the time nw is 5pm..i'm feeling so tired nw.....but i don wanna slp...wanna watch tv later....if i slp..
i sure 10pm then wake up de...so cannot sleep...hmm...well today went to sch lor...do the math mock examination paper 1....hahaX...the paper suppose to start at 9am....but i see very less people so don feel like going to the hall first....erm...wait my frens until 9.25am....then we all 9.30am then start paper...hahaXx...some ppl come even later...samuel they all play bball until 9.45am then go hall take paper....so this paper...like no 1 care ar?!?...lolX...then teacher said can take formula sheet in....but i never do....n i'm lazy....the duration of the paper is 1 hours 30 mins.....i took only 35mins-40mins to finish....wah!!~the paper is so easy can....but i dunno whether the ans correct anot la....cox the method i used to solve the question wasnt tt rite...but i think is sensible...so think will correct de la....n when i finish the paper still got 45mins more then the paper end....guess wad!!~....the ppl beside me r talkative ppl...esp on my right...hahaXx..then we start to talk....n zack was doing silly things....throwing his pen all around...then keep walking here n there to pick up his pen...lolXx...and the teacher keep walking to our table and asked us to keep quiet...hahaXx.....erm...i never go to dnt again....stay until so late...i no mood to go....erm...today gan got go sch leh...haha so happi...

erm...jux nw the channel 5 got 1 show...erm..the secret of andes...ya...then the show is about finding the treasure ...erm...then the show got talk about god de....still got S.A tan...erm...kidda nice...esp the little gal..heeX...erm...

"Repent therefore and be converted,that your sins may be blotted out,so that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the lord"ACT3:19

heyheyhey.....hahaXx...i gOT MY NEW PHONE..HAHAxX...hmm....i bought it for $288...the price went up by 90 bucks...kao...nvm...but i still buy...lol...hmm...

today i went to sch...erm...from 9am to 11pm...for physics and form 12-4pm dnt...but i never go dnt...haaX...don feel like going...is so boring can...sch is so quiet,like haunted hse like tt....only saw less than 5 teachers....sec 3,2,1.....only some r in sch....dotdotdot....disaster la..!!!~physics....kidda sian....then after tt...went to greenridge shopping centre for lunch....i was so hungry...so ate kfc....hahaXx...cox me 6 bucks...n i'm not full...hahaXx....nw i'm hungry again...oh...must save money...cannot eat too much...n i still own yuting money...nonono...cnt eat...hahaxx...tmr i go steal food from sch...lolX...oh...tmr got math mock exam...erm...then must write formula sheet...if have time then i write....if not...i'm not going to care...n tmr think i'm not going to dnt also...pon la....hahax...dnt is so sina la...tmr up to 5....i will go for the exam but not the dnt....super duper sian la.......erm...think this week....only sch...nothing else le ba.....n they planning to go ice skate....wooHOO!!~so long never go ice skating le la.....heex......fun la fun la fun la........but must have money la...n cannot be on the 3rd week...after camp...i gonna stay at home...hmm...hahaXx....ok...enough of rubbish...cya!!~

esunday sunday sunday................................
foul day......................
suddenly fall sick...then home....say gd bye to X-men 3

no mood to talk,to play....with others...but y with the yammers,i can laugh ar??
i duuNo...feeling weird too!~

hmm............sorry yuting...giving u attitude...we meet up someday again k?in the west...makan makan...
heeX*

i will definitely not forget all you us!mm..how can i describe our class....noisy,funny,lame,warm,sincere,(not so hardworking yet),hi hi.4E is just FANTASTIC!!-by mr gan...taken from 4E taggiE

Peace i leave with you;my peace i give you.i do not give to you as the world gives.Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. JOHN 14:27

Changing World
by Kutless

album: Hearts Of The Innocent (2006)

I thought I had it all under control
I thought my fate was still in my hands
All of my plans were firmly set
By the words that I say
I forgot how quickly things can change
Now my vision can not be the same

My life is not what I thought
I'm not where I planned to be
Though something's gone
There's nothing wrong with my changing world
Though something's gone
There nothing wrong with my changing world
In my world

I need to let go of my destiny
I need to trust in things unseen
I believe in having faith
Though I yield my control
I forgot how quickly things can change
Now my vision can not be the same

My life is not what I thought
I'm not where I planned to be
Though something's gone
There's nothing wrong with my changing world
Though something's gone
There nothing wrong with my changing world
In my world
I'm embracing all of my fears
I am watching them turn to delight
The very fears which were gripping my mind
Are now the hands shaping and sculpting my dreams
My life is not what I thought
I'm not where I planned to be
Though something's gone
There's nothing wrong with my changing world
Though something's gone
There nothing wrong with my changing world
In my world
In my changing world
In my world
In my changing world

i jux chat with charmaine online...erm...i jux told her something i'm struggling with(i don wan2 say it in my blog)..she jux encourage me alot...TAKE TIME TO PRAY,IT IS THE GREATEST POWER ON EARTH.i took this from life bookshop..and i find it abit link abt wad she's saying...PRAY to hIm,he's THE STRENGTH!!~she's rite
life should go on...n i shouldnt give up easily..learn to have faith n courage...pray to him n tell him ur problem..he will help u...he will ans ur prayers..not immediately..it takes time...n of cos need to do our part
she jux brighten up my day with those encouraging words...may mean nth to u all...but she told me lots of things which i didnt blog here...THANKS CHARMAINE!!

oh...cant believe it...i turn to someone younger than me...hahaXx...i got really no 1 to turn to...!!!!!!~

i saw my wugui eyes open...1 side onli....but the eyes...got 1 white white de thing...dunno wad's tt...then like very pain like tt....cox the wugui like crying in pain...haix...i cannot do much...jux to look at it...jux hope tt it will be fine soon...the eyeball onli can see abit onli...haix...*HEARTBREAKING*

