the day i'm afraid of is finally here..

the day i thought will never happen it really happened!~

and then i will think of the past and tell myself...sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu`

there's a super big difference now.....

if onli theres another chance.....and they NEVER appear in my story

i wan it again~A chance again~i wan it all over again!!~

avril lavigne...her album gonna be out on the april 18,in asia i think is on the 20th...must buy....gonna listen to the coolest gal composer and have some hard rock time with her lastest album THE BEST DAMN THING'
first hit...girlfriend...in store now!!~so gRab it now~

no matter how far the journey may be,no matter how high i have to climb the mountain,no matter how deep the seas is..i Will go for it to fulfill my one and onli dream~

雨不停落下来花怎么都不开尽管我细心灌溉你说不爱就不爱我一个人欣赏悲哀爱只剩下无奈我一直不愿再去猜钢琴上黑键之间永远都夹着空白缺了一块就不精采紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢我用背叛自己完成你的期盼把手放开不问一句say goodbye当作最后一次对你的溺爱冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管只要你能愉快有一句感慨还能够跟谁对白在你关上门之前替我再回头看看那些片段还在不在心

fun fun day today...though onli a short hours.....
had family dinner today......
before tt went lot 1 with terence....he bring me go play xbox....
was my first time playing la....quite fun also....
then the dinner start late la....1 hour late...haaaa
after dinner actually wanna go watch movie de....shawn,terence,ber and me....but terence live very far leh...
then tomorrow all got work and i got sch...haix

rEnee got say bye to me....she's just so super cute la....
and she's sick...oh so sad...haix...

ohohoh....sch holidays coming soon...
and i wanna go work....starbucks again la.....
i wanabuy a_ ___......heeeeeX

this year new year was super fun....
from the reunion dinner to CNY chu san......very rush during the ban nian
but i just love the family gathering....i'm so super happy tt almost all went to my uncle house on the first day of new year..though onli 1 family never come...but really enjoyed it...is like back to the past..once again can hear the laughter again...cursing banker to die...lol...

chu 1 hmm...when i went to my ah ma house the people there prayed for me...and my family salvation...^_^
though din tok much with aza they all...
went to my old neighbour house...haaa...seeing the kids play...is like me and my cousins in the past...haaaa..
oh..haaa....my uncle there haaaa....very funny...shishi was drunk~!!!~haaaa....the one and onli who got drunk....we were on the floor playing cards and all laugh until siao cox she was saying some qi guai things...lol...
and i lose money....my nephew won like 70 bucks la....so heng~
play till 12 plus then went home le...cox terence not in sg...so cant ton this year...

chu er....whole day at pastor' house...onli went out for 3 hours to my uncle house....won like 20 bucks for movie..wooHoo!!!~
went to watch mentu with the people...was quite boring......haiX
back home at 2 plus......and then on the phone with evan..telling her my xin shi..

chu sha...super tiring day...haaaa....was very funni day too...my uncle they all keep on playing trick on me....basket!!~
esp the banker....say if 8 then die...then i keep on shouting 8....then my uncle open the card is 8....then he got 21...!!!!!~
but still i won 20 bucks....but back to shawn's house...shu le la....nigel was super funni..haaaa~

and i got a kiss from renee...at first she was so super shy...and then when is going home time...she warm up le...and she tok to me....Hahahaha!!so happi....~
haix so tired...

wo bu xiang zai guai ni de shi le...

*in cab with my sista*

*at ah ma house with jeremy*

*the 5 tt always appear at ah ma house when we were young*
*brandon at ah ma house*

*renee*heeeX

*my yi qian house at bukit panjang*

**LUo ZHi xianG In SingapORe**
** sillY mehmeh**

*not very clear

went out ard 11 plus to xiao zhu luo zhi xiang autograph session...queue for like 6 hours....
he's quite handsome la...sang ai zhuan jiao and he got dance jing wu men....somemore he speak english..."oh i got no problem with tt"....haaa....so funni~
i left after getting the autograph.....i got it very fast....less than 1 hour...bcox i cut queue...
people have to walk 1 big round and i just walk straight and to the stage...haaaa....
xiao zhu sosososososo Hao!!!the Dj says that onli can sign 1...and if u wanna sign another 1 queue from the back again....and xiao zhu said NO....don so troublesome....if u have 10 in ur hand just sign 10 at once....and finish signing all then he will leave....there were 5000 plus people there....tt's wad the Dj said... and can somemore can shake hand....cox most of the time alot of people cannot shake hands....xiao zhu very good!!~

after that went shopping at J8 since there already...then to lot1 and continue to shop....
spent 150 plus today....haix....broke le la....
but i like my specs...and the S i brought...not becox of xiaozhu...the show....becox my name start with an 'S'
HahhaAahhaa!!!~

