hi!!!~hahaXx...had a super great time today...though only for awhile...and school end early today...haha...erm...early in the morning...dnt...i did my project ok...after tt is english period...then..we play here an there for awhile...then dunno who started....then all together we gamble..hahaX...we played blackjack...hahaX...cool ar...then scared teacher will walk pass...then when huang and ms ong pass by,we kept our own card in the pocket...hahaX...the money also...hahax...then got 1 time me and jensen changed card...then i lose le the banker also never take money from me...hahaXx...then recess time..!!!~hahaX...then YOU keep on beating me...say hi to u...hit me then pinch me....so sway see u again...beat me again...nevermind...i'll beat u...on tuesday...i'll try my very best to hit u...u too short...i lazy to bend down..wahahaXx...hahax...today sch got 2 hours break...from 12.30pm to 2.30pm...hahaXx...then continue with lesson...hahaX...guess wad...i went home around 1pm...hahahXx..cox the sec 1,2,3 release at 12.30pm ma...so i go also nobody know...hahax...very bad ar...aiya nevermind la...SINCE U GO LE!!!!!~

heYHEYHEY!!!!!!!~hahaXx...school is back to the days we always have...hahaxx...but it aint so good...i dunno y...i scold lots of vulgarities today...i even scold teacher..erm...today as normal sch end at 4.30pm...hahaXx..ok...i don remember wad we do...but i knew i slept during the 1st period..hahaX...history...i'm not interested...so i jux sleep...hahaX...ok...english period we r jux doing nothing...jux stay there talk talk talk....chemistry period...no teacher..then...HAHAHA!!!~4E....they r alive again..hahaX...we jux kicked the bottle around...and shouting here and there....esp the yan lao shu...unfair...hahaXx...then after tt went for lunch....hahaXx...and our extra lesson start at 3pm...and is social studies...so do u think i will like it....so....me,daryl,meiting,kehwee and eileen went to class around 3.30pm...hahaxx...so fun poning class...hahaxx...then mr kan also nevr scold lor...he like hack care us...but during the break...was very funni...and i kanna beaten by my friends...hahaXx...until blue-black because we are all teasing eileen and i was sitting beside her...then i kanna lor....hahax...never say anything i kanna beat...said "u see the..."and kanna beat also....wanna beat back...but cant...i scared she cry..hahaXx...cox when she beat me for the dunno wad time...i grapped her hand...and she was....ouch!!~pain...so i never hit back le...see i so good....let ppl beat me...hahaXx...and i told YOU....and YOU said serve me right....ok forget it!!~hahaXx...i beat u in sch tmr..WATCH OUT!!~

hey hi...ok...basically...today sch end at 4.30...n is everyday...including friday...except monday release at 3.30pm...sch was quite ok today...better than the past 2 days....must be have PE today...pe was quite ok...the 3pm-4.30pm have the extra lesson....erm...wasnt listening...erm...had a big hedache doing all the math question...and my chemistry...i seriously need someone to help me...is 8weeks to prelim...n i dunnoo....i duunno if i am prepare to fail or even pass and go on with my o level...really reallyy really hope not to study anymore...but have to.......dunno...is ITE a best choice for me....i ned help in my math,chemistry,mayb physics...and my chinese....haix....but u noe wad....read the verse!!~

"For i know the plans i have for you,"declares the LORD,"plans to prosper you and not harm you,plans to give you hope and future."JEREMIAH 29:11

