I've been wasting my time 
I've been losing my mind 
I've been running races 
Still don't know what I've been chasing 
But my eyes still can see 
Bluer skies that wait for me 
And I'm on my way 

Time for me to fly 
Time for me to soar 
Time for me to open up my heart and knock on heavens door
Time for me to live
It's time for me to sing
Time for me to lay down all my worries and I'll spread my wings
Time for me to fly 

The earth can be a heavy ride 
When the clouds are in your eyes 
But I feel a calling 
I will rise, I won't be falling 
And I'll escape the gravity 
And I'll reach my destiny 
And I'll fly away 

The gates of heaven will open wide 
I will be 
I will rise 
There won't be compromise 
As I take to the open skies 

I will fly away 
I will fly away 
I will fly away

MY INSPIRATION, MY DREAM:))

Woo!Is 2am right now!!!

Finally finished the whole loads of projects for this semester!!:))

ETP,MARKETING,BCM,LIFESKILLS!!

but there's still exams coming up..for biz comm and marketing.

SOoon soon sooon!

Yeh yesterday was sucha fruitful day...finished filming the bcm roleplay

had marketing presentation...just a little nervous cause this week is like 2-3 presentation so like kidda used to it.

then went jogging at night!woo! i excercise for 45 mins!!!

went with my cousin....so we were running together for 2 rounds without stopping....tt's like around 4km or even more:))

and i just finished chatting with dumb dumb online!i missed you so much

though only for awhile

but is like finally get to chat with this dumb person who call me a retard:)))

He gives strength to the weary and strengthens the powerless.   Youths may faint and grow weary, and young men stumble and fall, but those who trust in the lord will renew their strength; they will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and and grow weary; they will walk and not faint.  Isaiah 40:29-31

It is not falling into the water, but lying in it, that drowns.

After so long, projectsSsSs almost over. Next week i'll be soooo FREE!!!:D:D:D

yea this semester, my life sucks sooo much...thats no up at all...is all the way down...!

till the point i feel like giving up. Don't go to school...try my very best to get mc, pon school....and even wanna quit school. SERIOUSLY!...when i looked back is really so tough...there were timessssssssss of breaking down and crying which never before in my life i did it just because of SCHHOOL...yea it really sucks so much. SO SO MUCH!!!

So yesterday i was walking home from yew teee...went lot one to get storybooks for eugene..

yea and i was daydreaming(somehow i managed to do tt while walking) and it was raining...what woke me up and back to reality was...I FELL!!!

IN YEW TEE....IN FRONT OF so many people....!!

but i dunno if anyone notice . But no one came and help.

yea and wad i did was just stand up and continue walking...

my little finger was bleeding and it hurts so much...my leg was injuried too:(

i didnt care much about the people around me

I just stood up and continue walking.

Daydream->away from school

everything goes wrong, project after project->the fell

the people surround-> classmates

Injuries->feel like a loser and just give up

Stood up and continue walking- I DID IT!!towards the finishing line:))

Sth to learnt-dont think so much while walking, just walk and watch.

and not abt falling, is abt be able to stand up again:))

Goodnight!

I MISSSS DUMB DUMB!!!!:'(

Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye, We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare, at the phone
he still hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way to honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure
So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

Didn't mean it baby?I don't think so
OhhhhhBack up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

will update soon:))

I looked into her eyes
i saw the tears being locked up
infront of the crowd
The brokeness inside, those sleepless night
the pain that stays forever

As a mother of a child, she loved deeply like every other else
and now he's gone
all we can give is say remain faithful and be strong

oh dont be afraid
just follow the way and obey what he planned in your life
he can heal those pain and reassure his love for you/he can heal the wound with his unfailing love

Give, give all to jesus
surrender all that you have in your life
he will guide you in every step you take
so give, give your hand to him and he'll take the lead
allow your faith to reach beyond what you understand



Cant never understand the pain of losing a child
cause when i looked into her eyes, tt's all i see
but i never feel the pain. Just sad.:(
Oh life's crap without little nyonya
I'm excited about sunday's ending:))

We were a picture
In my mind
When I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me
I told myself

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way
so we're not together
I will remember you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you thank you:))

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!
It's finally 2009!!!I'm READY to run this year race!!!
I"M EXCITED to know every challenges that i'll be facing!!
COME ON!!Cuz i know that i'll be able to overcome!
NEW BEGINNING!!I'm not bringing anything forward.<-----FULL STOP "Though i know not what awaits me what the future has in store, yet i know that god is faithful, For i've proved him oft before."-Anon GOODBYE 2008!!

LAST year was so different, cuz i stayed home alone to count down
watching the channel 8 new year count down....it was sooo cool!!
Niang re group won!:)))
School gonna start soon:'(

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I cared.
And suppose that I've spent all my nights running scared
And suppose that I was never there.

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you.
So I guess I feel lonely, too.

Suppose we were happy,
Suppose it was true.
And suppose there were cold nights,
But we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you.

A Family Video, Really cool!!:))
These were the people who were there for the family christmas celebration
(some of the guys are not inside)

Our Log cake by mr and mrs alvin niam We were all wearing the animal hair bend during the celebration:D

We played first hand...see who is the fastest~

Then the guys played Big 2.5

Threee Macbook in the house~cooooool yea!
Pretty and cute Reneee!!!
This was how i look like with that bend on....taken using the macbook!

i was wearing a sheep(mehmeh)

This was taken during christmas eve in church...i think is nice!:)))

my cousin shawn!!~

Christmas was super great!!

guess 3 of the children were there and more people turned up this year:)))

and my beloved eugene gave me present this year...so touched!!~

awaiting for next year christmas celebration

but before that, 2009 is super near!!!!!

