It's Alright, Try Again:))

THE PLACE

I took a bus down to the place that i missed so much

the place where i grew up

the place where i had lots of fun

Looking at the place bring back lots of memories

the place we ran about when we were young

I could picture it in my mind so clearly

I wish i could go back and turn the situation around

make it better for everyone, not like now

I wish i could go back and turn the situation around

and make it like how we started, now like now

Walk to the back

I saw the basketball court

Thinking back of the fights with the other kids

we were so united somehow

Looking at the place bring back lots of memories

the place we ran  about when we were young

I could picture it in my mind so clearly

Do we really have to lost all the things we had when we were young

Now it's too late to say, cause we already lost it all

I want a time machine

so that i can unwind to the starting point

and make it altogether a happy never ending

I think to forget about that matter is really difficult

now when there's already forgiveness, or not

don't you think everyone is so fake??

and that's no trust anymore?

everyone is guarding themselves, defending

all i ever wanted was to be back again

and now i know it's impossible.

even though we're "back" together, the heart is not

not united anymore.

I just wish we can stay the way we are right now

Just the usual one, the united one

and the 4 of us.

or maybe 3 of us.

And this to you....

"So here's to everything, coming down to nothing

here's to silence that cuts me to the core

where is this going?

Thought i knew you for a minute

but I don't anymore"

Here's Nick 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

DERRICK!~ 

YOUR COMPOSITION MAKES ME WANNA LAUGH OUT LOUD!!

BEDTIME SONG!!!!

:))

But it's ringing in my head right now:))

Hey good frenz, been a year since we met.

i missed you so much. I hope you're doing fine.:))

WORD OF GOD SPEAK

I'm finding myself at a loss for words

And the funny thing is it's okay

The last thing I need is to be heard

But to hear what You would say

"For i know the plans i have for you", declares the lord, " plans to prosper you and not harm plans to give you a hope and a future."Jeremiah 29:11

梦破了沉默便不敢哭

伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚

你最会解读

我内心的日记簿

错一次就像看一本书

而用心的从泪水提炼礼物

找到对的地图

太过倔强

虽然有苦说不出

但就是讨厌认输!!!

跑上了山坡尽头断了路

勇敢就是我的许愿树

我用梦想

在天空中飘浮

海边的日出前都会有雾

勇敢就是我的许愿树

用眼光照亮

模了糊

每当我追求完美太顽固
是你化身我的许愿树
你给了我
无限量的呵护
每当你突发奇想要倾诉
让我化身你的许愿树
为你一起哼着
幸福

I wish it's just an april fool joke!

Fcuk!

It's alright, 

You'll find a brighter day 

Cause love is on its way 

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth 

Would care to know my name 

 Would care to feel my hurt 

 Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star 

 Would choose to light the way  

For my ever wandering heart 

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin 
 Would look on me with love and watch me rise again 
 Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea  
Would call out through the rain 
 And calm the storm in me  
 Not because of who I am 
 But because of what You've done 
 Not because of what I've done  
But because of who You are
   I am a flower quickly fading  
Here today and gone tomorrow  
A wave tossed in the ocean 
 Vapor in the wind  
Still You hear me when I'm calling
  Lord, You catch me when I'm falling 
 And You've told me who I am 
 I am Yours  

"Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in speech, in love, in life, in faith and in purity"
1 Timothy 4:12, 13-16.

Alright just finished watching america idol.

not really finished...until the 9th contestant.

Just wanted to watch adam lambert and Danny gokey perform cause i watched the audition and tt's the best 2 that i like...yup and they are like the 8th and 9th to perform this week....so i have to wait till twelve plus....so just watching the rest of the contestants....and i think that Kris allen is not bad too...i watched him perform last week too...yup and he's really good.  Hopefully they'll get into the top 3.:))

A LITTLE BIT LONGER & I'LL BE FINE.

*SPECIAL*

Alright, i'm gonna let you know more about what music i listen to, and song writers that inspired me.  The most recent one would be jason mraz.  With his live performance of i'm yours during his promo of the lastest album made him famous.

I love the way he perform on stage, together with his vocal, is just so AWESOME!

you can just sit down there just listening and enjoying his music, this guy is just so good. 

I missed out this concert this year.SAD:'(

Yup and my fav videos are jason mrazs' and jonas brothers' 

*The videos below*

JASON MRAZ

MICHAEL JACKSON

This legend here, he can sing very well. I love the way he dances to the groove. He's known as michael jackson the king of pop, he sold millions millions millions of albums that still remain as a record till now. He cares about the world alot, I love his big heart and his love for children.

GREAT MAN!

JAY CHOU

He inspired me to write my own song at the age of twelve. Talented in everyway. And i always tell myself i wanna be where he is right now. I mean like fame, or even you know right now how he had been showing all his talents.  Fyi, he's the one wearing white:))



Jonas Brothers

I love their songs!I love the way they rock the stage!They can really make you high and crazy and just sing along with them. Really awesome brothers. And i would love a guy like Nick jonas..HoHoHo!:)) The one with the red electric guitar:D

There are of course still more songs from different singers/bands i like, these are just my favs

like there's still secondhand serenade, we the kings, Taylor swift, avril lavigne, Ryan cabrera, relient k, metro station, red jumpsuit aparatus.

