see the first pic....i took it in jackson car...he forced me to do so...then said tt after taking must say hi to the other ppl...so rubbish

second pic took in marine...much nicer....

woooHhoo!!~

yesterday went to watch night at the museum...with 13 church frens

very funni show...i like the dum dum part...i want gumgum...

"quiet,my dum dum wanna speak"...hahaa...

dun know wad i'm toking abt???nevermind...

after tt left onli me,xianjie,jackson and auntie ruth,the westsider la...

and they all wanna go find the ppl in meta camp....

but cant find them...so we went to cheese prata shop...

hahaaha...

and auntie ruth was toking abt her past...

so just listen..manners ma...ppl tok u listen...

and the jackson tong keep disturbing me

on the way back home,since my house is just opposite kranji camp....

so jackson took us in for a ride...showing us he's camp last time

quite cool....hahahaha

oh ya..i'm in clementi ite..taking business and service skill...hahaha

so happi...and i bought s.h.e tix le...heeeX...but the tix not with me...cox i ask my fren help me buy...

the information counter fault...go lunch 4 pm then come back...no time to wait for them...

haaaaa...nth much to blog....so boring...please don sleep whenu read this entry~~

christmas????
hmm...this year christmas like quite different
cox spending more time with frens..
cox last time got family gathering ma...
and also very fun de...got games and quiz...now.....very sian ar...very quiet in the hse...
so i rather spend time with frens...to make myself happi...than staying in the house like no 1 talk to me..
actually wanna go out with terence watch night at the museum de....But he wanna bring a fren along...is alrite with me and my sista...but i don wanna watch huang jing jia...the jay chou show...
wasting money watching the show u don like...hmm...reallly very waste money...~hahahahaX
oh ya...at the dinner i also saw west spring english HOD....

shanghai shanghai shanghai shanghai shanghai...aRgghh!!!~
oh i wanna go....cox maybe my sista and terence going over to look after my niece...cox my cousin's maid visa expire le...bUt i have to report to school on the 4 january.arGh!!!!~
shanghai shanghai shanghai shanghai shanghai...i wanna Gooo!!!!~

hmm...and i'm so happi to know tt most of my sch frens don wanna me to leave the sch...but i got no choice...they said tt they will miss my teasing...hahahaha....
gonna miss them for sure...cox they are all nice people...willing to be tease by me...
later going ite i tease ppl...then they not happi...beat me up...but nevermind....i can call water come....see they still dare to beat me anot...hahahahhaX...

haix wad is wrong with me...
i told myself not to do tt again...
but i did tt stoopid thing again....haiX
haix so disappointed...
i just don wanna be like that*thinking*ERK!!!~
dui bu Qi~
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just back from youth camp...was quite fun..
i love my group flare!!!
din sleep well...
big bang was super fun..i like amber group esp when caleb act as pastor

i cant promote to sec 5...even though i passed all the subjects...
but nevermind la...can go learn new things ma..
hope can goin to business an service skill...cox 1 year onli...hahaX...then can go higher nitec for 2 years..
then Poly....

yeahyeahyeah!!!!!i'm buying my s.h.e concert ticket this friday....but gonna buy 68 onli..cox i really super broke le....still haven pay for christmas dinner...

a few nights ago...
i was in my room...lying on the bed...
the house was super quiet..and i heard some noise from outside..
parents was sleeping and sista not home yet

i heard the dining chair MOVED!!!~arGh~~!!!!!
then after that....i heard.....the kitchen...got someone taking the plate....arGh!!~

after that..i heard chairs moving...but not from my house la... from upstairs
then suddenly...i heard someone shouted.....but the voice like from my room....infront of me...
....believe me la...though i like to imagine alot of things...but...that's not imagination...hahaha....