Damn man~my msn live messenger kanna virus or sth....just wadever i send you don click on it...
but i uninstall it le....so wont be sending anything~
so ****...argh!!!~

HEyHEyhEY everyone Hana kimi Goona be on Channel U...everyweek days 7pm from 15 february onwards....MUST WATCH!!~
i love that show very very very much....not just becox got ella and wu zun and my fav Ying Kai Huang jing you jiaO....silly daDong!!~haaaaa....
super funny show,entertaining....and...you all just watch then will understand!~dunno how to explain...
hmm just finish watching epi 12.....:'(....and is so super touching....ErK!!~
must watct ar...meh meh de zuRen~

sch still the same...very busy with projects....and more projects coming up...
but still very fun with all the frens around....quite glad that my class relationship got better...though still got misunderstanding between afew ppl....but i guess will be over soon...

Still haven buy my new years clothes...haix...no time....but bought 1 top on sunday....
so maybe going bugis with yvonne they all for shopping this friday...hope they can go off at 12.30pm since the O level result out on tt day...just let the people go off early la....haaaaa...
Sat....i guess will be another tiring day for me....gonna stand until my leg ache....I"M GOING TO LUO ZHI XIANG AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!!~
he's coming to SINGAPORE!!~FINALLY...everytime see him on tv hosting the yu le bai fen bai
then really hope tt 1 day can see him....just hope tt he will dance jing wu men......haaaaa~~
shawn kor kor buying the album for me...heeX.....cox i broke le~
OH...is at Junction 8 top of the 8...but i think the queue start from the first floor
5pm start....
but i'll start queuing at 12pm with my sec sch frens.....heeX....very excited....~~

haaaaa....i've change my slide show.....go take a look...
just refresh.....is at the front of the page!!~

Oh....really alot of projects need to do...

and this week,my class aint going very well.....
i guess is just misunderstanding....or sth else i dunno....and everyone is like treating tt person not gd....and i also dunno wad to do~haix....

Just finish watching zong yi da ge da..makes me laugh until siao....the s.h.e do alot of stOOopid things....esp ella....so fuNNy!!~

Yeah i gonna go work after chinese new Year...woOhhhOOo!!!~

the pic cool huH???"Wo Shi Ying Kai Huang Jing You Jiao"Wang Dong Cheng~!!!

GoT a very sAd nEws here~
Xu WEi LUn just pass away~in an accident
was sent to hospital 2days ago
but couldnt save her....
she's such a beautiful ladY...and only 28 this year......
haix....sure will miss her...canT watch her taiwan Drama anymore~

the first pic from s.h.e concert then s.h.e autograph session then fei Lun haI.....

s.h.e autograph session was....alot of people....i queue for like 2 hours 30mins.....

the autograph session must end at 6pm...so alot of people at the back cant shake hand with them...aannD i also cant~~SO SAd~....BUt HEBE SMILE AT ME!!!!!!~...i was waiting for my lyrics book and i was standing infront of her not quite near...but also not very far 2 steps away la...heeXx...~SHE SMILE AT ME!!!!!~~ArrrGGggggggg~~~~~~

oh their next album releasing after chinese new year

then after tt i took cab down to imm for Fei Lun Hai autograph session........the WhOLe IMM MADNESSS!!!~

THousands lots of people were there...and have to push here and there...they are even much much much more famOus then F4......

they are SO HANDSOME!!!!!!!!!!~heeeXX......esp....wu zun and WANg Dong CHenG~

ii QuEue for 4 hours Plus...and i'm still ouT of the shopping centre....

cant get in there.....thousand of people cant get their autograph...

they sign for 4 hours plus...and sing us a song to say sorry bcox they got other things to attend....

hmm...was quite sad...but...they too famous le arh....

never mind their next album when they come singapore.....

i morning sure queue up....