jux changed my blogskin...and the song...by hillsongs...hahaXx...ok...life been very boring after sch reopen...and no joy in tt class....i think i cant manage my n level....i seriously don wish to study anymore....cox it totally sux...if only someone can wake me up....i'm still in my lala land...wanna be a singer.....hellllllo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hey hi everyone...hahaX....too busy to blog ar...erm...ok....sat...went to mm....with yuting and evan by cab....went down to her hse first...but never go in...but o there take cab nia...then....mm end le...go edmund's stall eat....together with...evan,jackson,uncle stanley,christina and his husband....jordan...aiya....dun remember le...hahaXx..then kaieng joined later....after tt....hahaX....me,evan and kaieng ,we went to great world to visit deniece...then....after tt...me and evan went home...hahaX...kaieng wait for her to finish work....hahaX...HAHAHAHA!!!~then after tt...went to ps there meet terence and sista...hahaXx...was so funni la....then i was walking around looking for terence....and when i called him...he said he was at starbucks...then i heard toilet....i dunno how..don sounds same....then i told him...i go look for him...then i go find all the toilet outside cannot see him...then after 15 mins ...my sista called...i asked her where she is....she said she was at starbucks...i heard carpark....then i keep asking which carpark....hahaXx..then terence asked me don move....meet at control station....then i called them again n told tt i'm at exit b....then they was like...huh??!!~where is exit b...hahaXx...then everything is so funni....after tt went to cathey...check out wad show to watch...then decided to watch scary movie 4....book the tics and went to watch soccer...then 1.30am went in to the theatre...the grand 1 OK~...went there twice and was at the grand theatre...hahaX....and the show is pervertic...and was very funni too....hahaXx....erm...after tt...went to the mac at ps...eat...then took alot of pic...hahax...got lots of pic in my phone nw....ard 10...hahaXx...stay up until...6am then cab home with sista...hahax...then sleep for 1 hour plus then go church....was very tired...then keep on feel like sleeping...thn after service....wait for the first aid class to finish...finish at 4 plus...then went to tiong bahru plaza coffee bean....with jackson...christian,evan,jordan,vanessa,qianmin...edmund join after tt...and ben also...kenny also...hahaXx..then...after go dunno where eat dinner....with them lor...but kenny never join us...hmm yah...then after tt went to great world with jordan,edmund,qianmin,christian and evan...hahax...then go there shopshop awhile then..around 9.40pm..they all go home le...then...me and evan took a cab home...wait until 10.15pm...hahaXx...then finally home...hahaX...was super tired...then sleep b4 12...ok.....so happy...i get to spent time with evan....and she let me hear her new song...that she wrote..hahax...think with deniece ba...hahax...and she sang some of the songs she wrote last time....hahaxx..*SMILE*

today...was very tired...erm....sch grooming check was ok...erm...nv kanna caught...then sch end at 3.30...very late rite....then dnt lesson got 3 hours somemore...then i was doing my work...for 1hour 30mins...then rest for 1hour 30mins...hahaXx...then home...then sleep....ok..dnt sux....and...my voice become like...dunno....talking kep on off key...hahahax...hope tmr will be more fun....4E haven warm up....if not crazy again...hahax..

hahaXx....been talking to u recently......hhahaXx...ur tagboard....nw bcome chatting board le...hahaXx....1023....this number very familiar....think i gonna do sth about it also...hahaXx...lol....ur smile and the thanks is so.........no words can describe!!~...hahaX...sry...i'm mad...!!~

hey hello all...haha....heeX....ok...never go out on thursday.....tomorrow gonna go out ba....midnite show with terence...yup...think so....heeX...i got nth to blog recently...been at home and nth is happening..hahax...ok....jux nw chat with cousin online...and she ask me to go to her church...lol....possible???...i so shy...hahaX.....will talk about it....hahaXx....gtg....not slp......jux....stare at the com n stone....plz don disturb...thanks

ok...changed blogskin...changed song....the song....find it very nice...but the person singing....like not very clear....everything is quite ok...only the person singing....this song...fren of yuting's church fren compose de....ya...

btw,the time now is 1.20am

ok...i've been staying at home for 3days le...been quite sick this 3 days..sunday,i started with a gastric pain...but still i'm out till 2am then back home...then monday...gastric pain still activated...together with cough..and fever..then met with flu...and felt like my life gonna end soon...hahaX...at night..no more fever...then it came back on tuesday morning again...and still have cough and flu....but gastric pain no more...wednesday...fever no more...still have cough and flu...and in the afternoon got a super duper bad headache....but it recoverd after a few hours...now i'm only having cough and flu....hopefully later can go out...with my cousin...jux hope don spend alot of money....saving for a special event next year....haha...wait patiently and i will u...hahaXx...tell next year....when confirm going....hahaXx...till next time!!~nit3Y

hey,here r some pic i took in the church camp...only 1 infact...hahaX...the pic at the sea...is during sea sports....n the rest is in church....the pic with the lady in red is at expo took de...after the 1st session of arise...i go backstage find her take de..she's also my ouxiang....heeX....the other 2 took yesterday....the first 1 with the lady in green took in kenny's kor kor car...hahaX..nth to do so take some pic lor...the last 1...took it in church...with my cutie pie!!~vanessa!!!~heeX...she's very cute and pretty!!~really!!!~hope she come everyweek to church...then i can play with her...heeX....

kao....gastric still pain....and now have flu....fever no more....temperture 37.2...think will be fine tomorrow le...