I"M FORGIVEN!!!!~sososo happY!!!!!!~

hmm...today..i stay at home for the whole day...hmm...in the morning....got a call from edmund today in the morning..asked me to go to church,help chinese church play drum...but i dun wan...erm....i dunNo y....i'm not feeling happy...i jux told him tt...i'm not in the mood...so...i dun wan to play..bcox of my poor result...so i was not feeling happy this few days...~erm...jux nw got nth to do...so took a vcd out n watch...the nicholas tse n feng de lun show...2002....the show so nice...hahaX...n the song let me die also very nice...hahaxX...

tmr sunday le...going church le...but church getting more boring ar....getting so suxky....haiz...
tmr they all plan to go watch x-men...so i'm going too!!~...actually i don know wan2 go de ma...becox suppose to go out with yuting...then i ask her first...she said anything...so i told jordan tt me n yuting going lor......hmm...thought u forgotten about it~...heeX

i jux wanna say sorry to you...but,holidays le...*_ _ _ _ _ _ _ for _ _ _ to _ _ _ _ _ _...._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _..._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~.......................................SORRY!!~

oH~....last day of sch term today~...and be yourself day....mean wearing ur home clothes to sch...can wear anything u wan...erm...and then got 3 best creative award...with 50 dollars cash voucher...guess wad...RYAN FROM MY CLASS GOT 3RD...hahax...then again...FAIZAL from my class got 2nd...hahax...i was shouting like hell...when they were on stage...they were doing some silly pose...hahaX...so funny..!!~erm...after tt was the i duNno..i was jux walking around...until 12pm...and it was so boring...i didnt take photo with mr gan...aw!~so sad...ok...nvm...when i go back to sch,i still can see him...faster change phOne....!!!~hahaxx...reach home 1pm??went back home..slp until 5.30..so tired...haix...today so sian...blah blah blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~tmr ...i don feel like going out...i dunno...i got no where to go...i lazy to go church...o ya...zayar use the duunO wad to draw my hand...he spelt my name wrongly)(*&^%$#... hahaxx..n it end up my name become sly?...lol...nvm..think will be gone for a few days time...boring boring boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~

oh..sry charmaine..for me ignoring you...told u i'm shy ...u don believe...btw,i'm not ignoring u...i don dare to look at u...hahaXx..so sorry.!~

i got nothing to do....so took some pic...all taken by sylvia the pro ok...~the one with my name...is by yuting...she gave it to me on my birthday....hahaX..nice ar?!!~then the heart with my name also
by yuting....on 2005 christmas.....hahax...i think tt's the nicest i took among the 4 pics...cool ar?...then the spec...bought in marine square..kenny,jackson n emma also bought...but different de...think they bought sunglasses...hmm...then the last 1 is my 1st bought drum stick...hmm....nice hor...lol...look at the shadow,the light...all correct position leh..lolX

ok jackson jux called...he talk to me for 20 mins sia....guess wad he talk....GOD GOD GOD!!!!~then keep on saying i toking rubbish...ask me y nv go hf...blah blah blah!!~n go on for 20 mins...

today went to sch nor...hahaXx...almost late...hahaXx..but never...1st period...mother tougue...NO TEACHER!!!hahaxx...1st half period..was in class,walking around outside the class....2nd half period...was in 4d class talking with my friends...about yesterday incredible tales...wah...is so scary sia....then talking about GHOST for 30 mins +...then dnt...i was slacking...doing my things slowly....not in the mood i think...then math period...mr gan go throught the math mock exam paper with us...i go got 21/60...so lousy rite??!!~hahaXx..then recess lor...i did..*hahaXx..*....then english lesson...this is the part when i freak out...throwing my report book away...was called out by teacher to get my repot book....as i wrote..i got a patheic 14...so she was talking to me...n suddenly talk about another topic...so i told her...sch...not other subject...n she keep on talking...then i start to give her attitude...don wanna look at here when she's talking...when she pass me the report book...i took it n i threw it on my table...then to the floor...my fren pick it up for me...was very angry...but...u noE...told u jeremy was very cuTe...when he talk to u...u see his pattern...u will start to laugh...so was alright...when my frens talk to me..hmm...thanks*ok..then after english was physics...erm...today physics like very slack leh...never teach anything like tt de...got back my physics mock exam...i got a jux pass...25/50...gonna get much much much more higher in n level...juz wait n see...mr farouni always have a high expectation...esp me...and kenny...always 1st in class...hahaXx...the assembly period...went to canteen n eat...then to com lap...for NE quiz...the ne quiz was quite fun..hahaXx...building here n there...SO fun...!!~after tt can go home le....but i neveer...actually wanna go dnt de...but teacher not in...so never lor...stay in the canteen from 2.40pm till 4.30pm to wait for some frens who r in a diff class..they went for dnt...so me and my classmate n a junior wait for them lor....chilling in the canteen???!!~hahaXx...is so fun in the canteen....is raining heavily..and is so cooling...and the song keep on playing in the canteen....so was quite fun...n i ate my lunch in school...was very full eating the claypot rice...and drank a cup of orange juice...so was very very VERY FULL!!~...hmm...AGAIN~heeXxX*
lol...none of u understand...nvm...u all don have to...!!~around 4.40pm left the sch le...went to plaza for toilet...then home le...reach home around 6pm..tt's the lastest...i have ever stay in my new school...hahaXx...tmr is be yourself day...dunno wad to wear to school sia...hmm...wear homeclothes leh...any sch jealous??...lol...other sch also have ma...lol..