Just back from kallang..
aLOt of people there....the football match and s.h.e concert and no 1 care about the damn traffic police there...
Phew~was late for the concert...but haihao they din start on time....
start 35mins late.....the concert was AWESOME!!!!~
starting i was super excitied and when they started their first song,i was like dunno why keep on smiling...and my frens keep on saying i siao....haaaaaaX....
the concert was so high....special guest for this concert is SUN YANZI and FAHLUNHAI...woOOhOo....and they sang my fav song.....AidAO,chAo Xi hUAn nI....and first day by sun yanzi...heeXx...
i really super excited tt tomorrow can see wanG dOng CHeng!!!!~and wu ZUn!!!!~PLus HEbE...heeeX....

Went back to west spring today....

was very Fun!!!~

new cca about the blading de...haaa....

took a few pics while my frens are blading...and the red t-shirt lady is a teacher...haaaX....

and a silly me suppoting the door...hahahaXx

Oh....mrs yam back to sch to teach and she's pregnent again...haaa....Oh...is a guy again...heeX ..

daniel,faruQ went back to school also....and i saw my pri sch fren Rudy!!....heeX....he went back to my sec sch with my malay frens....

my fren said tt i'm still the same...everytime say"i'm very hungry"haaaa.....seriously was super hungry in school la....ate alot of things until i cannot play volleyball...

and i kanna blueblack from charmaine peh again....~

after that went to plaza to buy feilunhai album....they gonna have their autograph session at imm on sunday 6pm....andandand S.h.e autograph session at juntion 8 3pm on sunday.....

so i have to rush down from s.h.e autograph session to imm for the feilunhai de.....wah~super rush siA!!!

but i haven buy s.h.e album...i wanna buy the dvd...but haven come out yet leh..tmr i go buy...the person said sure have de....

HeeX....so damn HappI la....Tomorrow S.H.E de concert le....and i cant wait for it to start.....

and the autograph session....3months never see them le...so miss them alot...heeXXx...

yesterday me dex and qianmin
got nth better to do,we went to watch a movie call pans labyrinth
and tt show...hmm....quite boring....but i like the beginning and the ending...
haaaa...

hmm...today school was very fun!!~though up to 5pm
and i enjoyed my group SBM meeting
nicholas was so DamN cute during the meeting....haaaa

anD my head hor....pain leh....yesterday i knocked against the table
haiz....and lindeee i not silly la....yesterday i bad mood ma...

WooHoo~just 5 more Days!!!
S.H.E conCErt!!!~oh~so damn happi.....and fei luN hai also going....So shuai so shUai!!!
hope tank also going and....xi wang the another special guest is Jay Chou!!~HeeeEEeEeeXxXx
and friday watchinG cha Wu and monday going iceskate with deniece~wooHooo~
wanna come along?call me ba...haaaaXx

phew~ so Glad that Eugene mei shi le=)

Todays Dance was awEsome!!~
the Dance was so Damn HOT!!!~and everyone was so hIgh in the haLL...
sch getting more fuN~but lots of projects coming up...
from feb onwards till may,haiz....1 subject,3 projects...and i got 5 subjects....haix...
but haihaO got holidays in march and april....
this year cannot go church camp,cannot go KL....cannot go overseas....haix...
my holidays all different from the sec sch people....
but hope i can go shanghai with my cousins....go there still can save hotel money...
then still can shop until siaO...somemore the things there so cheap!!~

sadsadsad!!~
haix......feeling so guilty...
dou zhe men duo tian le....
still don tok to me

woOhOoo!!!!~~~
i'm so happi tOday..not bcox i had starbucks caramel hot chocolate or 2 cups of mocha
spend alot on hot drinks...cox cold weather sia...
haaaa.....sch end at 11.30 today...suppose to end 1230 la....but teacher never come
went back to west spring.....and today their cca day ma...
really very happi seeing all the frens there....
and i met two sec 1 boys....haha...got 1 guy very cute de...keep on jie jie here and there..
another pervertic asshole....haaaX...
i also kanna blueblack la...quite a big one on my hand....by charmaine peh....basket....everytime pinch me
and still own me lunch...
got my testimonial from miss chan...then 2.30pm all the student must report to the hall ma....so i change to my infamous 4E class T-shirt...cox my polotee very wet...then wear west spring pants....haaa...then become student there le lor....then in the hall must sit according to class...so i sat with 5A....haaa...really feel like the sec 5 student....then i super scared ms ong come catch my hair...haaa....then must listen to mr soh tok rubbish...but i got permission to sit there...heeeX

walked around toking to people...ps ar too popular in school liao...
then after tt go volleyball training....until 5.30pm plus...then go lot1...
hahahaaaaa....i got my bday present......is a pillow with MehmeH!!!!~hahahaX.....
but i prefer silly meh...hEeXx....