i jux cant stop looking at my pic in my phone...the pic i took with my cutie pie...heeXx....hope to see her next week....and thank u lindy and vanessa for ur concern....call and ask me how i am....heeX....rachal tan...u too....i miss ur meh meh....bring it on sunday ya....~~!NIt3Y!!~

hi...heeX..hahaXx....yesterday came home around 2am plus....so was very tired...so never blog....was very happy on sunday....cox VANESSA CAME TO TO CHURCH...AND I MANAGE TO TAKE A PIC WITH HER...actually not a pic...but think 4 or 5...but only 1 is the nicest...heeXx....erm...ok....ya....the worship is so GREAT!!!~yup....erm....after service had my lunch....then ard dunno wad time....went to paradiz and play arcade...for awhile....then went to ps with yuting...to buy her dad a present for father's day...then shop for awhile....then i have gastric pain....then like tt lor....hahaXx...after awhile evan and esther came n look for us...i was shouting evan's name from the 2nd story....when she's on the way to ps....until she reach...hahaXx..ok...then they shop shop shop then go eat....yuting gonna go chinatown meet her parents for dinner....then left me evan and esther lor...then the rest playing arcade...wanna watch movie....so i watch lor....evan she dun wnna watch silent hill....she scared.....ok....then the movie is at 7.40pm...the show start ard 8pm la....then end at 10pm....then after tt go eat lor....then send belinda home....then me,kenny,wenlong and vanessa go west coast...talk talk talk.....until 1.15am plus.....then send vanessa home first.....then me lor....i reach home around 2am like tt lor...then all the way zZz le....then today wake up at 2pm...hahaXx....now still got gastric pain....and sore throat....feeling so sick now....

shucks i ps evan....she went home alone....so bad me...!!!~shouldn't go watch movie..:'(

hey hi...busy sat...hahaX...erm....wake up 8am in the morning...then go to eat breakfast at clementi with parents...then to my ah ma's place....then wait for my auntie to come then go to my father's sista hse....cousin bday...so go there for awhile...around 1 plus left to took a cab...but suddenly ah gong came and said fetch me go...go freeride...lol..reach church around 1.40pm....then help auntie cassie wrap the present for the father's day 1...then...go have drum practice le...ok...the practice was quite fast....and is ux a recap....cox i'm getting rusty....mark jux polishing....erm...after tt join the mm....then until 5pm plus lor...around 6.30pm,left the church....with emma....cab down to bukit panjang....bankit road....to have my family dinner...celebrating father's day..erm...dinner suppose to start at 7pm sharp....but end up starting ard 8.40pm....oh...veyr hungry at tt time....bought sth to eat first...erm....finish eating then go grandpa hse...then 11 plus home le lor....now very tired le...gonna go sleep le...still got church later....now is 12.50am....haha...nit3y!!!~

the pic on the left is vanessa...hahaXx..very cute rite/?...and she's very pretty....look at the way she smilecannot see her eyes...lol...I MISS HER!!!~the other pic...we took at 2nd link...oPp!~i'm blocking caleb...hahaX...hahaxx....vanessa was there too...the gal in green...she almost fall sia...scare me sia..when she's playing.....HEART WILL BREAK IF SHE FALL..haax..

long entry ar....5 days entry to 1 day...sure lots of things to write 1 ma...hahax...ok....will be busy tmr....gonna go for my cousin bday party...then church...then father's day dinner....kao....super busy sia......hahaXx...nit3Y!!~

hey hi everyone....hahaXx....jux back from church camp...n is so FUN!!~i really enjoyed myself there and dun feel like coming back...hahaXx...as in...i dun wan the time to pass so fast....cox...i LOVE being with the ppl...

ok...1st day...need to reach church at 7.30pm...after service,i nv go home...around 3pm,i met up terence for lunch and he changed 88 sing dollar to m'sia 200 for me...hahaX...so good....meet up for 2 hours only...then around 5 plus back to church le...then...lindee n jordan they all went for lunch....so i jux stay in church lor...only caleb and dunno who in church...i slept for awhile....then when it gonna reach 7.30...i kidda afraid...or exciting...i dunno....dun feel like going...haha..

then after the camp briefing,we r group in coach 1,2,3...they put me in coach 2...all the aunties...n dun have a single soul r youth...auntie evelyn helped me...haha...so i was put in coach 3...with lots of youth n single adult...hahaXx...staying in the coach for a long time....n we were late...we r suppose to reach penang hotal at 7.30...on the 2nd day..crown jewel hotal...but we late for 2 hours plus...reach around 11am...