how?mr gan gonna leave tmr....haix....i wanna cry...really feel like crying...oh!!~stay plz....haiz...y must u go at the very last min....teach until we finish n level first then leave can...??haix...i really don wan tmr to end...~

therefore you now have sorrow;but i will see you again and your heart will rejoices,and your joy no one will take from you.most assuredly ,i say to you ,whatever you ask the fathernin my name,he will give you.JOHN 16:22 -23

HAIX...can anyone help me....i'm so scared.......i will fail my n level...as in i cannot promote to sec 5...i got a patheic 14 for my common test..............so f*** la.....chemistryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...............~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WANNA PASS....i wanna study...i'll pay attendtioN.......ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~sososososoososososososoosos f***....................i wanna PASS!!~haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx..............................................feel like ending mY lifE...i cant handle this stOOpid problem>...........FUCK OFF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

wenT tO sch Today...have the engLIsh paper 2 and Math paper 1....engLish...was quite ok...got quite alot of ans correct...But because of the tEnses...(*&^%$#@ i'm wroNG!!!~haix...nvm...math paper 1 was difficult....don wanna talk about it anymore...toDay 4d n 4e combined....so is Kidda noisy ar....the tEacher was Like so freaK out...lolX....but Pissing TEacher off is Wad we alWays Do ar??!!~so is OK la...then The Chan today...waH!!~super duper naggy leh....feeL lIke givIng her 2 slaps...hahaXx..Sch end at 1.15pm...i reach hOme around 3pm....i went to plaza For a walk b4 going home...jUx trying my luck,Cox hoPe to SEe
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!~...bUt never.... My eyes Still very paIn!!~....haix...THen tmr no school sia....schooL said de...other sch still need to go sch...sO GOOd!!!!!!~Hope tO go Sch....cox 4E made my day...everyDay....when i Go to sch OnlY la...!~haaXx...wilL upDate later if haVe!~~~~~~cYa~~!

hello dearest 4E.Thanks you for letting me be apart of you.i have been blessed by yous sincerity and love to me as your teacher.God bless--by mr gan taken from 4E blog taggiE

today i din enjoy much in sch...erm...was very tired,mayb bcox i slept late...erm...today in hall waste 1 period le..so straight away go for the second period le...tt's math...kidda difficult...still dun quite understand the rotation thing....nvm,will try to catch up...haix...then ss period i was not paying attendtion...anw,teacher was not teaching...jux writting lots of notEs...and i don really feel like copying...as i said,was very tired...and i was playing with the thump-up free gift...the HUGE file...n i used the string to shoot jeremy head...n he wanna shoot me back..so i let him to...but then he keep on wanna shoot my ear...so i push the file away...n guess wad...he push the file back...n hit My left Eyes...was very PAINFUL~...n i cried out...as in there's tears in my eyes..i'm not angry...anw,he goona recieve my lawyer letter sooN!!~...lolXx...i'm kidding...he's so cute!~i Know he's feeling guilty...only xinhua know how he feels...bcox xinhua injured my finger before...with lots of blood flowing...hahaXx...jeremy hurt me with blUe black on my face...near the eyes...lolXx..now my face llke like the rotation circle...when they draw n find the cordinate of the circle...lolXx...after ss,i went for my recess..ate touhua....but eat 3/4 then throw away le...bcox feel like vomitting...then janice bought a plate of rice..i shared with her...then feel alot better after eating the rice..maybe bcox the rice is warm...hmm....
"_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _"guess wad's tt...hahaXx...
today chemistry lesson i got pay attendtion in classs leh...but still couldnt catch up much...blame me for not paying attendtion during lesson for the past 1 year...erm....last lesson physics...gonna study hard for tt subjct too...so i can score for my combine science... like wad_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ said i can do it de..._ _ _ _ _ _!!~everyone said tt to me too..


ok...changed my song again...to RAIN DOWN!!!~hahaXx...this song seriously very vERY VERY NICE!!!~love it to the bits...hahaxx...yesterday cheryl sang this song for worship....hmm..gonna blog somemore things later...if have....cya~

ok..actuallu don feel like blogging...now is 1.12am...since i'm listening to the album lindy lent to me...so nth to do...so decided to blog....erm...today as usual,church...erm...the worship was poWerful!!~n the guest speaker...pastor mark...erm...he preach about genesis...something about abraham de...hey see!!~i'm listening ok...about the promises god gave....ya...iszit?..YES IT IS!~...hahaX...after service was lurch...then went to michelle n chris baby dedication...reach about 2pm...end about 4pm...then stay for refreshment...stay to fellowship...had a great time singing...hahaXx...i LOVE singIng!!!~hahaXx..erm...after tt...i follow the to dunnO wad place...then sit at mac until 7pm...then we went to life book shop...lindy wanna buy cd ma...end up ppl buying for her...think 3 or 2...hahaXx...she lent to me 1 first....kutless....the songs r are rock songs...listen liao wont slp de...but must on loud la...hahaXx...n saw sth there...find it kidda interesting...so jux save into my unsend msg "take time to think,it is the source of power.take time to be friendly,it is the road down to happiness.take time to play,it is the secret of youth.take time to laugh,it is the soul of music.take time to love,it is the way of god.take your time to pray,it is the greatest power on earth." hahaXx...how was it...?!~..nice ar...hahaxx...ok...i gng slp...super duper tired...signing off at 1.25am

hey hi...hahahaXx...the pic is mr gan...my math teacher..hahaXx...so sad he's leaving...really really really will miss him lots de...he is such a wonderful teacher...n the best teacher i've ever met...love his jokes...n rubbish he talk in class...will miss all the days he spent with our class de....he's leaving next friday le...haix...
we will miss his lame jokes,his rubbish,his laughter,his blur look,he's acting,his lesson..miss wad he always said to us..."this is disaster!!~"...miss wad he said.."BASKET"....n will miss everytime when we start his lesson...will start to sing n dance first...hahaXx...so funny...london bridge is falling down,twinkle twinkle little stars...n the donno wad spider song...hahaXx...how i wish the time will stop for jux 10days...

