i'm so boring today la.......never go out...haix....nth to do....i woke at 2pm+....before tt around 9am..got woke up by vanessa....ask me wan2 perform in church camp ma....siao ah...kao.....diao...i dunno wad to type....i jux...i dunno....my heartbeat super fast now.....160 plus.....i'm trembling.....like i dunno....whenever there's a fight or i have to speak up or break up a fight....i will be trembling like hell....u can see me tremble without feeling it....legs n hand...whole body ba....aiya....after awhile think will be ok le la....ok...i jux hope they will leave soonn....they r so irritating...then like tt wont cause so much misery to the people around...

tomorrow sunday le...church...oh....need to pay for church camp le....and think i got no where to go....think i'm going to seet cheng house to get the bag for my church camp...oh...and i haven change my money yet...think gonna change on monday or something de...aiya...dunooo leh..my mood up & down...before signing up...i feel like going...after signing up....got afew times...dun feel like going...dunno y...think it goonna be fun...the place n the activities...n the ppl...hope will be very very very fun ba...if noot...then like tt lor....

my xiao xing xing gonna leave.....oh...cry cry cry....hahaXx....i miss my xiao xing xing...guess who*hahaXx...