2nd day..was same room with a ubi ppl...but i manage to changed room...to room 631...staying with yuting,eunice and lindee..ok...2nd daywas very boring...and i really feel like going home...got 2 session...and i not listen at all...ok....then stay up late...dunno till wad time then sleep....planned to have a pillow fight...but dun have....everyone gathered in room 631....headquarter ma...hahaXx...at first mark came in to play guitar...with alan also...then started to call ppl to join us...then watch soccer...then zZz le..until 2 am plus i guess...

3rd day...session at 8.30am...we woke up at 8am...late ar...then go have breakfast...was late for worship...evan wasnt leading...she's sick...oh...poor thing!~erm...11.30am...uncle richard uncle eric and kenny kor kor got baptized..hahaXx...then....still got some ppl...but they all closer with me...after tt...was sea sports...hahaXx...played jetski...n banana boat...then also got go swimming...hahaX...when playing the jet ski...for the second time...me n kenny kor kor in 1 motor...hahaX....then when going back...he fell off the boat...hahaXx...is so funni la...too bad dun have video...if not u will laugh until u die...hahaXx...hmm..was very fun overall...kanna throw into the sea...by jackson daddy and jordan...Grr~...lol...twice leh...but was fun...hahaxx...took some pic...but not my cam...deniece or auntie cassie i think...erm...n when playing the banana boat....when reaching....we jump off the boat...hahaxx...i think i never swim for a very long time le...hahaX...then deniece very funni...he hold on to jackson leg then jackson swim for a long time still haven reach the shore...hahaaXx...then when we were swimming at the sea....jackson took off his pants...hahax...but not infront of us la...in the water...hahaX..after tt was bbq party...by the pool...erm...auntie evelyn and uncle eric dedicated their wedding to the lord...and they perform a something like how they met...hahaxx...kanna sabbo de..uncle john did some magic or so call tricks..the still got some performance...but..dun feel like naming them out...10pm...was free and easy.. i forgotten was exactly wad i did...but remember we gathered at 631 for the first match....then we did a video for pastor birthday...hahaX...is so funni...aloysius also very funni...he's action...when he sayang the bear...lol...he look like a bear also...lol...slept at 2 plus i guess...only me yuting and eunice in the room...lindee go to auntie justene room to sleep....with evan..

on the 4th day...woke up late also....around 7am i guess....then go breakfast...then assemble at the room...for photo taking...and briefing...then depart for KL...arrived and check into crown princess hotal around 5 plus...in room 2515...then meet at 6pm for shopping....there was a traffic jam....n we eat dinner around 7 plus...then started our shopping...at 8pm...at dunno where...bought a wallet for yuting n a bag....hahaXx....oh...n a keychain mr bean for uncle anthony(spell correct ma?)...ok...then kenny was so sick...wanna go back to hotal..eunice also went back...so...9 ppl left...mark,jackson,lindee,deniece,yuting,evan,me,caleb and his fren...we went to eat at a shop....then mark ask me to eat the gua lin dunno wad la...my han yu ping ying sux...then i know need to put honey de...but they said du n need...then i thought really dun need lor...then mark ask me to eat...then i kanna bluff by them la....is so bitter la....then they put honey fo me...lol...MARK ORDERED FOR ME BCOX HE SAID ALL DRUMMERS EAT THAT...kao....this 5 days in camp everyday mark will said this...then on the 2nd day jackson started....kao....hahaXx...but was funni ar...hahaXx....ok...after tt,we went to china town...by the sky train...we told some pics too...in mark cam...funni pics..then when we reach china town station,we cannot go out...the ppl gave us the wrong ticx..we bought 1.60...n they gave us 1.20...so dun wanna waste lots of time talking to they,all paid 40 cent more...hahaXx...reach china town ...wah!!~so many things to buy la...i bought 2 adidas jackets...hahaxx...n mark is so good at bargaining...at first we saw this 95 bucks jacket...and the person selling asking how much u wan i can give it to u...mark said 30..then the person ask him to keep ur money...then marksaid u keep ur stuff....hahaxx....then he very good at talking la...hahax...we din follow the bus back...we walked ourself...until 10 plus...or 11...i dunno...i dun have a watch with me that time....then we told a cab back to the hotal...yuting,me and mark 1 cab....hahaX...even for cab...he also wan meter...hahaxx...reach hotal...me and yuting running up and down finding our stuff...n after tt...pastor told us tt there's this two guy walking around...so better not to walk around...if not with a guy around...more safe..then lindee was missing...and we keep finding her...in the end...we found her...hahaX...then we went back to our room..then awhile later,we head to room 1627 for a snoring concert....we video it...hahax...is so funni...and when we wake him up...he use the pillow to hit him...lol...he kanna scare...lol...then we went back to our room...then dunoo do wad le...shower...then after tt...caleb n his fren came to our room...until 3 plus,they left...and we slept...