ok...i change my tagboard...cox when i'm changing song,i dunno press until wad...then the blog everything dunno become wad...so change song n the tag board... PLEASE PRESS THE R BUTTON BETWEEN UP AND DOWN BEFORE TAGGING..(IF YOU SEE NOTHING IN THE TAGBOARD) ...haix so sorry about tt..is so troublesome...but cant help it...bare with it for awhile think it will be ok soon le ba...

today i spent my day at home...well...obviously computer again la..if not wad can it be...n i did read my bible today...for around5 chapter...a better than nth la...this whole week never read...only today...YEAH!!~tomorrow sunday le..CHURCH!!!~wahahax...

"you did not choose me,but i chose you and appointed you that you should go bear fruit and that your fruit should remain,that whatever you ask the father in my name,he may give you. JOHN 15:16

Oh....hahaXx...I WAS LATE TODAY...TO SCHOOL...hahaxx...i woke up at the same time...then when on the way to sch...then got traffic jam...dunno got accident or wad la...make me 7.30am to sch...then don wannna go in first...cox later neeed to stand on stage n sing...lolxx....then i went to other place first....bought some sweet... for frens..wahahaxx...i good hor...??!!~giviing...wahahaxx...
then i reach sch at about 8.20am...then ashley was 1 min later than me...wahahaxx..then i explain to the dm...we din come together...wahahaxx..hmm...after tt...the chinese teacher dunno got wad la...then not coming to our class...so we have 2 hours free...but it was kidda boring...cox only 8 of us in class...the rest of the class went to the aircon room...hahaxx...then eL period....mr seet come to our class talk to us....he told us about how bad our result is...science only 35% plus pass...wahahaXx...(ss,geo)..88% plus failed....n (history,ss)...100% failed...wahahaXx...we were all laughing till death....n mr seet still joking with us...hahaXx...then after tt is math lesson...again....mr gan is laming again....forever the same...hahaxx...then he was asking ppl alot of questions about him...so funni...!!!~after tt...go lot1 then home le....12.30pm released le...think don wanna watch full hse le la...no time...got like 17 disc inside...then monday gonna return...then gonna watch the show edmund lent to me...will update later..if theres somemore

in term 2....hahaX....18th may 2006....I'M SO SUPER HAPPY!!!~
...hahaXx..i'll tell u all what day is like...went to sch today...1st and second lesson i was having my dnt...so was quite ok....nothing special about it...after tt is english lesson...get back my english paper 1...hahaXx...i got 10/40....hahaX...i was laughing at the marks...when the teacher was talking to me...but plus letter i need 2 more marks to pass...hahaXx...ok...then after recess straight away go hall le....she knew it already...*heeXxx*...ok...then the assembly...start with a sch song....then the ong keep asking us to sit stand sit stand for many many many times....then when the forth time she ask us to sit,our class n the 4d and 4f....we were shouting out very loud...hahaxx...then other ppl was looking at us...but the ong dunno anything...wahahaxx...then when singing sch song...hahaXx....WE WERE SINGING OUT LOUD!!!!!~with the sec 4d and my class...wahahaxx...so funni...we were all laughing away....then the performance is about the chinese show...the monkey king...hahaxx...is so funni la...the show was so boring...n most of them was sleeping...hahaXx...I"M NOT OK...i am awake...hahaxx...and the show was speaking english....can u all imagine monkey king speaking english??!!~hahaXx...don think so...wahahaXx...then when the monkey king is playing with his golden pole...our class all shouted DARYL!~cox daryl is the drum major ma....always playing with the...er..dunno wad's tt call...the thing used by drum major lor...hahaxx...after tt...we went back to class...have our cd period...er...did the NE servey...n then dunno wad le...n we jux finish design our class t-shirt...is so nice la...to me is la....cox this t-shirt our class together design de ma...n behind we all put a name for ourself...hahaXx....guess wad i put...???!!~i put retarded BJ....hahaX...then now everyone is calling me tt...wahhaaXx...after cd period,we have a dunno wad poly talk in the hall...then very funni leh...4d n 4e took the fan out of the storeroom....then we use it ourself...wahahaxXx...we left the hall at 2.30pm...becox we have the chinese oral...while the express n the sec 5 stay in the hall...hahaxx...listen to the boring talk...then we went for our break...then we saw ms wee!!!~wahahaXx...then she bought her son here...the son like zhou jie lun....hahaXx...so cute...i got carry him leh...hahaXx...then he never cry leh...wahahax...then me,yongshan,cecilia,yingru...n somemore ppl i dun remember...we look after the baby...while ms wee is eating....hahaXx...she's married already k...is jux tt i like calling her ms wee!!~some1 let me baby sit ur baby plz...hahaXx...they r so CUTE...!!!~brighten up my day...heeXx.....hahaXx..3pm...we went to our the class tt we r suppose to take the oral....

then no teacher was there...so we were shouting to the next building...cox index number 1-16..my gang...the rest other side ma....so we were shouting here n there...wooWOoHHOO!!!~is the most we shouted...hahaXx..we were shouting ppl name...n singing out loud...hahaXx...n we sing very loud leh....hahaX...when ppl walk pass...n we shouted the name again...like ye laoshi....we keep on shouting her name...lolXx...the while waiting for my turn to oral again...i was singing again...hahaXx...singing all day long!!~...then when i was waiting...must practice reading first ma...so i dunno how to read...n i dunno....wad to do...so i jux dun read...n wait for my turn....when i was being tested...my reading sux...i was reading like so slow...n i was skipping aloud of words...guess wad....i got 14/20 for my chinese oral...i dunno how to say alot of words...n i was using english....so the teacher was asking me to speak chinese...n i really dunno...i was thinking very hard...did think very hard ok~....the conversation is about gambling....n teacher ask the question i really dunno how to use chinese to ans....n teacher ask me to use chinese again...guess wad i told the teacher...??!!~hahaXx...i told the teacher....i dun wan to speak chinese...later i said wrong...u laugh at me...wahahaXx...so funni la...the teacher said...i wont,i reallly wont...lolXxX....