haaa...really so happi la....super like west spring alot...frens there rockX...haha...
but the food all change le...no more my favourite chicken wing le....haix....
ite so unfamiliar....don like!!~
think going back next week also...
cox i wanna get my cert...haven ready?then the next week go again...haha....
hope the cert don so fast redy...heeX...

see the first pic....i took it in jackson car...he forced me to do so...then said tt after taking must say hi to the other ppl...so rubbish

second pic took in marine...much nicer....

woooHhoo!!~

yesterday went to watch night at the museum...with 13 church frens

very funni show...i like the dum dum part...i want gumgum...

"quiet,my dum dum wanna speak"...hahaa...

dun know wad i'm toking abt???nevermind...

after tt left onli me,xianjie,jackson and auntie ruth,the westsider la...

and they all wanna go find the ppl in meta camp....

but cant find them...so we went to cheese prata shop...

hahaaha...

and auntie ruth was toking abt her past...

so just listen..manners ma...ppl tok u listen...

and the jackson tong keep disturbing me

on the way back home,since my house is just opposite kranji camp....

so jackson took us in for a ride...showing us he's camp last time

quite cool....hahahaha

oh ya..i'm in clementi ite..taking business and service skill...hahaha

so happi...and i bought s.h.e tix le...heeeX...but the tix not with me...cox i ask my fren help me buy...

the information counter fault...go lunch 4 pm then come back...no time to wait for them...

haaaaa...nth much to blog....so boring...please don sleep whenu read this entry~~

christmas????
hmm...this year christmas like quite different
cox spending more time with frens..
cox last time got family gathering ma...
and also very fun de...got games and quiz...now.....very sian ar...very quiet in the hse...
so i rather spend time with frens...to make myself happi...than staying in the house like no 1 talk to me..
actually wanna go out with terence watch night at the museum de....But he wanna bring a fren along...is alrite with me and my sista...but i don wanna watch huang jing jia...the jay chou show...
wasting money watching the show u don like...hmm...reallly very waste money...~hahahahaX
oh ya...at the dinner i also saw west spring english HOD....

shanghai shanghai shanghai shanghai shanghai...aRgghh!!!~
oh i wanna go....cox maybe my sista and terence going over to look after my niece...cox my cousin's maid visa expire le...bUt i have to report to school on the 4 january.arGh!!!!~
shanghai shanghai shanghai shanghai shanghai...i wanna Gooo!!!!~

hmm...and i'm so happi to know tt most of my sch frens don wanna me to leave the sch...but i got no choice...they said tt they will miss my teasing...hahahaha....
gonna miss them for sure...cox they are all nice people...willing to be tease by me...
later going ite i tease ppl...then they not happi...beat me up...but nevermind....i can call water come....see they still dare to beat me anot...hahahahhaX...

haix wad is wrong with me...
i told myself not to do tt again...
but i did tt stoopid thing again....haiX
haix so disappointed...
i just don wanna be like that*thinking*ERK!!!~
dui bu Qi~
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just back from youth camp...was quite fun..
i love my group flare!!!
din sleep well...
big bang was super fun..i like amber group esp when caleb act as pastor

i cant promote to sec 5...even though i passed all the subjects...
but nevermind la...can go learn new things ma..
hope can goin to business an service skill...cox 1 year onli...hahaX...then can go higher nitec for 2 years..
then Poly....

yeahyeahyeah!!!!!i'm buying my s.h.e concert ticket this friday....but gonna buy 68 onli..cox i really super broke le....still haven pay for christmas dinner...

a few nights ago...
i was in my room...lying on the bed...
the house was super quiet..and i heard some noise from outside..
parents was sleeping and sista not home yet

i heard the dining chair MOVED!!!~arGh~~!!!!!
then after that....i heard.....the kitchen...got someone taking the plate....arGh!!~

after that..i heard chairs moving...but not from my house la... from upstairs
then suddenly...i heard someone shouted.....but the voice like from my room....infront of me...
....believe me la...though i like to imagine alot of things...but...that's not imagination...hahaha....