day 5....was late for breakfast also...hahaXx...everyday also late...lol...then depart to malacca...erm...think we played guitar in the coach...was fun...hahaXx...erm...actually i forgotten when we played the guitar in coach...dunno iszit day 4 or 5...lol....then shopping at the jonker street....not really much to buy...then i bought a slipper..then after tt...visit honey farm also...then dinner at kulai...arrive at singapore aronud 9 pm plus...then need to wait very long sia....then took some pic also...erm...in my phone the pic...was very sad parting...but still have to...ya...i bought a gift for evan too....wanted to buy something else...but...in a hurry ar...so have to rush to other place....erm...sat beside her in the coach...in coach 2....heading to jurong mrt....
vanessa and barnabas...so cute la...!!!~hahaX...hahaXx...vanessa very pretty...heeXx...later let u see the pic...my friendster also have...yay!!~she finally remember my name...hahax...n when barnabas prononce my name...is so cute...anw,he prononce wrongly...lol...they not coming back...oh...sad.......

really enjoyed myself...and thanks for the bear yuting....still thinking abt the mm thing.....ans:unknown~

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahhahahaha.....................
ARISE WAS FUN...!!!~but not as fun as last year's..but i like this concert than last year's...hahaXx....cox evan sang in this concert....woooWoooHhoo!!!!!~so nice la...heeXx.....happy happy happy!!!~hahaXx...hmm...
today went out in the morning to meet yuting and emily for lunch...but was my breakfast....hmm....all was late...and.....was...i dunnoo....then......ushering was fun too...but was kidda troublesome....cox need to walk around....hahaXx...but yuting doing most of it..SMILE*hahaXx....then i went home after the 1st session....2nd session until very late sia...so decided to go home... but still reach home at around 7pm...hahaX...the time the second session of the concert start..hahaXx....i was like siao...after i took my pic with my ouxiang evan...hahaxx..i keeppp on heeeee here and there...i'm too happy ya..lolXx..hmm....tomorrow gonna go church camp le....gonna have fun le...hahax...hmmm....lalalalalallala!!~~~will be back on 15 june...on thursday....heeXx...*

i'llchange sth different ar....xiao xing xing see abit sian le....i change to sth dif today....

evangeline lee rawkzZz my world!!!!!!~~~~~she's my ONE AND ONLY OUXIANG!!!!!!!~b

oh...today time like past very slow earlier of the day....erm....went to work....kidda freak out....bu shuan...cox was too busy...and cant handle...and edmund was nagging all the way....feel like giving him a slap...hahax...but after 5pm...was ok le....the time passes very fast after 5pm...tt's good....hahax..good...ate..his chicken chop....was too oily....don like it..hahax...hmm....then around 8pm like tt...ate a grilled fish...hahaXx...i cook it myself...hahaXx... is like so yucks...then i gonna finish it la...cannot waste food la...hahaXx...the fish too salty,erm...not really cook...but...nvm....first time...jordan went today....so after work...around 9pm+went out with him to chinatown with qianmin...actually wanna go home de....but dunno y....we walk walk walk then go sit down eat so...jux like tt lor...hahaXx...then jux sit down there....eat,listening to the songs...tt guy who sing like derrick...hahaXx...but he's not good looking....hahaXx...if only he's as handsome as mine!~~AHEM*

after tt went home...erm...home....erm...home...erm...hahaXx...trying to be lame here...lol...
tmr gonna have arise!!~lolXx....erm...at expo...12.30 gonna reach...so meeting yuting 10.30am...then 11am qianmin....at bedok....makan makan then go expo....hahaXx...then after tt think i gonna go watch a midnite movie with my cousin terence....he's passing me my 100 bucks...oh....gonna spent like hell la...lolx...hmm...sunday i gonna get my pay...lol....first ever...!!~ok...erm....sunday church camp.....my bear bear!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ and I WANNA SLEEP WITH U!!!!!~U NOE WHO U R....LOL!!!~

xiao xing xing rawkz my life!~

ohohohoh!!!~yesterday went to work...from 11am-8pm...cox i wanna watch incredible tales....hahaXx...did saw weiwen on tv...he's so cute...!~heeXX....slept at 12midnite...i guess...around thet time la...hahaXx..