ERRRK!!~
i'm getting my results on monday...chikalaka!!~

had a dream last night..
back to my childhood time...
when me and my cousins playing in bukit batok area....
while the adults were playing majong and playing cards
i noe i cant turn back time...but i'm so happy i had this dream last night... and i wish that i will never wake u from tt dream
i love the days when we playing monkey and banana??...dunno wad's the name of the game la...and catching,lots more silly games we played...was so funni...
playing basketball at the basketball court...rock climbing and miss the backstreet boys singing "shape of my heart"
this song always makes me think of terence,my sista,me and nic...singing at auntie evelyn house...
we were so mad about backstreet boys last time...and we rockclimb to the top and stand there and sing backstreet boys songs...treating that as backstreet boys plane..
the last time we went back there was this year first day of chinese new year...
but this time is different....we've grown up...so we just climb to the top and talk...about our funni things and silly things we did in our childhood.

really miss all those days alot...and now no more everysat family gathering
i just don understand why they have to do this...
why they have to break this family into half...
why still now they don know tt they are wrong..?
and why the others still cant forgive them??
money is evil...bcox of money...reletionship broken...(part of the reason)

last time the family feel so much with love
but now,is so empty...

but i'm really glad that me,terence and my sista still meet up sometimes during our holidays
everytime sure will ton de...and lots of non-stop topics to talk about...
always take the first train home....
really feel so happy and comfortable with them...even sharing thiings or telling them secret..
and we always believe that someday all of us will be back together and meet up everyweek...
and we are hoping this day to come soon...

3 years...ever since that day.....
i dunno the meaning of love....
now everything seems...so wrong...why they have to do this..?don they have feelings?and aint they guilty of wad they had done?

empty~lonely~lifeless~

Where is the love!?~//

Listening says,"i value your opinion,i care about our relationship,and you matter to me."the cliche is true: people dont care what we know until they know we care.

a soft answer is always better than a sarcastic one
the bible says,"A gentle response defuse anger,but a sharp tongue kindles a temple-fire."
hahahahahahaXxx

It takes lots of effort to restore a relationship.That's why peter urged"work hard for peace with others." But when you work for peace,you are doing what god would do.That's wad make peacemakers his children.

AHJEEEBOOOOOOoo!!!!!!!!!
lolX

yesterday some of us was playing with him in the prayer room...then took some of his pic..Act dao,cute,angry.....hahahahaX

yesterday was very sian in church after service....like nth to do...then alot of people were packing the stuff for the people in myanmar...went to help..but they gonna finish soon..."zI"

one idiot pissed me off.....so irritating!!!!!!!!~huairen..hUaiiren..HUAIREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then went for dinner with them....but feeling so super tired....30 hours never sleep

but was quite fun...they all laming here and there....."aiyo,hai bu chuo oh...man diao de"

-purpose driven day 16

TRUST

Jesus often referred to life as a TRUST and told many stories to illustrate this responsibility towards god.

In the story of the talents,a businessman ENTRUST his wealth to the care of his servants while he's away.When he returns,he evaluates each servant's RESPONSIBILITY and REWARDS them accordingly.The owner says, "well done,good and faithful servant!You have been faithful with a few things; i will put in charge of many things.Come and share your master's happiness."
If you treat everything as a trust,god promises three rewards in eternity.

• God's affirmation: he will say,"Good job,well done!"
• Next you will receive promotion and be given greater responsibility in eternity: "i will put you in charge of many things."
• Then you will be honoured with a celebration:Come and share your master's happiness."

TEMPORARY ASSIGNMENT

"lord,remind me how brief my time on earth will be.Remind me that my days are numbered,and that my life is fleeing away. Psalm 39:4

Repeatedly the bible compares life on earth to temporarily living in foreign country.This is not our permanent home.

the bible says, "we are Christ ambassadors." Sadly many Christians betrayed their king and his kingdom.They they foolishly concluded that because they live on earth,its their home.The bible is clear: "friends,this world is not your home,so don't make yourselves cozy in it.Don't indulge your ego at the expense of the soul."
The fact earth is not our ultimate home explains why,as followers of Jesus,we experience difficulty,sorrow, and rejection in this world.It also explains why some of God's promises seems unfulfilled,Some prayers unanswered and circumstances seem unfair. In order to keep us from becoming too attached to earth,god allows us to feel a significant amount of discontent and dissatisfaction in life.(longing that will never be fulfilled on this side of eternity. we are not happy here because because we're not suppose to be!

"we fix our eyes not on what is seen,but on what is unseen.For what is seen is Temporary,but what is unseen is eternal."