ERRRK!!~
i'm getting my results on monday...chikalaka!!~

had a dream last night..
back to my childhood time...
when me and my cousins playing in bukit batok area....
while the adults were playing majong and playing cards
i noe i cant turn back time...but i'm so happy i had this dream last night... and i wish that i will never wake u from tt dream
i love the days when we playing monkey and banana??...dunno wad's the name of the game la...and catching,lots more silly games we played...was so funni...
playing basketball at the basketball court...rock climbing and miss the backstreet boys singing "shape of my heart"
this song always makes me think of terence,my sista,me and nic...singing at auntie evelyn house...
we were so mad about backstreet boys last time...and we rockclimb to the top and stand there and sing backstreet boys songs...treating that as backstreet boys plane..
the last time we went back there was this year first day of chinese new year...
but this time is different....we've grown up...so we just climb to the top and talk...about our funni things and silly things we did in our childhood.

really miss all those days alot...and now no more everysat family gathering
i just don understand why they have to do this...
why they have to break this family into half...
why still now they don know tt they are wrong..?
and why the others still cant forgive them??
money is evil...bcox of money...reletionship broken...(part of the reason)

last time the family feel so much with love
but now,is so empty...

but i'm really glad that me,terence and my sista still meet up sometimes during our holidays
everytime sure will ton de...and lots of non-stop topics to talk about...
always take the first train home....
really feel so happy and comfortable with them...even sharing thiings or telling them secret..
and we always believe that someday all of us will be back together and meet up everyweek...
and we are hoping this day to come soon...

3 years...ever since that day.....
i dunno the meaning of love....
now everything seems...so wrong...why they have to do this..?don they have feelings?and aint they guilty of wad they had done?

empty~lonely~lifeless~

Where is the love!?~//

Listening says,"i value your opinion,i care about our relationship,and you matter to me."the cliche is true: people dont care what we know until they know we care.

a soft answer is always better than a sarcastic one
the bible says,"A gentle response defuse anger,but a sharp tongue kindles a temple-fire."
hahahahahahaXxx

It takes lots of effort to restore a relationship.That's why peter urged"work hard for peace with others." But when you work for peace,you are doing what god would do.That's wad make peacemakers his children.

AHJEEEBOOOOOOoo!!!!!!!!!
lolX

yesterday some of us was playing with him in the prayer room...then took some of his pic..Act dao,cute,angry.....hahahahaX

yesterday was very sian in church after service....like nth to do...then alot of people were packing the stuff for the people in myanmar...went to help..but they gonna finish soon..."zI"

one idiot pissed me off.....so irritating!!!!!!!!~huairen..hUaiiren..HUAIREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then went for dinner with them....but feeling so super tired....30 hours never sleep

but was quite fun...they all laming here and there....."aiyo,hai bu chuo oh...man diao de"

-purpose driven day 16

TRUST

Jesus often referred to life as a TRUST and told many stories to illustrate this responsibility towards god.

In the story of the talents,a businessman ENTRUST his wealth to the care of his servants while he's away.When he returns,he evaluates each servant's RESPONSIBILITY and REWARDS them accordingly.The owner says, "well done,good and faithful servant!You have been faithful with a few things; i will put in charge of many things.Come and share your master's happiness."
If you treat everything as a trust,god promises three rewards in eternity.

• God's affirmation: he will say,"Good job,well done!"
• Next you will receive promotion and be given greater responsibility in eternity: "i will put you in charge of many things."
• Then you will be honoured with a celebration:Come and share your master's happiness."

TEMPORARY ASSIGNMENT

"lord,remind me how brief my time on earth will be.Remind me that my days are numbered,and that my life is fleeing away. Psalm 39:4

Repeatedly the bible compares life on earth to temporarily living in foreign country.This is not our permanent home.

the bible says, "we are Christ ambassadors." Sadly many Christians betrayed their king and his kingdom.They they foolishly concluded that because they live on earth,its their home.The bible is clear: "friends,this world is not your home,so don't make yourselves cozy in it.Don't indulge your ego at the expense of the soul."
The fact earth is not our ultimate home explains why,as followers of Jesus,we experience difficulty,sorrow, and rejection in this world.It also explains why some of God's promises seems unfulfilled,Some prayers unanswered and circumstances seem unfair. In order to keep us from becoming too attached to earth,god allows us to feel a significant amount of discontent and dissatisfaction in life.(longing that will never be fulfilled on this side of eternity. we are not happy here because because we're not suppose to be!