Alright end of it, i shall update again when i have time:))

Goodnight

2.15am

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

YEAH!!!!!!!EXAMS IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!

AND IT'S HOLIDAYS!!!!

There's couple of things i wanna accomplished this holidays

will share soon.

but for now i Need to sleep, cause for the past few days i only had 2-3 hours rest.

GoodNight!

SCHOOL IS OUT & IS ALL ABOUT ME!

I LOVE YOU ELMO!!!!

I've been wasting my time 
I've been losing my mind 
I've been running races 
Still don't know what I've been chasing 
But my eyes still can see 
Bluer skies that wait for me 
And I'm on my way 

Time for me to fly 
Time for me to soar 
Time for me to open up my heart and knock on heavens door
Time for me to live
It's time for me to sing
Time for me to lay down all my worries and I'll spread my wings
Time for me to fly 

The earth can be a heavy ride 
When the clouds are in your eyes 
But I feel a calling 
I will rise, I won't be falling 
And I'll escape the gravity 
And I'll reach my destiny 
And I'll fly away 

The gates of heaven will open wide 
I will be 
I will rise 
There won't be compromise 
As I take to the open skies 

I will fly away 
I will fly away 
I will fly away

MY INSPIRATION, MY DREAM:))

Woo!Is 2am right now!!!

Finally finished the whole loads of projects for this semester!!:))

ETP,MARKETING,BCM,LIFESKILLS!!

but there's still exams coming up..for biz comm and marketing.

SOoon soon sooon!

Yeh yesterday was sucha fruitful day...finished filming the bcm roleplay

had marketing presentation...just a little nervous cause this week is like 2-3 presentation so like kidda used to it.

then went jogging at night!woo! i excercise for 45 mins!!!

went with my cousin....so we were running together for 2 rounds without stopping....tt's like around 4km or even more:))

and i just finished chatting with dumb dumb online!i missed you so much

though only for awhile

but is like finally get to chat with this dumb person who call me a retard:)))

He gives strength to the weary and strengthens the powerless.   Youths may faint and grow weary, and young men stumble and fall, but those who trust in the lord will renew their strength; they will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and and grow weary; they will walk and not faint.  Isaiah 40:29-31

It is not falling into the water, but lying in it, that drowns.

After so long, projectsSsSs almost over. Next week i'll be soooo FREE!!!:D:D:D

yea this semester, my life sucks sooo much...thats no up at all...is all the way down...!

till the point i feel like giving up. Don't go to school...try my very best to get mc, pon school....and even wanna quit school. SERIOUSLY!...when i looked back is really so tough...there were timessssssssss of breaking down and crying which never before in my life i did it just because of SCHHOOL...yea it really sucks so much. SO SO MUCH!!!

So yesterday i was walking home from yew teee...went lot one to get storybooks for eugene..

yea and i was daydreaming(somehow i managed to do tt while walking) and it was raining...what woke me up and back to reality was...I FELL!!!

IN YEW TEE....IN FRONT OF so many people....!!

but i dunno if anyone notice . But no one came and help.

yea and wad i did was just stand up and continue walking...

my little finger was bleeding and it hurts so much...my leg was injuried too:(

i didnt care much about the people around me

I just stood up and continue walking.

Daydream->away from school

everything goes wrong, project after project->the fell

the people surround-> classmates

Injuries->feel like a loser and just give up

Stood up and continue walking- I DID IT!!towards the finishing line:))

Sth to learnt-dont think so much while walking, just walk and watch.

and not abt falling, is abt be able to stand up again:))

Goodnight!

I MISSSS DUMB DUMB!!!!:'(

Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye, We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare, at the phone
he still hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way to honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure
So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

Didn't mean it baby?I don't think so
OhhhhhBack up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

will update soon:))

I looked into her eyes
i saw the tears being locked up
infront of the crowd
The brokeness inside, those sleepless night
the pain that stays forever

As a mother of a child, she loved deeply like every other else
and now he's gone
all we can give is say remain faithful and be strong

oh dont be afraid
just follow the way and obey what he planned in your life
he can heal those pain and reassure his love for you/he can heal the wound with his unfailing love

Give, give all to jesus
surrender all that you have in your life
he will guide you in every step you take
so give, give your hand to him and he'll take the lead
allow your faith to reach beyond what you understand



Cant never understand the pain of losing a child
cause when i looked into her eyes, tt's all i see
but i never feel the pain. Just sad.:(
Oh life's crap without little nyonya
I'm excited about sunday's ending:))

We were a picture
In my mind
When I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me
I told myself

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way
so we're not together
I will remember you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you thank you:))

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!
It's finally 2009!!!I'm READY to run this year race!!!
I"M EXCITED to know every challenges that i'll be facing!!
COME ON!!Cuz i know that i'll be able to overcome!
NEW BEGINNING!!I'm not bringing anything forward.<-----FULL STOP "Though i know not what awaits me what the future has in store, yet i know that god is faithful, For i've proved him oft before."-Anon GOODBYE 2008!!

LAST year was so different, cuz i stayed home alone to count down
watching the channel 8 new year count down....it was sooo cool!!
Niang re group won!:)))
School gonna start soon:'(

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I cared.
And suppose that I've spent all my nights running scared
And suppose that I was never there.

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you.
So I guess I feel lonely, too.

Suppose we were happy,
Suppose it was true.
And suppose there were cold nights,
But we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you.