today i went to sch...actually wanted to go to sch my own de...but...father suddenly wake up then said wanna send me to sch...so go lor....don have english paper....only a lesson....if i noe is a lesson...can don go de lor...less than 15 ppl turnup for the lesson out of 80...so pathetic rite??during the lesson time...i guess only 3 to 4 ppl r listening....cox most of them r listening to mp3 and playing with their handphone....proudly admit tt i am 1 of them who r listening to my mp3...hahaXx...hmm...class end at 10.50am...then i went home le...erm..rest in my bed for awhile...erm..leave my house at 1pm for work...and half an hour qian min called me n asked me not to go le....tomorrow then go...cox he out of stock le...so not going to sell le...closing in the aftrnoon...tomorrow gonna reach around 1045am....so must leave at 945...1 hour enough la...hahaXx...hmm...then i came home lor...so stay at home all day lor...hmm...also good la..can rest for awhile...hmm...also very happy today....hahaXXxXx......box of.......heeXx*

hahaXx...xiao xing xing...so happy to see u online today...though we din talk much...but at least u reply me...think u quite busy...but hope u enjoy there...din expect u to online too..!!~hahaXx...so happy...heeX*
i miss u so much!!!!~i think tt's the reason y i don have to go to work today...jux to chat with u online...1 sentence!!~hahaXx...SMILE*

oh...i'm so tired....haix....jux back from work...erm...kidda fun....but was very tiring....erm...some of the yammers came to support him...like lindy,kenny,jackson,jordan,mark and her gf,wenlong also...and some more ppl...the elder adults.....erm....very tired....i work from 11am-9pm...10 hours leh...40 bucks...oh....hahaXx....my hard earned money...but haven get it yet...think i wan2 get it weekly ba...so everyweek i got more money to spend...heeXx....

tmr still have to work sia...erm.. i dunoo...think i gonna go at 11 to scare them off...suddenly don feel like going to sch....cox ...tmr my fren on tv at 10pm...erm....so gonna leave at 8pm tmr....i jux tell him....need to support my fren ma....if not call fren for wad?!!?~hahaXx....so 11am-8pm...9 hours...kidda gd....erm...36 bucks...ok...very very very tired.......kao......hmm

so nw i onli at night can play com....wooHoo!!!no work on sat n sunday....and next week too!!!!!!!cox church camp!!!~hahaXx....how i hope church camp nv end....cox i love being with the yammers....but some nv go....hahaXx...shi fu got go.....hahaXx...erm...think sosoosososososo!!!~

i goonaa gogogogogog play my com games...i miss it!!!!!!!!!!~

xiao xing xing wo hen xiangni!!~ni zhi dao ma??....hahaXx..

hey hi everyone....hahaXx...erm....today i went out ok...hahaXx...finally ya??lolX...erm....in the evening went to jurong point n watch over the hedge...with seet cheng,serene,eunice,eugene and auntie eyelyn...yup....erm...i dun know y...not really in the mood to watch..but still watch....seet cheng treat de...so watch lor...erm..thanks anw....erm...i don hav the mood to laugh...but still laugh.....indeed a fake one...hahaXx...kkk...erm...went to auntie mary hse after tt...then 10pm...cab home...so here i am...hahaXx....oh...so this is how i spent my monday....erm...tmr...tuesday...i gonna go work....helping edmund out with his new stall....at...i dunno where...somewhere near outrum park.......hahaX...so kidda excited about tmr....work at 11am....end at i dunnoo....jux helping out....not for the sake of money...but with a heart of helping...anw,he said he's paying me...lol...so cannot reject...

this sat...i'm ushering at arise concert...looking foward to tt concert...cox last year was very very fun....the singing and the dancing...the whole thing.....everything....so this year....hope it will be fun...and of cox...i go there for god...jux want to refresh myself,my spirit...and......dotsdotsots....i know myself wad i wan....

this sunday....is church camp...oh....i also.....dots dots dots....i know wad i wan....erm...jux hope to enjoy myself there...and get to know more ppl....i guess...tt's god's plan...think so....i jux wanna...