after tt...i waited janice n som of the ppl...n in the canteen...the music was playing...n guess wad..??!!~i'm singing again!!!!~wahahaXx....then after tt went to lot1...acc fren go buy things...then they ate...i never...then came home le lor....i think still got things i miss out today...but nvm...all the fun i have today i'll never forget...wahahXx...sounds like i'm leaving the sch ar?!!~not so sonn...i wanna leave in year 2007...after sec 5...ok....not retain...!!!~hahaxx...promote to sec 5 n take o level...n pass..until i can cry 1...lolX...today my entry very long ar...lolX...ok enough of my rubbish....i gonna go...!!!~

hahahahaXxx....today...mr seeet dunNO wad happen to him....talk 1hour to us....more than tt ar....siao 1...then take away our first lesson...xx..then second lesson is me gan lesson...hahaXx...so funni...he is talking rubbish again...but is funnnii....hahaXx...then is english...i din pay attendtion...hahaX....after recess...dnt...i stay for 2 period...then ss...hahaXx...slack again....never do much....jux talk talk TALK and TALK!!!!!!!!!~thenn after ss i still think got lesson..but don have le....wahahaxx....

i must be too tired...hahaXx...i slept for 4 hours + for my nap....wahahaXx...i sleep bcox...my mother was nagging away....so i jux sleep....fan shi ren le.....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ok...tmr got chinese oral...i think so la....then not coming home so early....mayb i'm the first 1...or last 1...lol...i DUnNo!!~ok...i'm not tired nw...ut boring....someone PLEASE.....come n chat wif me online....wahahaXx...!!!~

JUX wanna add on sth...jux nw hakhim,faizal...hahaXx...they all very funni...they all went to the gals toilet...i went in & hakhim go out...lolXx...i also hack care them...becox...my class is crazy....don really mind they all doing stoppid things...faizal more funni....go in to the toilet with janice...hahaXx...i was wondering y they come out of the toilet together...lol...tt time i jux woke up from my nap...so...blur blur de...like going to toilet wash face....hahaXx..hmm...ya...think nth le...gng slp le...super duper tired le...nit3Y~

hey hi...wahahaXx...hmm...ok...today in the morning...i was so super tired...cox i slept for 4 hours + only...so was feeling really very tired....mr farouni & seah never come sch today....so got 2 free period...hmm...guess wad...i failed my oral...lolX...nvm....hey sylvia talk more...wahaha...hmm..1 st n 2nd lesson...dnt...doing quite fine for my project...hope can hand up on time...completed!~hahaX...today i have my nap in school...wahahaXx...for 1hours 30mins....hahaXx...cox chemistry teacher nv come...but got 1 teacher come in...but i hack care...i still slp...then 2nd recess...i also slp...until going the next lesson le then i go toilet wash face...then last period teacher nv come...then i go dnt do project....then 4.15pm go home le...~~

haix...i'm so sad...i don wish to take the class photo with mr gan tomorrow...he's going...haix...but...mayb he go there for.........hahaX...i noe wad i mean...hahaxx..TOMORROW MUST FULL ATTENDENTS....plz plz plz
4E...alll go sch tmr ya?....

just now actually wanna go west coast with kenny de...but too late le...wahahaX...also very tired today,tomorrow still got sch...if holidays still ok....so never go le lor....hahaX..so dots leh...cannot scan my pic with my cousin into my com...haix....dunoo wad's wrong....ok...nvm...tomorrow...I WILL CRY....!!!!!!!!~oh...so sad....MONEY MONEY IN HIS WALLET....WHEN R U COMING BACK TO ME?I MISS U SO MUCH...MY 70 BUCKS!!!!!!!!!!~...lolXx...oh plz return......hahaXx..i think i siao...i type he also wont see...type for fun....entry too short ma...wahahaX....

the time now is 1.45am...wahaha..n i jux reach home...went to my ah ma's hse...then i stay there alone...for like...4hours...a not bad ar....ALONE leh...but did sms ppl la...cox abit sian ma...kaPpo 1 photo from my ah ma's hse....a pic got my sista,me & aza....wahahaXx....wah!!u noe wad..my cousin terence take bike course le leh...so fast...thought u will wait for me...wahahaXx..nvm...don think i gonna drive bike....i wan car...car tt got my type 1 then i will sure buy de...hahaXx...my type as in my style...hahaxx...

wanted to go buy my hp today...but in the end never....bcox of...haiya don wish to said...
sch today...quite ok.......got back my english paper 2...oh no!!~i failed 37/80....then chinese paper 1 i got 43/70,paper 2 ..35/70,paper 3...18/20....a...not bad ar!!~wahaahaXx...overall i pass...but chinese still got oral...wahahaXx....chemistry....i got 22/50...not bad ar....never study also can get 22...if study....42?lolXx