"we fix our eyes not on what is seen,but on what is unseen.For what is seen is Temporary,but what is unseen is eternal."

LIFE

• Test
• Trust
• Temperary assignment

How you define life determines your destiny.Your perspective will influence how you invest your time,spent your money,use your talents and value your relationships

"Do not conform yourself to the standards of the world,but let god transform you inwardly by a complete change of mind.then you will be able to know the will of god." Romans 12:2

TEST

people's character,faith,love obedience,integrity and loyalty(we are always being tested)

1. god constantly watches your response to people,problems,success,conflict,illness,disappointment, and even weather.
2. He watches simplest actions such as when you open a door for others,when you pick up a trash,or when you polite towards a clerk or waitress.
3. We will be TESTED by major changes ,delayed promises,impossible problems,unanswered prayers,undeserved criticism and even senseless tragedies.
4. *important test"how do you act when you cant feel god presence in your life?"

When you understand life is a test,you realize that nothing is insignificant in your life.Even the smallest incident has significant for your character development.Everyday is an important day and every second is a growth opportunity to deepen your character,to demonstrate love,or to depend on god.Some tests seem overwhelming,while others you dont even notice.But all of them have eternal implications

The bible says "God keeps his promise,and he will not allow you to be tested beyond your power to remain firm;at the time you are put to test,he will give you the strength to endure it,and so provide with a way out."

Everytime you pass a test.god notices and make plans to reward you in etenity.James says, "Blessed are those who endure when they are tested.When they pass the test,they will recieve the crown of life that god has promised to those who love him"

yesterday worship was good..

but sermon i was like half aslp

after tt went out with kenny to fetch the people back home...me gracie and qianmin was toking nonstop in the van and we keep on matchmake or gracie"sunbian"asked her mother whether can tt guy go out with her....hahahaax...the most "QiJi"question she asked was to go out together

after tt went to tca college,aloysius graduation ceremony....end about 7pm

went out for dinner after tt....at dunno where la...then saw a guy sleeping when there's food on his table...so i told qianmin and eugene....and we were like ok,then laugh awhile....then after tt the guy wake up and eat abit of his food and went back to his sleep...hahaha....and was very funni...and it keep on repeating...when we left,he's still sleeping...we sat there for like 1 hour

during dinner was so funni,we were toking about the toilet,farting,aloysius snoring,shawn in the youth meeting with his "do you love me?' and dunno wad more...but was very funni...

intro you this guy...
his name is cai ming you,he's 19 this year
he's a new singer...yup,and he's the one people said that he look like TaozE,play the piano like jay and sing like wang li hong...
compose his own music,intro by jackie wu
erm...jay chou also intro by jackie wu and also compose his own songs
and he's so famous now....
i guess cai ming you will also be as famous as jay ba..
i dunno why jackie wu like to choose guys with small eyes
but this time is a cute one....hAihaO~
can play the violin,piano,drum ba....tt's all i noe
guys who noe how to play piano and sing at the same time shi zui mi ren de....

Support hIm ARh~
yup...the song playing now is 'wo ke yi' by cai ming you

can take alook at his singing,violin(PRO) and piano skills...
super pro sia....why singapore don have this type of guy...??
UNFAIR!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HX4IefPWFiw

went to evan's "ji zhe hui" just now....she's the "dai yan ren" for the dunno wad...look like not food...but is food...
capture some of the pic and so upload it......
since she's my ouxiang......and let u all see how good my skill is....


staying at home is much bettter than going out....depends on who going out with.....
ppl who keep on hurting others can kick them aside cox they aint real friends who can be there for u....
they just there always hurting u and make ur life so miserable
they don give u a chance to talk
they r stubbon,selfish,irritating....take wadever u said as a joke seriously...and they can never know how much hurt it brings to the other party
well,i'm one of the kind....so STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!
~BoOoO!!!~
haaaaaax



A friend does not only share the gasoline:they shares memories, crying crisis, experiences. Shares guilt, shares secrets.A friend does not only lend the surfboard. He lends his word, lends his shoulder, lends time, lends the heat and a jaquet.A friend does not only suggest a CD. thay suggests you take it easy, suggests a job, suggests a country.A friend does not only drive you to a party. they takes you into his world and is truly interested on knowing yours.A friend does not only give you the quiz answers. they stands by you during difficult times, they spends New Year's Eve beside you.A friend does not only go jogging. they walks silently through pain, they comes into the field with you and stands by your side if you fail.