xiao xing xing.........................*SMILE*

hey EVERYONE SEEEEEEE tHE PIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~SHE"S MY OUXIANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~hahahXxxx...so happy can??u know y i'm not smiling???cox i'm nervous....hahaXx...i wan2 take with her again next week...then u will see my smile the sweetest in the whole world!!~hahaX...kidding...her smile is sweeter than mine!!~...n her singing is so beautiful la....hahaXx....put the pic small bcox later will see my pimple...hahaXx

today went to church,service,lunch,camp briefing........until 5 like tt...then we leave...then have dinner...then i went to seet cheng hse le...go get the bag...stay there for dinner.....hmm...then home le lor....tomorrow no sch leh....sian sian sian....kao....the camp...at nite then go sia...haix.....go church then need to go home then church again...kao...u think i got nothing to do ar...hahaXx....MY ouxiaNg going leh!!!~hhaaaaaXx....but too bad...not in the same room...i with...i duuno tt some1...i never gonna talk to tt some1....if tt person is not crappy..don care....so stoopid la...how can they put me with some1 i dunno...i so shy....i can don really care about tt some1 lor...anyway i duuno her...don care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

xiao xing xing.......i miss uu lots lots lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~whn u r back,i'm away!!!!!!!!~

the time now is 2.30am....n i still not tired....cant slp....i dunno y either....feeling so hyper nw...erm...ok...jux nw...at first...i was so pissed off by ****** ***......bcox lied to me...very angry...and i duunoo wad to do..then here comes my super man....my beloved cousin TERENCE....n he said he will sponser me 80...then he suddenly change to 100 & said take it as my belated bday present...kaO....is so much man....god,y????
he's my super man.....show u his pic next time...when i meet up with him....gonna have a photozation day...haha...think this coming friday goonna go watch da vinci code with him.....the unchangeable cousrel goona rule the street on friday 9 june!!!~WATCH OUT!!!~mayb planning a toning at some place...cox...we cousin got too much to take about.....jux a few hours wont be enough de....have to ton...sit at some places...then talk for 6-7 hours then breakfast...then home...hahaX...cox we meet up once every 4-5 months and only holidays comes then go out...4-5 monthss...in between got lots of exciting things happen de...so ton to talk about it lor...hahaxx..but good things always will have end ar....so the hours everytime so fast...then so fast morning....if only he don leave so far...then we could meet up mostly once a week...hahaXx to hangout...but now better...at least we still got chat online...not like last time...we don have each other msn....canoot chat...hahaXx...sms....oh....expensive sia...hmm...so glad i have a cousin like him...hahaXx..

oh...my xiao xing xing...i miss u so much!!!!~hahaXx....*guess who*lol...

i'm so boring today la.......never go out...haix....nth to do....i woke at 2pm+....before tt around 9am..got woke up by vanessa....ask me wan2 perform in church camp ma....siao ah...kao.....diao...i dunno wad to type....i jux...i dunno....my heartbeat super fast now.....160 plus.....i'm trembling.....like i dunno....whenever there's a fight or i have to speak up or break up a fight....i will be trembling like hell....u can see me tremble without feeling it....legs n hand...whole body ba....aiya....after awhile think will be ok le la....ok...i jux hope they will leave soonn....they r so irritating...then like tt wont cause so much misery to the people around...

tomorrow sunday le...church...oh....need to pay for church camp le....and think i got no where to go....think i'm going to seet cheng house to get the bag for my church camp...oh...and i haven change my money yet...think gonna change on monday or something de...aiya...dunooo leh..my mood up & down...before signing up...i feel like going...after signing up....got afew times...dun feel like going...dunno y...think it goonna be fun...the place n the activities...n the ppl...hope will be very very very fun ba...if noot...then like tt lor....

my xiao xing xing gonna leave.....oh...cry cry cry....hahaXx....i miss my xiao xing xing...guess who*hahaXx...

jux wanna share something with u all...about this guy....i forward this mail to some only....plz read...
-------------this guy here...look at him....he was born without limbs....below is a stoy of him...read please!!~