AFTER SCHOOL....got english oral exam....then when reading....while waiting for my turn,i was talking to my fren beside me...wahahax...i think i should stop being too talkative....wahahaxxthen when is my turn,the teacher scold me...i was giving the i'm so sorry face....but actually is good being scold...so long i never kanna scold le...i was quite happy actully....wahaha...the reading is so easy la....but 1st part i read too fast then read the "proberly"....don know read until wad....stoopid thing...wahahaXx...then after tt i slow down abit,then all ok le....picture i dunno wad to talk about...then my sentence structure is like...UNKNOwn...dunno wad i'm talking about....wahahaXx,too nervous i guess...cox i din know today got oral...wahahaxx....nvm...anyway...is over already....n i don care much about oral...NEXT TIME....can someone remain me.....NOT TO TALK DURING the oraL EXAM....dots.....i think i gonna start to study nw...if not really got no time le....still got 4 more months...gonna study my chinese,science,n math....ss n history may try....dnt....go to hell la.....!!!!!!!!!!~i don even understand a single shit...wahahaxx...ok....gng slp....now 2.10am le....nit3y~

ok...here's a pic of my niece....*SMILE*............hahaXx...is so CUTE!!~don u think so.....hahaXx...she's coming back in july...wooohooHoooO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

hahaXx...today same again...play com from 12noon...until 10+....wahahax...quite sian...hmm...nth to do..ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~
haixX~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`yeah!!!
TomoRRoW............church...churCH...CHURCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~wooHOOOOOOOOoOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ ok...i got nothing to blog....simply too sian!!!!!!!!~

oh...hahaX...stay home n play com for...erm...from 11am to 10+++wah!!!!!~11 hours + sia.....siao!!!!!!!!!!!!~my day super duper boring...think tomorrow i'm not going to mm...hahaXx....next week then i go....
haix..."sylvia r u in mm..??"oi!!!!!!!~i still cannot ans this question.............................................................so wad's ur ans........................................................................................................mark keep asking......

WooooOoHHooOoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~Mock examination finish le....no more stress!!~..actually not stress at all....is jux tt the subject i wanna pass....i cant...tt's chemistry n social studies.....reallly wanna pass...but...haix....no matter how hard i study,i simply cant absorb...haix.....today got physics exam & history exam...physics haix....no more A1....i really cant do...i forgot to study for the last chapter...then it came out alot on the last chapter.....NO MORE FREE LUNCH!!!!~...wahahaXx...then history today..i did the same as my social studies paper...structured question i all never do...25 marks....naNanaNa~naNanAna~heyhEYHEY!!!~GOODBYE!!!!~...history i do for only...15mins like tt...then i slp le...the paper last for 1hour 30 mins...wahahaxx...i pro ar....pro in slpin la...wahahaX...then during exam time,they shouted here n there again....wahahaX....so funni la...esp hakhim....heeXx:)
Reach home around 1+....went to cut my hair today....hahaXx....n ...hahaxx...SEE FOR YOURSELF!!~...i dun wanna say...heeX....reach home also nothing to do....haix ...tomorrow holiday sia...nth to do again....diaoZz...then cannot go sch...miss 4E...lotslotslots!!!!!!!!!!!~ok...the youth are doing some stoopid slp over....tomorrow...tt i'm not interested in...i rather stay home n play com...life without com...is simply too sian...wahahaXx....think i got nth to write le...if have....will update later...wahhaaaaaXx....

oh...jux to add on...jux nw recess time...they all change the singapore flag to thailang flag...wahahaX...then change their inter nationally friendship day to dunno wad....IN PETＲATTY...sth sth ...i dun remember la...but is so super funni...the words...hahahaXx...n the AHEM*kanna scold by ashley....waahhahaa....ososooss funni la...ok....gng prepare for my physics le...nit3Y~

today i got my chemistry n social studies mock exam...wahahaX...guess wad...chemistry...lots of blank...n social studies too...hahaX...i'm not happy tt i fail my test...but i'm laughing at myself coz i dunno how to do...lolXx...social studies..my structured question...all never do...25marks..GONE!!!~...chemistry i never count how many marks gone...but FAILED...!!~wahahaXx....i wanna score for my physics tomorrow...hahaXx...A1...i wanna get A1...high A1....hahahaXx..hmm...jux nw in class very funny ..hahaXx...during social studies exam we make alot of noise...shouting here n there...terror!!!~chikalakar!!!~wooWoohOO!!~...sachok!!!~wahahaXx...so funni la...i was shouting too..but teacher never notice...wahahaXx....i act guai ma...wahhaaXx....hmm...after sch i went home...today the sec 1,2,3 back from camp le...then they tomorrow no sch sia...tnr having last 2 paper...physics n history...physics later i jux look throught...then history no neeed to study de la...fail lor...wahhaaXx..hmm...

wad are frens for?don wanna repeat wad i told zack...but...wad i said is true...coz...".............................".....u noe i noe...others don know...;u dunno who u r...wahahaXx....

I NEED MONEY......FOR MY CHURCH CAMP.....fuckIng Ass.>>pleAsE rEturN My mONeY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

haix....howhowhow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~i dunno my chemistry!!!!!tomorrow is the exam...n i still dunno anything...haix....my death day tomorrow....n social studies somemore....but quite good ar...get to sleep for the test...wahahaXx...hope is a easy paper...i tried studying my chemistry ok...but it spent me 4 hours to read 1 chaper....then still dunoo most of the things.haix....my n level how....dying soon...i'm so sacred.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~dying of FEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

