you
I wish that i could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable, oh, no no no
Dont you know it, baby?
I dont wanna waste another day
I wish that i could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I'm consolable, yeah yeah yeah
Oh, i'm inconsolable, whoa yeah
i'm inconsolable