KELLY CLARKSON-because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so youngYou should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you,I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you,I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you,I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you,I am afraid
Because of you,Because of you
AaaArRrrrGggGhHhHh!!!!!!...Haix !~don worry...i'm fine...jux shout for fun nia...!~
today went church...forgot to bring my wallet,then i need to borrow money from others la...dots..
then not in a good mood...coz no wallet,no money...n bcox...u went missing~...i was looking for u...keep on asking ppl ard where are u..but no 1 noe...dots..then cant find u...thought u ps me...but u said i ps u first...sorry i din know u wanna sit beside me...coz i thought u wanna sit with deniece ma..sorry=/went to youth..was very lazy to take the food from the table..then tracie feed me...hahaX..like small kids like tt sia....SYLVIA WEE!!hello?!~how old liao ar?..hahaX..then after youth i go see the guitar lesson..coz they playing happy ending ma...my favourite song ma...then i play play play....lindy came into the room..n i asked her to play...then when she's playing,auntie pit came in...n said ...erm...dunno wad la..then start to said about hse fellowship...then asked me why i never go...then i wanted to said next month...then i said wrong...i said next week..hahaX...then she ask me to lead worship in hse fellowship..oh my!!!~lead worship?!~i told her this year i can play..but not so fast ba..!~i never lead worship in my entire life before la...sia lala!~...i jux play the guitar will do....hahax..erm...then after tt...go 4th floor...play the drum n guitar...i was acting as if i'm leading worship...playing the guitar while singing....infront of the mic...when the mic is not on..hahaX..so stoopid...then daddy n lindy teach me how to sing...hahaXx...coz...aiya..don wanna say...around 6pm we left church...me lindy qianmin n daddy went to look for kenny...n we went to clementi for dinner...then around 8pm...we go vanessa hse...crap at first..in the end all end up studying..only qian min...making the most noise...then kanna ask to go back around 10+...wahaha...the rest of us left at around 11+...i haven finish my physics...haix...tmr no physics lesson...oi!i wan2 pass physics ok,not jux pass but at least a A2 can...?!~make sure u get ar...oi!~SYLVIA WEE...!!~i talking to u leh...haiz...think sylvia wee slp le..so i also wanna slp le...coz no sylvia...no crap>inFaMOUS<

Nit3NiTE!!~