........................ok....math.....i dunno HoW To Do!!!!!!!!!~....english i do until headache....then i anyhow write the ans.......wah....so f***....after sch i went to lot 1....then then then...after tt i went home....end of story for today......n to the fucking zhilong out there...i'm going to crash his ****....he's such a asshole....fuck off...own me 70 bucks for 6 mths plus....n he's not returning....trying hard not to reply my msg.....fuck off....i promise i never gonna lend anyone money on this earth anymore..........so fuck up....I need MONEY TO PAY FOR MY CHURCH CAMP!!!!!!~ARGH!!!!~asshole...if i noe where he live...i gonna go beat him up!~

wahahaXx...today got my mock examination for english paper 1 n math paper 1...math can pass la...is quite easy la...english also can la...is so easy wahahaX...wad if i fail?...lolX...fail lor...not n level ma...wahahaX..today sch end at 1215pm like tt...then i help teacher do things until 1pm...then when i walk in the sch...is like....is 1 or 2 ppl in sch...as in student...cox the sec 1,2,3 went to camp...so in the morning was very noisy...n today can reach sch at 7.45...n i din know...so i go at 7.15am...wahahaXx...then so less ppl in sch...i'm talking about sec 4 NA...i not gonna study later...cox tomorrow english paper2 n math paper 2 tomorrow...so think i can do la..hahaX...mayb i will get 1st again....oh..impossible...wahahaX.. oh...the compo i wrote about my cousin terence..let me think of the time...when the police ask him sth...the ans is..."i feel sad"...!!!~lolX...u dunno how funny it is when u r not there....lolx...being a kid is jux so fun la...!!~
yeah!!!~ i finally chat with my cousin aza online...wahahaX...n i found out her top secret in her sec 1 life... about the"........."lolXx...haha...cant believe tt she actually......wahahaX..& she's freaking out bcox of her science...she cant handle it...wahahaXx..SAME AS ME!!~but i only chemistry...she's struggling with both physics n chemistry...ya and i agreed wad she said...to us...we r like living in different country...we only see each other less than 5 times a year...in fact about twice a year...during chinese new year n chinese new year eve.....hahahaXx...think we should meet more often...like a family gathering or something...during mother's day or father's day...wahahaX...or my ah ma's birthday...but my grandma birthday at august...wahahaX...her birthday same as my ouxiang....wahahaXx....ok..i gng....bye!!!~

wahahaXx...jux back from ps...i went for a movie...MI3...whahaaa....so nice!!~went with lots of ppl...20 including myself...the wedding part make me think of alan n gina...alan said wrongly...wahaha!!!~
i very slack ar...tomorrow mock exam n i didnt study for the whole day....n i went for a movie...wahahaX...today reach church quite late..then service end at 1+...lunch...then stay in church until 5.30pm...with jackson,lindy,esther,jordan,qian min..only 6 of us in church...wahahaX...meet some of them at ps for dinner...then movie then back home le...by cab...wahahaXx...i never pay money...opp!~hahaX..aiya...i think mathh i don study better...if i study i sure wont score high marks de...don study can score A1 or A2....wahahaXx...hmm..who's going for church camp...y like so less ppl going?...!!ppl i'm close with...dots...makes me don feel like going...(:

ok...juz back from the wedding dinner...well..not really very fun...cox jeremy wasnt there...no 1 to crap to...saw lots of my relative...but i dun even know them..hahaX..when i reach there...infront of me is my father's cousin...n i was smiling at her child...lolX...my father's cousin child...is...how do i address the person...lolXx... i dunnoX...hmm...the bridegroom is sososososo funni la...hahaX...he act...recorded in the video...n wad happen today during the buffet...wahahaX...he don wanna give hongbao...then he climb the stairs up....lolXx...n brandon...very funni also...he open the door for the bridegroom...then when he give him angbao,he ran away...wahahaXx..so funny la...ya...saw aza,abi...n lots of them...but i don dare to talk to them leh...wahahaxx...wanted to go chat with aza...but they sit at the table beside us...i lazy to walk there...n i didnt eat much at the dinner...but we did said hello ok...seldom chat online also...think gonna catch up with her...erm...not so soon...wahahaXx...
wahaaaahaX...tomorrow not gonna go church so early...reach there think 10.15am...wahahaX...so good can sleep longer...cox i very tired ma...need rest...aiya...chemistry ar....let me pass can...jux pass can le...haixXx....

hmm..wake up at 9am today to study my chemistry...i study for 3 topic only need..erm..4 hours +...dots...then when doing the ten years series...got some i still dunno how to do...then i don wanna do le....wahahaX....later gonna attend a wedding...so don wanna study le...take years to study my chemistry...since i never pay attendtion in class...then i gonna study my own...hahaXx...super duper tired now...feel like sleping...but cant...later i sleep i cannot wake up le...cox need to reach the place at 7pm?...think so la...now 5 o'clock le...2 more hours...wahahaX...then i gonna see all my cousins again....so long never see them le...wahahaX...been like 3-4 months...heeXx....then later will play like crazy...haha..so fun...like last year the wedding dinner like tt...wahahaXx...about the waitress?!!!wahahaX...tomorrrow....i dunno...i don wanna reach church sososoososo early....fuck up with the*******.....makes me reach church early....i wanna sleep...dots...haix...dunno wad to write now...kk....byE!!don miss me ar...lolXx

wooohoo!!!today chinese mock examination...hahaX...to me is kidda easy....coz i got time to finish the paper...hahaXx...end at 1pm today...then i straight away go home le..wanting to go home n study...but nic was here...so i cannot focus...then when i was studying my chemistry about 15mins...suddenly i fall asleep...until 7pm then wake up leh..hahaX...i must be very tired ar...sleep for 3 hours +...hahaX...mayb i prefer studying at nite...hahaXx...so anyone got time to accompany me to go study at night?...lolXx...later at night i gonna study for my chemistry...cox tomorrow can wake up late ma...hahaxx..then tomorrow night i cannot study...coz need to attend a wedding dinner..monday got english paper 1 n math paper1...gonna practice my math on the 5 years series...n gonna study until siao for my chemistry...oioioi..yuting i will pass de....if i really study...~
physics can relex abit...cox i noe the almost all...aiya...i dunno wad to write...i very stress!!..hahaXx...i'm kidding...i'm happily watching tv...wahahaha!!!!~