as mentioned in denieces and evan's song "cox that's wad friends are for.......to love and care and all~

wOohoo!!~
finally saw S.H.E on tv today....
about their concert
the duration of the concert is about 2 and a half hour and they will be singing 30 over songs...
I WANNA GO!!~
i gonna buy the ticx soon....maybe next month.
cause i couldnt get a sit that i wan now....
heeX....
oH my s.h.e rawkZz la~

finally back from chalet.....was quite fun
saw alot of westspringer there........from sec 1 -3
watched stay alive there..haa...quite a nice show....and my 6th time watching rob-b-hod
and went to blade....haaaa....soo HaPPy!!!~finally i know how to blade....but i dunno how to brake...
haaaa....
first night slept at 5am plus.....drank a few bottles of wine but i din get myself drunk....this is so basket~
and had 8 hours sleep but i guess it aint enough....
went for breakfast,though is lunch time...and saw kim there..
bought bbq stuff and haa...i din help much in the bbq,everyone was bbq-ing...
ii was alone in the room watching princess hours~hahahaXx...the show simply rawkZz la...
and the rest of the show up to 10pm...
after that they were playing games,true or dare...but i din play..cox they were playing those sort of pervertic one....so i don wanna get involve...
but it was so.........eeeeeYeerrr...but there's nth i can do...
went out to 7-11 at around 3am plus...
went to buy sth to eat....was so hungry...
and me aikbin and jin li we were toking about ghost stories....and weird things that happened in greenridge sec
went back to chalet after that
with our toking
and we keep on asking th hong yi boy questions
the hong yi boy is norman...a easy going person...just knew in the chalet
and all of us tok until sleep...cox we were all lying down...
and suppose to check out at 10.30am,but all of us woke up at 11.30 plus....
haaa....super tired cox onli sleep for4 hours

i'm so hungry now!!!

going to chalet tmr...will be back on wednesday



oh pleaseee.....choose ME!!!!~
let me walk towards my dream
i wanna shine like star~~

wo hen leiii~

i just wanna get my result
so boring at home...and i don wanna work...
i cant wait to go back to school..

i don feel like going aanywhere..
i got no mood for anything..
i'm breaking down...dying soOn...ERK!!!

why no 1 understannd??

Yeah i'm going to KL...but is next year april
one of the relative in malaysia wedding dinner
i also dunno that person...just go there EAT and SHOP...hahaaX...
going with my father's side family....sure will be fun...ALL of them going!!!~
hEEXXXX

had 4 injection this morning on my ear.....
is damn painful though is a baby needle
the feeling is like after my operation..
but the pain only last for a few hours

i still have to visit the hospital for another 6-7 times for injection once a month
crycrycry:'(

yeah next week having the animals chalet...
just hope that's a place for me to sleep..
i wanna go wildwildWEt!!!~just have to pay 8 bucks....hahaax...

power ranger wildforce is nice.....haaaaa....

i wanna go s.h.e concertt!!!!!!

o...getting result on the 18thdecember....everyone in the whole know abt this....
but i dunoo..hahax...mayb becox i never go sch ba....heeeeX....
just hope i can get less then 10...if never,i also wont cry...
i'll just jump off the building.....haaaaa

so u think u can dance is so nice....esp the group dancing hiphop..
wow....such a talented dancer......hahaxx...

erm...
worship was quite good.....but i dunno y i keep on stoning
church was ok la.....
just that i'm not in the mood....i dunno how and wad can i do....abt the blah blah blah.....basket!!~

went to evan's house after that...by kenny loy' car........
and went to run with kenny gan.....
they said is 1.6km....
but is MUCH MUCH more than that.....really like dying sooN.....esp the uphill
rotting at evan's hse wasnt really fun esp when ppl are writing reports,doing their own stuff and studying...
so went out with kenny gan and christine to help them buy things to eat....went to KAP bought mac....and after that stop at a place and we ate in the car....and kenny keep on kanna suan by me..hahaX
then....
went to the big market bought things for them lor
back to blah blah blah house
i stoned for 1 hour again.......
ah gem keep on scaring me~
bcox i'm scared of meow meow~

ar...bye!= babiBu~(evan's language)

hahaha...selina doggie pinky so cute.hahaha..
this video very de funnii...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6kTKOtG0AaQ