ARRRRH i don wanna turned 19....

okay...i'm 18 forever....i will be....wahahah!!!

Is the second week of holidays!

Ohhh it gonna end so soooon!!

but till now, i had so much fun!:))

1st week was in a chalet...went to wild wild wet on the first day and i think is so cool

i like the children play area!and the second day i went to explorer kid!!

I love IT!! Never got to go in if my cousin, niece and nephew never went there to play:))

Escape theme park after that...but only manage to play three rides

well, better than nothing.

Second week of holidays and that's this week, went drum lesson, facial and haircut, then i went out early in the morning during christmas eve then evening my church got christmas celebration..mark taught me some drums skills, very cool! Met lots of ex- church members:))

Yesterday was family celebration and it was super cool!we watched don't forget the lyrics and sang along. MM tmr and sunday Yam and youth christmas gathering:)))

Still not sure what i gonna do next week

But I WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU DUMB DUMB!!!:)))

HOHOHO!!Yesterday met up with terence for lunch at yew tee and then head to lot one. I was pretty surprised he wanted to come down and look for me cuz he live so far away...

Around evening, then back home to study:((

Didnt attend Angels and airwaves concert, bcuz i know i need more time in the revision &...because i let him attend the concert, he'll be coming to my church on the 24th!!

WooHoo!!

We're meeting next week again to buy christmas presentsss!

and we already have in mind what to get for the adultsss.

I bet they will be so happy!

HEY PEOPLE!!

Christmas is soooo soon!!!and i CANT WAIT!!:))

Is time to buy some presentsss!!

you know the joy of living is in giving!

TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY

FA LALALALA LALALALA!

I added some cool christmas songs on my playlists

take some time to listen...best version:))

well, at least to me!:))

SICK AND TIRED!
Hearing all these people talk about!
I dont wish to be involve in this complication!
the feeling sux so muchh....GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HEAD!!

i better watch my xiao niang er makes me happier
*off for ep10*:))

I CHANGED NEW SKIN!
Though simplE, but i did it on my own.
Goodnight!~

MRT
5 out of 9 seats are taken by men
why nowadays they act-ed so ungentlemantly!
haaaX tt's wad i've notice when i was travelling to my drum lesson this week.

1 MoRe Month and we are through for this term
S-C-H-O-O-L!!!

I got lotsa of funny funny dreams this few days....
must be Too stessssss!
school is really killlingg!
marketing and Biz comm CA1 is like 2-3 weeks time and i gonna write my notes and study already.
Esp marketing, cause the first 4 chapter i never listen at all!
well O level is over and A's soon:))





Can you imagine, what would happen if we could have any dream.
I'd wish this moment, was ours to own it and that it would never leave.
Then I would thank that star, that made our wish come true
Cause he knows that where you are, is where I should be too.
Right Here, Right Now
I'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything.
Right Here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait, some other day to be
But right now there's you and me.

I'm so HAPPY TODAY!!
I think sch was Okay only....
Drum lesson was cool!!
When i came home, i RECEIVED my ROCK DRUMMING SYSTEM...
from canada....lots of things inside...and jared falk wrote me something inside
with his signature too!!!
OH MY GOD!!
I cant believe it...
he's a very good teacher...I think i like him better than patrick...
HaaaW, might stop lesson....oh well.. i'm thinking...cuz i wanna cert for berklee future use..


If you people dunno who jared falk is....here it is....

HAlloween party @ thumper on friday was okay lah

enjoyed the live band...too many people cant see the drummer:(

Pon sch on friday, and thursday self declared half day..

don feel like going to school:((

kidda sick of it

well, i spent alot last week....like 3 digit starting with a 3 too!

cuz i bought 2 concert tix for my parents like 200 bucks..:))

Alright, just randomly...I wish my Boyfrenz will be shorter than SHAN WEE...

slightly shorter...cuz he's way too tall!!!I'm only at his shoulder!!!!!!

Cuz i'm looking at your picture, cuz it's all i've got.

excessive shopping makes me much more poor-er
god damn i should stop.
HSM 3 was good!
Projects sux so much!
tired of school though.
Still waiting for my rock drumming system delivery all the way from canada.
i guess tt's the onli thing i'm excited for.and of course the next week ends!!
i hate weekdays so much...except for mondaay cause got drum lesson.
I need a break......



I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town

Started School last monday....SCH-RE OPEN
kidda satisfied with the time table....cause no 8AM lesson...
and monday gonna start at 11am!!WoooHoo!
taking marketing, biz communication and elective...entrepreneurship
Damn so tough
so many projects on the way ,up to next year February:(
Sign...
sth tt makes me happy is I GOT MY JAY CHOU ALBUM!!!~FINALLY!!
Love this album lOTS LOTS..more than any of the rest....
this album is so special...metal casing!
and the songs are Super Duper NICE TOO!!
sth i'm unhappy about too..class matter.
Sunday just chill at de's hse....simply don wanna care abt the classs stuff.

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I want to be
Next to you... and you next to me
I need to find you...
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far