sch hahahahaaaaaaXxxXFUNＦＵＮＦＵN!!!!!!!wwaahhahaahahaXxx.....YES!!!finally get my material for dnt le...wahhaaX...n joining the wood a failure again....dunno wad to do le....stuck le la....retarded jing you....!!!~wahahaXx....aiya...i don remember wad we do le...the fun part is during AS period...wahahaX...in the hall lots of rubbish....when miss ong ask all of us to stand up,ryan stand up n touches daniel dick....n he jux...i dunno i never see anything...wahaha....then we very noisy ma.,..so she ask to sit n stand again...about 3 times...so i'm standing in 4E class...then when they stand up,they all suddenly go to 4D class n stand...then i join them...wahahaXx...then when singing the school song,we sing super duper loud....n daniel n ryan make alot of funni noises n make me laugh out loud...i cannot laugh out...n miss ong keep on looking here...n i was laughing away when she didnt look at our class...the whole situation is so funny...the people there also laugh very loud...esp 4d n 4e...
tmr got chinese mock exam sia...but i haven study yet...think will study abit la...then sunday i wanna go study also....i wanna study chemistry....i wanna pass my sci...the stoopid chem is pulling down my grades for science...if not i sure can get A1 de....n i gonna work for my math extra hard also....monday and tuesday gonna have mock examination...for math...so stress//o....is gonna be fun now...stress is coming into my life.....waahahahXx....i love stress...it makes me wanna study more hard...come on...stress i'm not afraid of u...wahahaXx...kk....i don bare to leave my laptop...but....gonna study for tmr chinese....jux look through....i cant read alot of words...seriously....a sylvia wee!!~u chinese leh...cannot read...dots...i laugh at u la...."sylvia wee laugh at sylvia wee...wahahahXXx".....ok....i'll stop my rubbish nw....

SchSChSChSch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!RoxROxRox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~wahahahahaha~~...i forgotten wad i 've done in sch today after my nap...wahahaXx....but is fun...today social studies n dnt teacher never come...then dnt period should have teacher in our class de...but we wait for 10mins...then go down library...then we make lots of noise in the library...hahaX....the teacher cannot tahan us...then we go up to the class...then me,sinni,jannah,faizal & daniel we all lazy to go...then we took the lift...wahahax...so scary sia...thought we will see a teacher...but heng don have ar....back to class i got nth to do...then i read the some books lor...last lesson...i play games with my group again...hahaX...then retarted jing you trying to act retart again...wahahaX...tmr if got chemistry night class,think i will go ba...cox i fail my chemistry common test...18/50...so pathetic...hahaX...but combine sci i pass..cox i got A1 for physics...hahaXx....n i think i get the lowest in class in history....4/25?yesyesyes....hahahaXx....dots...
i'm learning ronan keating when u say nth at all...wooWooHoo!!
is a very nice song...i love it to the bits...heeeXXxxX

heeEEEeEeeEXXXxxxXXx....hahahaahhahahaXxx...today sch was super duper fun la...but first two period i was so super freak out,dnt...i cannot get my material ...cox the teacher nv come...n then i sit there do nth for 1 hour ++....but never mind...n math lesson i got back test... a B4....:'(...i wanna cry le la...ok...now the ppl noe mr lame gan gonna go le...think they gonna cry like hell...ok...he's really going...!!~so sad~~...haix...after tt recess...then english period...erm...take back english test ...i pass...but not so good...nvm...i will try harder...hmm..then chemistry lesson...here's the part when the fun start...my group was playing hei bai pei & lots of games...n is so fun...i never laugh until i stomachache for a very long time le...hahha...n i noe i'm not good in all that games...then recess...after recess still playing...then history...i did my work then physics teacher never come ma...sosososo...the class start to do funni n silly things again...a bottle inside put sugar n black ink...n mix with water...then throw up to the fan again...wahaha...but this time many ppl run away..cox the water is black...hahaX...many things start to fly here n there...wahahaXx..then jensen throw up a bottle of sweet drinks...then he open the cover abit...then the sweet drinks was all over the floor...wahahaXx...crazy class!!!~4E rawkXz...hahaXx...today sch end at 4...but i wait my fren until 4.40pm?..i very patience ar?wahhaaXx..then go plaza eat....then lots of rubbish...& i bought my new pc game...wahhaaXx...i'm going crazy over pc games again...wahahaXx...hmm...tomorrow gonna be a better day...i jux simply love 4E to the bits!!!!~

hmm..i wan the song more than life...anyone have...can send to me in msn?!?

erm...labour day...stay at home play games again lor...no sch today..i still haven do my math n physics homework sia..later gonna do...hmm..yesterday in church..lindy said wanna sponser me $45 for church camp..n jordan said think can sponser me for $50...hahaXx..thanks thanks!!~...but if i got enough money then i think no need le...mayb i going to work...then got enough money to spend there ma...need $290 for the camp...n i wanna change 100 bucks...sing money to m'sia....390?...hahaXx..don look at me tt way....i can spend alot!!~..since the 9pm show abt the police de show end liao...think i dun wan2 watch the new show...think of spending this time with god...until 10 then i slp...
hmm...life so sian ar...mock exam faster come plz....i wan stress!!~....

Stand by everything You said Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everything I 've done I'll run into Your open arms And all I know
Chorus: I love You more than life I love You more than life
Fall back on everything You've done Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away You are all the things I need You're the air I breathe
How can it be You were the one on the cross Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be The scars in Your hands are for me? You are the king of all

who r u?i dunno u anymore...i really really miss all those days...when i'm so close to u...n u listen to my problem..i wanna pour out my sorrow to u...but u r not there for me anymore...u r not the some1 i trust anymore