My name is Nick Vujicic and I give God the Glory for how He has used my testimony to touch thousands of hearts around the world! I was born without limbs and doctors have no medical explanation for this birth "defect". As you can imagine, I was faced with many challenges and obstacles.Consider it pure joy, my Brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds.
To count our hurt, pain and struggle as nothing but pure joy? As my parents were christians and my Dad even a Pastor of our church, they knew that verse very well. However, on the morning of the 4th of December 1982 in Melbourne (Australia), the last two words on the minds of my parents was "Praise God!". Their firstborn son had been born without limbs!There were no warnings or time to prepare themselves for it. The doctors were shocked and had no answers at all! There is still no medical reason why this had happened and Nick now has a Brother and Sister who were born just like any other baby.The whole church mourned over my birth and my parents were absolutely devastated. Everyone asked, "if God is a God of Love, then why would God let something this bad happen to not just anyone, but dedicated Christians?" My Dad thought I wouldn't survive for very long, but tests proved that I was a healthy baby boy just with a few limbs missing.Understandably, my parents had strong concern and evident fears of what kind of life I'd be able to lead. God provided them strength, wisdom and courage through those early years and soon after that I was old enough to go to school.The law in Australia didn't allow me to be integrated into a main-stream school because of my physical disability. God did miracles and gave my Mom the strength to fight for the law to be changed. I was one of the first disabled students to be integrated into a main-stream school. I liked going to school, and just try to live life like everyone else,but it was in my early years of school where I encountered uncomfortable times of feeling rejected, weird and bullied because of my physical difference. It was very hard for me to get used to, but with the support of my parents, I started to develop attitudes and values which helped me overcome these challenging times. I knew that I was different but on the inside I was just like everyone else. There were many times when I felt so low that I wouldn't go to school just so I didn't have to face all the negative attention. I was encouraged by my parents to ignore them and to try start making friends by just talking with some kids. Soon the students realized that I was just like them, and starting there God kept on blessing me with new friends.There were times when I felt depressed and angry because I couldn't change the way I was, or blame anyone for that matter. I went to Sunday School and learnt that God loves us all and that He cares for you. I understood that love to a point as a child, but I didn't understand that if God loved me why did He make me like this? Is it because I did something wrong? I thought I must have because out of all the kids at school, I'm the only weird one. I felt like I was a burden to those around me and the sooner I go, the better it'd be for everyone. I wanted to end my pain and end my life at a young age, but I am thankful once again, for my parents and family who were always there to comfort me and give me strength.Due to my emotional struggles I had experienced with bullying, self esteem and loneliness, God has implanted a passion of sharing my story and experiences to help others cope with whatever challenge they have in their life and let God turn it into a blessing. To encourage and inspire others to live to their fullest potential and not let anything get in the way of accomplishing their hopes and dreams.one of the first lesson i learnt was not to take things for granted.

aiya i dun wan 2 continue le la....if u wan the email...ask me to send u.... this r the things he said...i find it true and should learn from it...

the awesome thing about the power of god, is that if we want to do something for god,instead of focusing on our capability,concentrate on our availability for we know that it is god through us and we can't do anything without him.once we make ourselves available for god's work,we rely on god's capabilities.

if you have the desire and passion to do something and it's god's will,you will achieve it in good time.

jux back from sch for the math mock examination paper 2...erm erm erm...quite easy...i jux dunno how to do 1 question..the gradient,forotten about it le....y=mx+c....but dunno wad it means....wad's y intercept i also forgotten...so only tt question i dunno how to do...still got 20mins left when i finish the paper...never go dnt today...alot of ppl nv go take the paper....less then 20 came in my class..out of 38...then the hall is so quiet...can concertrate leh...not like in class do test....is killling me!!~the class is so noisy...haha~

hi...hahaXx....erm...today i pon sch...hahaXx...don feel like going..cox very tired...then i sleep until 1pm+ then wake up..erm...stay at home all day....kidda boring...erm...tomorrw got math mock examination paper 2 sia....sian....i don wan2 do the formula sheet also....very sian....if everything write on paper...then when n level leh....no paper to see de leh....so must remember the formula....hahaXx...i don feel like going to dnt also...i mean tmr...erm...think next week then go ba....i think i go 2 hours only la...don wanna stay too long...if not i will sure bored to death de...hahaXx....

oh...i jux read his blog...erm...he's so sweet...but very silly doing too much things tt he need not to do...poning his job jux to acc someone...paying $900 bcox nv go for his modeling job and noting down all the things...n bought it for tt some1...cabing from the west to the east,n back to the west....even during midnite...
even without the some1 knowing jux to see tt some1 for 15mins....he jux cab down to tt some1 hse n waited for 3 hours +....but tt some1 was chilling with the fren....he knew tt...all this will end 1 day...becox of some reason...can u still find some1 like this..he's always doing things tt will surprise some1...HE'S SIMPLY TOO SWEET!!!!~ mei you ni de mei yi tian kuai le li wo hao yao yuan